Showing posts with label California. Show all posts
Showing posts with label California. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 21, 2026

This is Home


I've been very public about my one-foot-in, one-foot-out relationship with my Florida home.  The past month or two I've been shedding these fears and falsehoods that are keeping me in this state of limbo.  This in-between state is far more uncomfortable than any negative scenario I could come up with for making a change.

That energy is gone now.  In the pure space that is left, only the truth remains, which rings loud, clear and uncompromising: this house in Pensacola is my home.

I've known this for some time, but the reality hits different now.  No excuses, no compromise.  This is my home and I need to act on this.  This week, and the past two months, I've been consciously and unconsciously creating a real home for myself.  I have a gym in Pensacola, World Gym.  And I like it better than the UFC gym in Torrance, which is noisy, crowded and poor energy.

I have regular walking trails, which I enjoy more than the ones in Torrance and Redondo Beach.  I found a balance between fishing, which was a bypass to avoid taking actual measures, and building a life.  It's no longer about "bringing home fish," it's about enjoy myself in nature, eating what I catch and living a good, balanced life.

I found a chill coffee shop to write and a nice bar to hang out.  And I enjoy both without drinking alcohol or coffee.

All of these things I could have done in Torrance, but instead wallowed in withdrawal and "waiting for things to get better."

I have a better, more balanced life here in Pensacola than I have had for years in Torrance.  Basically since covid I haven't invested anything in Torrance.  And why should I?  It sucks.  I hate it there. It's not my home.  This is.

And guess what?  Waiting around for things to get better is a waste of time.  Nothing's going to get better on its own "down the road."  Better to deal with the problems now than wait.  Sure, I can say I needed to stay in Torrance for my son, and that's true.  But nobody was making me sit around, be bored and do nothing but "wait" for things to get better.  That was my own small self, which has burned away, along with a lot of other bullshit.

I can smell the lingering scent of incinerated BS and victorious black flame.  

And "this" home is more than a house in Florida.  It's more than a lifestyle.  It's a whole new mandate, a whole new (or newly cleansed) architecture.  Here there is no "middle way," no "in between," just an unflinching truth that waits for nobody.  That is my home.

And what does that mean for my spiritual work?  Same thing, no BS.  No ego attachment, no ego to attach to.  Nothing but the truth that was always there but often ignored or distorted. 

Maybe the change will be subtle.  Maybe it'll be dramatic.  Maybe I won't recognize myself and neither will anyone else.  Maybe none of that matters.

This is home, and I'm moving in. 

Thursday, March 12, 2026

Fire and Ice: Pulling Yang Energy in California

 


Firing off tons of yang energy in California.  Things are heating up, lots of spiritual and physical heat in my last few days here in CA before finally heading back to Pensacola.  It's been a long absence, but incredibly productive.

Expanding the container, setting old patterns on fire, watching everything burn.  The weather is resonating here, getting very warm while Florida is staying pretty cool this winter. (Wait till I get there and we'll see.)

Made it up to the mountains, bringing that fire to the ice, see what kind of fun comes from that.

Facing old patterns head on, reframing identities.  

Things like loyalty - you know, it's not an obligation.  Being a loyal person is a good thing if that loyalty is through choice and not a pattern of being the loyal person.  Things like that reframe everything.

Keep throwing as much in the fire as I can.  Feeding that trough.  It's pretty cool what you can build if you face those fears and hardships and walk into the fire instead of trying to make that prison more comfortable.  There's a certain amount of pain that comes with growth and realizing that there's no age limit on growth shakes the rust off pretty quickly.

One advantage of being older is that you realize time is too short to put up with bullshit excuses about why you can't do things.  And it comes with wisdom to make those pivots without wasting a lot of energy flailing around.

Instead of avoiding the discomfort, concentrate it.  Feel all of it, get in its head and feel what's going on.  Funny thing, that discomfort disintegrates under that kind of concentration.  And the container grows.  

So let's set this yang up in the mountains for a few days, play with contrasts and gravity and see what fun comes up. 



Saturday, January 17, 2026

Spiritual Freedom: Grand Opening of a Deeper Communication


 

I’ve spent a lot of time in the communication wilderness, withdrawn from most external modalities for many years, thinking about my path and continually hearing the message: “wait.”

It’s been lonely, boring and frustrating, but also apparent why God was giving me this message.  Bit by bit I began to be aware of how deeply imprisoned I was – entirely of my own making.  I was running on all sorts of programming that wasn’t mine, and yet at the same time finding flashes of inspiration and independence that reminded me, somewhere, “I” was still there.

And as I worked through this I became aware of just how overloaded my system was with external programming, on so many levels.  To the point that complete withdrawal and self-healing, along with time, was the only way out.

The flashes of independence and inspiration emerged in the quiet and boredom.  The urge to move to Florida.  This prompted me to buy a house, which I now live in part-time.  And apart from realizing how poisonous the environment in California is (and that not everywhere is like that), I also discovered how important it is to me to have a house of my own, with land, something that is my home and responsibility.  And a part of me reawakened.

It’s nice to have a house again, very fulfilling. But this time I bought a home entirely out of choice, not necessity.  In a location I wanted, at the time I wanted, in the manner I wanted.  And for periods of time I experience the freedom of living my own life.  Many things I do there – from fishing to enjoying coffee in my kitchen to sitting on the front porch – feel like a celebration of life instead of another turn on the hamster wheel of obligation.

I’d look back over the years I’ve been going back and forth to the Florida house and those times in Florida are me living my best life.  That’s not to say all my good experiences are there, but that it’s my best, purest, most authentic life.

From this place – physical and spiritual – I upgraded my spiritual life, rediscovered my inspiration for writing and found peace. 

I also found space between the programming.  I could see the gaps in the programming matrix.  I could see the simulation around me when I was in California, and I could step apart from it.  But I didn’t know what to do with this and continued to get the message to “wait.”

But that “glitch” in the programming was the beginning of my invitation.  The space I created living part-time in Florida created the space for me to see the glitches in the programming.  And I discovered – and this is important – that when awareness shifts while the programming remains intact, everything around becomes a simulation.  And you are now the glitch.

Once I can see the layers and layers of artificial programming, the manipulative structures, the culture of voluntary servitude, the societal prison of authority-worshipping programming, the attachment to illusion that animates people to be “for” and “against” things that don’t exist for the purpose of harvesting their life force, I can’t return.  Once I saw truth and its contrast with the “real world” sim all around, I can’t go blindly back into the sim.

And it’s also an invitation.  I was told to withdraw, to slow down, to go inward, because my heart rejected the sim but I was blind.  So I was punching air, spiraling into deepening anger and frustration with everyone and everything.  In other words, I was becoming exactly the kind of “outcast” that the programming seeks to create. 

Rejecting the system while living in the system is something the system knows how to deal with.  It programs you into an “outcast” NPC and you become another feature in its game.  When you step outside the game, even momentarily, and see the entire “real world” is a complete bullshit game, the program loses its control.  If this is offset by a reality of sovereignty that exists outside the programming, now there is a pathway to choice.  Others can free themselves from the programming.

I’m not just escaping, I’m being given the knowledge and tools to allow others to escape and reclaim their freedom and sovereignty.

Suddenly all that time spent in the wilderness makes sense.  I was detoxifying in order to connect with my authentic self and find purpose.

Spiritual freedom.

“Freedom” gets thrown around a lot these days.  Now it tends to have a political connotation which is sometimes noble and other times contradictory, confused, or even downright corrupted and hypocritical.

There is certainly a value in advocating for freedom on a political level.  It’s a critical part of societal evolution.  And I speak to these themes here, if incompletely (I was largely in the dark myself, even when connecting to Source). They’re important, but not primary.

The primary freedom that is my purpose is in guiding others to see the programming, step away from it, reclaim their sovereignty and live authentically in genuine connection with God. 

So yeah, that’s kind of a big deal.

The challenge in this is creating that pathway to personal spiritual freedom without supplanting it with another manipulative programming structure.  Every single “evolution” coach or modality I’ve worked with failed at this point.  They all in one way or another sought to supplant one societal programming matrix with another centered around them.  Some did it unintentionally while others literally broadcasted their intent, complete with funnel systems and covert (and even overt) cult structures.

I don’t want to get too much into the details.  This is introduction to a more refined purpose and communication, the grand opening of “Spiritual Freedom.”

Monday, June 9, 2025

Loser Angeles Losering


I've been low-key despising California, and especially Los Angeles for a good generation now.  This is not a good place.  Vastly overpriced, ridiculously expensive, traffic, pollution, squandered gifts, and the worst leadership anywhere.

And at the heart of this POS are the people of California.  Yes, the majority - huge majority - of Californians are either douchebags or douchebag-enabling zombies who go along with any stupid shit the world puts in front of them.  Shitty drivers.  Priuses.  Cloth bag toting.  Woke. Stupid. Sanctimonious. No respect for the value of money. Tech bros. Douchebag yoga faggots. Looters. Thieves. Stoners.  Thugs. Punks. Hobos. Assholes.

The whole state sucks.  It is rotten to its very core. So it is surprising when a bunch of stupid, worthless asshole losers burn shit, loot and act like Loser Angeles fuckwits?  No, because that's what Loser Angeles it.  This is the zeitgeist of Loser Angeles.

It figures you stupid assholes would set your own city on fire to defend illegal aliens.  That's so fucking douchebag LA. A bunch or worthless, stupid asshole punks.  The world wouldn't miss you if every single one of you vanished.

It's time to speak truth to some things.  Street tacos and tamales suck ass. They're bland, boring, fatty, and insanely overrated.  Mexican food fucking sucks.  Authentic Mexican food sucks authentically. Of all the ethnic foods I've tried - and it's a lot - Mexican food is one of the worst.  It's just lard in a corn shell. And the country and culture is boring and lame.  Mexico is an open sewer with boring, repetitive music and a second-rate culture.  It's not interesting.  No, Mexicans sneaking over haven't made California richer with their "diversity," they've made it more douchebaggy with their boring, low-rent trash. Try going to school, reading a fucking book and throwing away your trash, assholes!  Maybe stop lighting things on fire, losers.  And try cooking something that doesn't suck. 

Someone needs to say this, Mexico sucks as a country and a culture. Cartels, gangs, corrupt, stupid police, incompetent government that can't even pave a road or handle sewage, crappy economy, ugly architecture, boring music, bland and overrated food.  Your sport - soccer - is boring and lame.  Mexico sucks. So thanks for bringing that suck to California. You helped ruin the state.

But make no mistake, Mexicans are only partially responsible for ruining the state.  It's mostly the douchebag leftist white people who have ruined the state with their stupidity.  About the only food more boring than Mexican cuisine is California cuisine. Your culture isn't just boring (and it certainly is that, despite you weirdos constantly telling yourselves how awesome you are), it's flat-out insufferable.  Yoga attitude, yoga language ("holding space"), new age bullshit, drug culture, Hollywood douchebag.  Next to you weirdos Mexicans look pretty cool.  Truth is, you all suck. 

So fuck you, California. And fuck you twice, Loser Angeles.

  

Saturday, March 2, 2024

Florida is (a LOT) Better than California, and Why the Spiritual Community is a Real Problem


 

Since my tenants in Florida moved out, I’ve been a lot better energetically.  It’s noticeable to people who know me – every time I post pictures from Florida, people comment how I look so much more relaxed.  My wife senses I’m “more myself” because of this.

It’s come at a cost.  I’m paying for the mortgage and the plane tickets, instead of someone else paying my mortgage.  The travel back and forth is tiring.  But overall it’s been a huge net positive.  Every time I test, I confirm that keeping the house for me is not just for enjoyment, it’s a spiritual necessity.

It’s so much better I’ve begun to analyze what makes it so much better.  Is Florida particularly good spiritually?  Is my living situation (being in the house I actually own, having a dedicated altar space, good fishing) more spiritually elevating?  Or is California, and particularly my area of Southern California, particularly bad from a spiritual standpoint?

So I dug down and did some testing.  27% is because Florida is particularly good from a spiritual standpoint.  I’ll analyze the details of this later, but this confirms feelings I’ve always had that Florida is a particularly strong location spiritually.  But it’s also the smallest percentage.

The second highest reason is “personal situation,” at 32%.  Having my own house and living in that house is a big deal for me.  I need that.  Having a place and maintaining it is spiritually important for me.  The green yard and neighborhood is important.  The serenity.  The regular fishing that’s usually pretty good, even my little workout area, all contributes to my elevated spiritual energy, more so than Florida’s particular spiritual gifts.

And it isn’t the biggest reason.  41% of the reason my spiritual energy is higher in my house in Florida vs here in Crappyfornia is because California, and particularly my area of Los Angeles County, really is crappy at a spiritual level.

I’ve lived in California my whole life and seen it go downhill over the years, particularly over the last 20-30 years.  At this point it’s unlivable on any level, but the spiritual energies are particularly bad.

In looking particularly at California and what makes It so bad spiritually, here is the breakdown:

Spiritual Community Screwing With Energies (mostly with “love and light” BS)            42%

Daily BS (general idiocy of majority of population – includes things like traffic)  26%

Corruption/crime                                                                                                                              17%

Woke Politics/DEI agenda                                                                                                              6%

Greed                                                                                                                                                   4%

Karma (taking land, etc)                                                                                                                  3%

Other                                                                                                                                                    2%

 

So yes, California just sucks in general, but that only accounts for either 26% or 49%, depending on how you add them up.  The plurality is people with spiritual power who are making energies insufferable with their “trying to help” – 42%. 

 

The vibration of California, and particularly where I live, is -6 million.  It’s REALLY bad. But if the entire California spiritual community stopped “trying to help,” the vibration would be -40,000.  Still appalling, but dramatically better.  So it’s 42% of the problem but 99% of the energetic pollution because of the power involved.  If we removed all the other negative influences, except the 5% that’s karma or other and probably baked in, the vibration moves up to 642.  Florida’s vibration is 836.  My vibration enhancement from leaving California and going to Florida, which includes removing the negative and adding the positive, comes to an increase of 6,018,947.  No wonder it’s so much easier to do work in my home in Florida, or on the beach, the universe isn’t working against me. 

 

 And while the California spiritual community is responsible for 42% of this problem, it’s almost all of the magnitude. 

 

It’s not that the spiritual community in the Florida Panhandle is better aligned.  It is somewhat.  It’s that there are MUCH fewer people doing their voodoo bullshit in the Panhandle than in Southern Crappyfornia. 

 

A lot of people leaving places like California identify as “political refugees,” but that’s actually a small portion of the real reason people are leaving other places and staying in Florida.  They may feel it’s political, because the political differences are newsworthy and easy to enumerate.  But it’s mostly spiritual, and it’s mostly the absence of bad spiritual energies.

 

Could those bad spiritual energies be contributing to the lousy politics and general crime/corruption of California? I test yes, about 20% responsible.  Does it work the other way?  Does bad politics infect the spiritual community and cause it to do bad/stupid things?  Again I test yes, about 86% (wow!).  So yes, politics is a real problem in California, as is crime and general corruption.  And all that rot is causing the damage from the spiritual community to be much, much worse. 

 

But again, if the spiritual community in California simply did nothing, things would instantly get much better and continue to improve over time, even leaving everything else the same.  In other words, if God put all the California spiritual community in a giant burlap bag and dropped them in the ocean, California would instantly become a much better place to live, and there would be almost no downside.

 

Ouch!

 

So actually that meme I put up (for amusement more than anything) isn’t correct – the pot-smoking rock collectors are actually actively doing a tremendous amount of damage.  Doing nothing and looking silly would be a drastic improvement. (I’m a little surprised Steve Dease didn’t recognize the negative energies at play, he usually perceives them.)

 

So yes, we have a big problem in California.  They’ve ruined California beyond anything we could have imagined.  And if we don’t do something to neuter the false light spiritual community, it’s going to get a lot worse, not just in California.

 

Saturday, December 23, 2023

Energies: Florida vs California. It's Clear as Day.

It's very noticeable, the difference in energies between California and Florida.  I'd say it's obvious to anyone who can notice energies.  I've pulled out some beach fishing pictures to make an "apples-to-apples" comparison, to highlight the differences.

When I'm in Florida, my energy is completely different.  Very relaxed, very open.  My energy work is MUCH more effective, my connection with my clients is better.  Even my work at the office is more effective and in flow.  

When I return to California from Florida, I still carry that higher vibration, but I can feel the difference. The energy in CA is heavy, thick and heavily polluted.  It's like trying to run through quicksand. It's draining and stressful. 

It's one thing to say "Florida is awesome and California sucks."  And while that's actually true and a pretty apt summary of the energy differences, it doesn't tell us much.  So let's look at the energy.

The above picture is a "skunk day" in Pensacola, FL, and a sunset.  December 2023.  You can feel the energy in this picture.  Simply meditating on this picture can raise your vibration.  It's not just the aesthetics, which are pretty awesome, it's the "vibe" of the photo.  This is the energy of Florida, they all have this feel to them. In fact, they're good "Natural Grounding" resources.

Now here is a "catch" beach photo in Southern California.  So the circumstances are good, but the energy is so different.  There's this thick, heavy fog like molasses.  It's draining and difficult to look at for a long period of time.  That's "California energy."  Sure, it's a beach, similar time of year, and beaches are nice, but the energies are nothing alike.

So now let's look at my energy , because that tells you more.  So here is one in Pensacola where I just caught a fish.  I'd had a long overnight flight and a ridiculous layover, but my energy is still really high vibration here.  You can see the relaxation and rising vibrations.



 Now let's look at a "I just caught a fish" picture in Southern California.  Same experience, I'm in better health (I had a cold in the above picture), more rested, and yet the energy is MUCH lower vibration.  Lots of stress and tension, lower vibration overall.  Even the background here has that crushing, draining overall energy.  Pretty skies, pretty ocean, pretty clouds, shitty energy.

I think that's enough.  Other pictures would just be the same difference.  The energies are the same and the differences are the same, too.  This isn't really about the politics, the people, taxes, cost of living, or the quality of fishing.  Although the populations contribute to the overall energy, there's also a higher source involved.  And that higher-level energy is visibly different.  It's also likely that this energy affects the population more than the populations affect the energy, unless the population is particularly high-vibration.

And while the California "spiritual community" imagines itself as high-vibration and Californians imagine themselves "evolved" and "enlightened," the opposite is the truth.  California energy is particularly bad.  Californians energy is particularly bad.  The energy of the California "spiritual community" is atrocious, it's almost 100% Satanic and very toxic.  Hopelessly so.  

So, no, Californians are not special, evolved, unique, or anything even vaguely resembling awesome.  Californians are toxic, weak, vacant, subservient, paranoid, and particularly stupid and conformist.  They're some of the worst people in the world.  And the energies of California are some of the worst in the world.  Did the people create this energy?  No.  The energy molded the people.  It wasn't always like this.  

I can remember when the energies in Orange County, California were pretty good.  But that past feels like an alternate universe now.  There's no way to go back to that energy.  It's hopelessly toxic and never going back to the "good old days."  That California is dead.

But the good news is the handful of high-vibration people who are suffering in California can escape and heal.  The energies outside of California are much better.

Like, for example, Florida.

Tuesday, September 5, 2023

Timeline Shift Out of California


 

This weekend I officially, on a spiritual level, filed for divorce from California. 

I know that seems weird to say, just like a lot of things I write here, so what’s new?  The thing is, this is exactly like a toxic relationship.  I’m born and raised in California, and as much as I like to think I’m good at this whole “changing thing,” I’m actually not. And it’s my inability to efficiently pivot when it becomes clear a situation is bad for me has caused a lot of unnecessary suffering, expense and wasted years.

I’m not a nomad by nature.  I like to stay where I am, build roots and create something good in my home.  So that “home” is really important.  I’m born and raised in California, now over fifty years (which actually sounds good, not bad).  Most of that has been in the Los Angeles County area, which really was never my “home.”  LA area has a much different feel than Orange County and to me it’s always been dirtier, more crowded, lower-class and second-rate. 

So I’ve been spending a lot of time creating a home in a place I really don’t like and am only in because I have to be here.  But it’s never felt right and at some deep level I’ve been killing time in this second-rate suburban section of the craptacular Los Angeles area. 

Maybe I liked it some a while back, but the disconnect becomes worse and worse over time.  And I’d complain, but it was like the spouse in a toxic relationship who keeps complaining but never moves on, for whatever reason.  Even during COVID, when it became obvious I despise the huge majority of the people in this state (if LA sucks, the Bay Area swallows). I even felt alienated from my alma mater football team – you can only tolerate absolute crap for so long before even the strongest loyalty erodes.

In my mind I think “yeah, I’ve moved on from California.”  But I hadn’t.  Anger and frustration are not emotions associated with “moving on,” they’re associated with “hanging on.”  I was angry because deep down I still didn’t want to move on. 

Yes I bought a house in Pensacola, Florida.  Yes, I was living my best life far away from California, and felt miserable when I’d return.  So I was moving in that direction, but still pushing the ball uphill.

Then something switched, and it felt like this weekend the whole timeline shifted.  I did meditations where I asked the archetypes to remove all spiritual and emotional attachments to California and remove all blocks to creating a new home in Florida.  And it may end up my home isn’t Florida, or it is, I have to be open to all possibilities on that front as well.

And soon after that moment is when the whole timeline and reality changed in front of my eyes.  Things were somewhat familiar but also completely different, multiple Mandela Effects, and a very different thought process.  And at that point I felt, I’m not a Californian. Now I’m a Floridian.  And down the road, who knows?  But I do know this isn’t my home, which means I’m not responsible for it, which means I don’t need to get upset when things don’t work out in California.  It’s not my problem.

I was so passionate about Cal football and basketball, but poof, not anymore.  They’re a team a root for, but I’ve accepted they suck and it just doesn’t matter.  I got a degree there, but it’s really not my school or teams anymore, and hasn’t been for a while now.  I’ve been attached to Florida State since before I moved to the Panhandle, and that might have been some of the draw for choosing that area to buy a house. Kind of bandwagon, but more “supporting the home team.”  The thing is, I became a fan in 2021 when they were a bad team, but their fans packed stadiums and gave a big F-You to the COVID fascists.  That and I really like what Mike Norvell has done there.

And, yah, whether up or down that’s a program that prioritizes winning in football and men’s basketball. (Yah, their basketball team sucked last year, but 25 years of coaching success in the ACC is nothing to sneeze at, even with a bad year.)

But more than that, the whole energy shifted.  It’s all different.  Even the way I meditate and do alchemy now is different, everything.  And all the signals show this isn’t home anymore and those roots are completely gone. 

So I changed some things that connect to the old home, and I’ll be changing more.  Even if I’m physically here, I’m already gone.   

Thursday, June 20, 2019

Gotta Keep Rising Above the California Douchebaggery

It's a Douchefest, but Still Have a Mission

I was drawn to buy some Libyan Desert Glass and it arrived yesterday.  After a day of cleansing, attuning and activating it opened up yesterday.  Since then my energy has been difficult to deal with.  Last night I woke up and couldn’t fall back asleep.  The energy of the crystal is intense and it’s calling me to do something, but there’s clearly some resistance in me.  Right now it’s just a lot of confusion and inner conflict. 

This is likely related to the external conflicts Etienne is talking about that are getting crazy.  But something else is going on, too.  The energies in Los Angeles are the worst I’ve ever seen.  Energies in California are bad, and I really notice it when I go to the mountains and then come into contact with Californians or return to LA.

I was in Tahoe and when I was alone, energies were good. The minute I come into contact with people from the San Francisco Bay area I feel the crap energy and it almost makes me want to puke.  I go to Hollywood and the energies are insufferable – how do people live in this total crap?

I can’t wait to get to Thailand and be away from this shit for a while.  Los Angeles has gone from annoying to just horrible.  Really, California, what the fuck is wrong with you assholes??

This can’t sustain like this.  I feel like the crystal is calling me to do something to fight against this energy, but what? I’m tired of fighting this tide of crap that is California society.  At this point I feel like if this stupid state wants to suck, let it burn itself to the ground, fuck these people.  They’re a bunch of douchebags I don’t vibe with at all and I feel like they’re my energetic enemies.  Just protect my family and fuck everyone else.

That’s me being in a bit of a dark place.  I just can’t shake my disgust for Californians, or at least the huge majority of these motherfuckers. 

And as I’m drawing more from the new crystal, I’m finding it’s giving me the fortitude to keep going and rise above the energetic crap instead of letting it get me down.  Yes, California is a mess.  Yes, most Californians are a mess.  And – none of that has to get me down in any way.  The real problem was I was losing strength.  I build it back and feel better, much better.  And ready to do what I need to do instead of fighting.

There are definitely some major things going on and a lot of negative energy flowing through the area. That’s why it’s all the more important to give myself time and space to heal and take care of myself mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually.  It’s tempting to disengage and just say “fuck it all,” but that just means I need to put more attention on my personal well-being the little things.

Because I am here.  And I need to be here doing my work, regardless of what’s going on around me.  I need to find ways to rise above it.  Yes, California sucks, and I have to let it suck and keep doing my work.  The non-douchebags are counting on me.  Even if there are only a handful of them in a sea of garbage around here.

Saturday, November 10, 2018

California Fires and Energetic Ascension


I’m writing this as I’m sitting in the orange glow of a sky obscured by clouds. I can feel the smoke in my lungs. Mileage wise I don’t live too far away from the fires in Los Angeles, but far enough away that they won’t get anywhere close to here.

I’ve lived in Southern California my whole life. After all these years, I’ve seen the energies here devolve more and more.  I don’t think staying in one place for a lifetime is a good idea.  Especially if that place is the Los Angeles area.  I’ve kind of found myself stuck here because of family commitments and bad decisions on my part. 

Every time I go to places outside of California, outside of the LA-San Francisco energetic swamp, things are considerably better.  Yes, Thailand of course.  The energy there is awesome, even with their problems. But even Arizona, or Colorado, or Pennsylvania.  Just about anywhere the energies are better. New York City has a lot of issues, as does Washington, DC, but even those places have better energy.  Coastal California really is an energetic shithole like no other. 

It’s a shame, really.  Such beautiful geography and weather, but polluted with decades of energetic crap. 

The forces of light – the Orions, the guardians of Source consciousness, are elevating the energy of Planet Earth.  There’s a lot of talk in California “hippie communities” about Ascension, but they get it all wrong.  Ascension isn’t where the world becomes some Communist utopia and everyone runs around naked hugging trees, living in communal villages, never shaving and having indiscriminate sex.  Or some weird Start Trek fantasy, which is basically Hippie Commune with advanced technology.  Bleah. 

Would any normal person even want to be stuck in that reality, much less consider it something ideal?  The huge majority of people would rather stay in their imperfect world than be stuck in the California Hippie idea of heaven.  Or even the California progressive idea of heaven.
Ascension isn’t going to lead to those places. It’s an alignment with truth.  If you remove all the blocks, distortions and falsehoods from the world, as well as all the dark energies, you get Ascension. 

But what if there exists a large concentration of dark energies, distortions and resistance in one place? And what if the people in that place have access to a lot of “evolved energies” that give them quite a bit of power? And what if these people are so attached to their distortions, falsehoods and dark energies (the Communist agenda and its offshoots) that they’d rather die than change?

Well, that would be California.

And the worst part is this energetic cancer is spreading around the world.  Oregon, parts of Colorado and Arizona, even Florida, Britain, Australia, Costa Rica. Bali.  All majorly infected. It’s even infected places like Montana.

Those who are in charge of elevating the energy here on Earth have patiently tried to shepherd Californians to realign.  Every time Californians have not only not changed, they dug in their heels stronger.  Now the situation is worse than ever.  California is aligned even more with 1960s hippie delusions, Burning Man, polluted sexual connections, misaligned ideology, spiritual self-delusion, all of it. 

Neither earthquakes nor fires nor every warning under the sun will change people’s minds, and the Archangels have seen enough. These fires are intense, focused and unstoppable.  The forces of light aren’t messing around anymore, and those resisting will be burned like chaff.

It’s harsh,  It’s tragic.  It’s sad.  And it’s inevitable.

So what’s my advice for people still listening to me? First, listen.  Not follow me, but attune your own psychic hearing and listen for the truth.  If you’re listening to me, you’re not deluded by the California false spiritual zeitgeist.  If you think I’m full of it, it won’t matter what I say, so I’ll wish you goodbye now.

My other advice,  focus on your own evolution. Don’t worry about the people resisting you or who won’t listen to you, despite your best efforts. If this is your circle, you need to find a new circle or go your own way.  Let the other people go – you can’t save them and it doesn’t look like anyone is changing.

I’m noticing things about these fires. They seem to be focused on destroying property, particularly in Malibu and Hollywood, but also in Northern California.  The timing is almost immediately after the election.  The response is “this is the new normal,” a sort of angry fatalism. 

The energies of these fires is unbelievable and having an immediate positive effect.  The people in the spiritual swamp are either in denial or a fatalistic death watch.  But the “normal people” (however few of them are left) who are just doing their thing are having a major energetic upleveling.  The handful of people that “get” what’s going on are quietly celebrating (because it looks bad to celebrate in the middle of a tragedy), because the surrounding energy is amazing and the dark forces are burning away.

So my last bit of advice is to soak up the energy, grow, evolve and don’t let the “bad news” get in the way of your own ascension.  It might seem unfair that you’re growing and evolving while people around you are suffering.  I understand that.  (Though I won’t lie, I’m happy to see Hollywood people taking it on the chin after all the messes they’ve caused.)  But don’t mute or diminish yourself at this time.  If your energy is rising, go with it, it’s what you’re called to do.