I’ve spent a lot of time in the communication wilderness,
withdrawn from most external modalities for many years, thinking about my path
and continually hearing the message: “wait.”
It’s been lonely, boring and frustrating, but also apparent
why God was giving me this message. Bit
by bit I began to be aware of how deeply imprisoned I was – entirely of my own
making. I was running on all sorts of
programming that wasn’t mine, and yet at the same time finding flashes of
inspiration and independence that reminded me, somewhere, “I” was still there.
And as I worked through this I became aware of just how
overloaded my system was with external programming, on so many levels. To the point that complete withdrawal and
self-healing, along with time, was the only way out.
The flashes of independence and inspiration emerged in the
quiet and boredom. The urge to move to
Florida. This prompted me to buy a
house, which I now live in part-time.
And apart from realizing how poisonous the environment in California is
(and that not everywhere is like that), I also discovered how important it is
to me to have a house of my own, with land, something that is my home and responsibility. And a part of me reawakened.
It’s nice to have a house again, very fulfilling. But this
time I bought a home entirely out of choice, not necessity. In a location I wanted, at the time I wanted,
in the manner I wanted. And for periods
of time I experience the freedom of living my own life. Many things I do there – from fishing to
enjoying coffee in my kitchen to sitting on the front porch – feel like a
celebration of life instead of another turn on the hamster wheel of obligation.
I’d look back over the years I’ve been going back and forth
to the Florida house and those times in Florida are me living my best
life. That’s not to say all my good
experiences are there, but that it’s my best, purest, most authentic life.
From this place – physical and spiritual – I upgraded my
spiritual life, rediscovered my inspiration for writing and found peace.
I also found space between the programming. I could see the gaps in the programming matrix. I could see the simulation around me when I
was in California, and I could step apart from it. But I didn’t know what to do with this and
continued to get the message to “wait.”
But that “glitch” in the programming was the beginning of my
invitation. The space I created living part-time
in Florida created the space for me to see the glitches in the
programming. And I discovered – and this
is important – that when awareness shifts while the programming remains intact,
everything around becomes a simulation.
And you are now the glitch.
Once I can see the layers and layers of artificial programming,
the manipulative structures, the culture of voluntary servitude, the societal
prison of authority-worshipping programming, the attachment to illusion that
animates people to be “for” and “against” things that don’t exist for the
purpose of harvesting their life force, I can’t return. Once I saw truth and its contrast with the “real
world” sim all around, I can’t go blindly back into the sim.
And it’s also an invitation.
I was told to withdraw, to slow down, to go inward, because my heart
rejected the sim but I was blind. So I
was punching air, spiraling into deepening anger and frustration with everyone
and everything. In other words, I was
becoming exactly the kind of “outcast” that the programming seeks to
create.
Rejecting the system while living in the system is something
the system knows how to deal with. It
programs you into an “outcast” NPC and you become another feature in its game. When you step outside the game, even
momentarily, and see the entire “real world” is a complete bullshit game, the
program loses its control. If this is
offset by a reality of sovereignty that exists outside the programming, now
there is a pathway to choice. Others can
free themselves from the programming.
I’m not just escaping, I’m being given the knowledge and
tools to allow others to escape and reclaim their freedom and sovereignty.
Suddenly all that time spent in the wilderness makes
sense. I was detoxifying in order to
connect with my authentic self and find purpose.
Spiritual freedom.
“Freedom” gets thrown around a lot these days. Now it tends to have a political connotation which
is sometimes noble and other times contradictory, confused, or even downright corrupted
and hypocritical.
There is certainly a value in advocating for freedom on a
political level. It’s a critical part of
societal evolution. And I speak to these
themes here, if incompletely (I was largely in the dark myself, even when
connecting to Source). They’re important, but not primary.
The primary freedom that is my purpose is in guiding others
to see the programming, step away from it, reclaim their sovereignty and live
authentically in genuine connection with God.
So yeah, that’s kind of a big deal.
The challenge in this is creating that pathway to personal
spiritual freedom without supplanting it with another manipulative programming
structure. Every single “evolution” coach
or modality I’ve worked with failed at this point. They all in one way or another sought to supplant
one societal programming matrix with another centered around them. Some did it unintentionally while others
literally broadcasted their intent, complete with funnel systems and covert
(and even overt) cult structures.
I don’t want to get too much into the details. This is introduction to a more refined
purpose and communication, the grand opening of “Spiritual Freedom.”
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