Massive Awakening and General Update

This is a period of intense energetic transformation for me.  And through all the intensity and chaos, the message I keep getting is to surrender.  Slow down, meditate, let it go, follow my truth, and allow the changes to happen.

A few days ago during meditation I received a message that my energetic self was being taken to another dimension for training, then later that the training was going well.  And then a surprise thunderstorm showed up which followed me for two days (it was very localized and unusual).  My Lemurian wand activated, so clearly my energetic self had returned with some extra powers.

Then I received the hard copy of Etienne’s book “The History of the Universe” and shortly after he activated my nucleus.  So yah, lots of stuff energetically.  I’m not always aware of what’s going on energetically because I’ve still got a lot of physical patterns and lower-level blocks interfering with that connection, but it’s a WHOLE lot, and it’s affecting my system pretty intensely.

And even through this, the message is surrender.  Surrender to what is, surrender to God. Look past the old paradigm to see the truth.  The whole concept of success needs to be thrown out and start from scratch.  The message seems to come down to – follow my true path, clear out my energy, let all the other stuff go, and then I’ve got this. 

There is a power in the physical copy of Etienne’s book that is night-and-day different than the digital copy I read near the beginning of this latest phase of my awakening.  It has an energetic glow.  It can transform energies around it – it can attune and charge crystals and objects.  The reading experience is different – maybe because there is no interference from the computer monitor.  I’m blown away by the experience, even though I read the digital copy several times (though not the additional stories included in the physical book).

Hardly anyone is even aware of this book, much less be ready to receive the information with an open mind.  It’s far ahead of its time.  But the changes are happening whether or not people are ready, and this book provides the history of what brought us to this point (far more than meets the eye, that’s for sure) and where we are headed.

The act of reading the book itself is an awakening experience unto itself.  Integrating the energy and truth of the book, that’s an entirely different level of a journey.  I recommend you order and read the book, and I recommend you take that journey.

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I’m aware now of the hooks that are keeping me attached to the false paradigm – there are certain things that on one level cause my suffering and on a more primal level provide me pleasure, or are late least very habit-forming.  But I’m aware they are hooks and not real, which reframes the brain chemical payoff – it’s not real. 

Most of what passes for Spirituality and Self-Improvement is dealing with things that are fundamentally not real.  And for people who know my past, I’ve been deeply in that “attached to the false paradigm” for a long, long time.  I’m on the other side now, but even here the old patterns and attachments are still slowing and distorting my growth.  It’s not that I’m at risk of backsliding so much as sometimes it feels like a slog.  But at least now I’m not wasting my spiritual resources on trying to “win” in the false paradigm. 

I’ll just leave this here, more of an in-process stream-of-consciousness writing. It’ll make more sense later.

Assange, Snowden, Collective Denial and The Path Forward

Julian Assange and Edward Snowden are trying to tell America something, but nobody wants to listen.  Even Donald Trump, in his own way, is seeing the writing on the wall and trying to warn us.  But people would rather blame Russia, attack the messengers, and fret over Twitter wars than wake up and see what’s going on.

The American government, the American news media, and both major parties are corrupt to the core.  The American government, which is charged with protecting the rights, safety and well-being of its citizens, is instead spending its time spying on its own citizens, engaging in outright corruption and subversion of the democratic process, and squashing any actual expression. The American news media, charged with providing people with the truth, is instead engaged in willful lying to and manipulation of the American public.  Both political parties are subverting the will of their own voters (though Republican voters, to their credit, saw what was going on and voted for the one person their party couldn’t control – whose turned out to be a nut, but there may be hope the revolution within the GOP will continue).

Black Lives Matter and the War on Women are both pure invention – total bullshit made up by political operatives, wealthy people like George Soros, and the media to distract people from what’s really going on.  Yes there are more VIDEOS of black people being shot by police, but the actual NUMBER of shootings had been steadily declining for quite some time.  We have had cell phone video for years, but JUST NOW it’s become an issue.  Because Soros wanted to manipulate American society.

War on Women, same thing.  There is no war on women.  Women have it better in American society than ever, by every measure.  It was pure bullshit concocted by political hacks and the sycophants on the Internet.

Syria, Iraq and ISIS – more of the same.  The data is out, thanks to hackers.  This whole “war” was created by the US, with some help from Iran.  We’ve been funding and supporting both sides.  Why?  Hey, that’s a really good question.  One that nobody can answer.  And yet President Obama thinks going to war with Russia over this fake war in Syria is a great idea. 

We toppled Quadaffi… why?? Americans weren’t calling for his head.  In fact, he was working with us to comply with international treaties.  So… take him out and let the crazies take over and call it a win??

The reason none of this makes sense is because it’s all bullshit.  It’s all invention to keep people distracted.  And this isn’t conspiracy theory – the evidence has been released into the public domain.  It’s hard, irrefutable fact.

And yet, despite the facts, people would rather attack the messengers – claim that Assange and Snowden are Russian agents and attack Putin – than deal with this sham that is our government and news media.  Even with the hard truth sitting in front of us, people would rather be sheep, controlled by the government, deprived of any meaningful freedom, sitting in their coffee shops arguing about bathrooms and tilting at windmills about weather patterns.

And so it’s come to this – American society has devolved into two main classes – foppish, frivolous, arrogant city people who spend their time thinking up new ways to waste time and money on utterly frivolous things (fashion trends, social justice warriors, celebrity worship, dumb and impractical ‘solutions’ to global warming); and the know-nothings, who pride themselves on their ignorance (though, given what the city people take as “information,” they’re both know-nothings, just one side is more openly honest about it than the other), don’t venture past their small communities, and resist anyone and anything that’s “different.”

The two factions each has a facet of spiritual practice – one is Christianity and the other is New Age Spirituality.  Both of these facets have some value, but they have both become so corrupted as to be worthless and end up serving the powers of oppression and mass ignorance.  Interestingly, each faction can easily identify the corruption in the spirituality of the other (because it’s obvious to anyone not in the corrupt structure), and yet cannot see it in their own community and practice. 

And now we’ve gotten to the point where true spiritual connection is godless, politically incorrect, subversive, and must be squashed, or at least ridiculed and pushed to the fringes, while fake spirituality is celebrated.

Take every evangelical Christian leader – all spiritual frauds.  Pope Francis is a complete spiritual fraud – does he even still pretend to follow Christ?  And of course he’s celebrated among the progressive sheeple, because he’s a voice for their brand of oppression and group ignorance.

Moses Ma is nothing but a con artist, yet he’s celebrated.  All he does is leverage an email list, the guy is a complete joke.  Dali Lama – sorry, he’s a false prophet, too.  Underneath his facade is a desire to bring the people of Tibet back under dictatorship.  Under China, Tibetan people actually have more personal and spiritual freedom than they would under Dali Lama.  Deepak Chopra is nothing but feel-good bullshit and mind control.  The Law of Attraction as it’s taught is mind control.

So here we are, at the point where the world is experiencing the full force of awakening energy, and the wealthiest and most powerful country in the world is sticking its head further and further in the sand.

Change is going to happen.  The truth will prevail.  The veil of collective ignorance, the Social Justice Warrior movement, the false religions, the economic and political structure, will fall.  The question is how violently will it fall?

 

If Hillary Clinton is elected President, as seems likely now, it will be a World War III kind of awakening – massive violence and destruction with millions suffering.  The areas I saw as having potential for a more peaceful transition – the spiritual communities – are hopelessly attached to their spiritual denial and will not be ready to lead any kind of meaningful movement.  In fact, as it stands now, they’re in a worse place than “average American,” despite their arrogant assumptions of being “awakened” and “enlightened.”

Yah, we’re in big, big trouble.

It’s not like people haven’t been warning us, it’s that the huge majority people just don’t care.  But not caring or willful denial isn’t going to exempt one from the inevitable changes.  It’s just going to make it that much more painful for that person to change.

So where does this leave me in my journey?  The message I keep getting is to focus on clearing my energy and strengthening my practice.  But this also requires a clear mission.  And I have to consider how my efforts with individuals and communities that are deep in spiritual denial are serving my true purpose. 

I feel such a disconnect with the spiritual community, and yet an attraction to it as well.  I resonate with people who are wanting more in their life, who want to do something about their suffering.  Yet the arrogance, mind control, newspeak and deceit that goes on is so problematic.  It’s really difficult to be connected at all with a group that can be so thoroughly corrupt and delusional, however noble their intentions.

So this is where I’m at – trying to see how to be more clear in my mission while being engaged and not withdrawing from people and groups just because of imperfections.  And while holding fast to my truth.  All the while knowing everything’s going to fall apart here in a big way.  In the end, in comes down to siding with love and freedom over comfortable oppression.  Follow my heart, let everything else go.

Nonviolent Communication is a Farce, and Other Spiritual Lessons

"I play with puppets and wear a Mr. Rodgers sweater.  Why yes I watch public television, why do you ask?  And I'm a spiritual bullshit artist."

I mentioned earlier how my ability to accurately read energies is distorted by my tendency to assign an emotional reaction to the reading.  I tend to react with anger toward the energetic disconnect, and this is something I need to change in order to get better at this.

Here’s an example – I tend to have a pretty strong negative reaction to “Nonviolent Communication,” or NVC for short. I read the book, tried out the lessons, and at some level could sense this was utter bullshit.  But instead of simply stating “this is bullshit” and releasing, I retained a certain anger toward it and the people who adhere to it, making it more than it is.

The fact of the matter is it’s a poorly-constructed concept of feel-good spiritual BS. It is both a cause and a symptom of the spiritual denial that owns the New Age spiritual community.  It’s a problem, but one that isn’t going to be resolved by anger.  Perhaps my anger was a reflection of my sense of powerlessness in the face of this societal disconnect.  But there are things I can do, so do those things instead of anger.

I came across this excellent article, “Nonviolent Communication is an Instrument of Psychic Terror” by Morten Tolboll.  It has an accuracy reading of 94.2% I have also read the book “Nonviolent Communication” by Marshall Rosenberg, and it has an accuracy reading of 17.4% and a vibration of 215 on the Hawkins Scale – not a bad energy reading for a book, but horribly inaccurate and certainly not worthy of the attention it is receiving in the outside world.  It’s basically the energetic and accuracy level of most New Age Spiritual Bullshit. 

What’s interesting is Tolboll put aside his disdain for the practice and instead focused on the facts and goes on to write a very effective critique of both NVC and the New Age Spiritual movement.

I really need to do a better job of integrating this into my own practice.  Here’s an example – Destin Gerek recently had a radio interview with a guy named Robert Kandell, who is another in a long line of people who claim to be New Age spiritual leaders who are full of BS.  This guy claims to be leading the “New Masculine,” which as far as I can tell is where weak, accommodating men get together a recite feminist jargon in the hopes of getting approval sex from women.  Oh, and he charges a bunch of money for his “coaching” to help men be as lame as he is if not more so.

So what, right?  The community is full of people like this.  And given Destin Gerek’s network of professional contacts, it was only a matter of time before he brought a spiritual BS artist on his show – it certainly won’t be the last, it’s almost impossible to avoid finding them.

So why did this evoke anger in me instead of amusement or just “meh?”  I could make up a million stories that aren’t true – oh, it’s because I’m writing this book about evolved masculinity and Kandell’s BS flies in the face of the real work.  But that’s not true.  If anything, that would just inspire me to work harder to beat the BS artists at their game.  It’s the energetic disconnect, that this guy’s energy is dragging people to Loserville, and that place doesn’t need any more citizens.

But the truth of the matter is, he’s not leading anyone anywhere.  He’s taking people who are already buried over their heads in spiritual delusion and denial and giving them the spiritual heroin they need to feel good as they continue walking their circular “path” in Loserville.  This guy couldn’t possibly bring anyone there because to do so he’d have to get far enough away from it himself to attract people who aren’t already stuck in spiritual denial.  One look at his Facebook group and it’s pretty obvious everyone’s heavily in spiritual denial, and nobody is a “new resident” brought in from the outside.  He’s in the middle of the circle jerk and making some money in the process.

So why get angry?  Amused, maybe.  Annoyed, sure.  But angry? I guess if I assumed this guy was more of a leader than he really is (which I initially did, based on my introduction to him) then I’d be disappointed to find out he’s just as bad as the others (which I was, but again only because I gave him status he didn’t earn based on false information).  So then shouldn’t I be a little miffed at Destin for introducing me to this guy as an elite leader when he’s a joke?  Yep.  And I was for a while.

Then I realized this was all my lesson.  I need to read the energy myself, I need to do the work myself and in an objective and clear fashion.  The anger was derived from my being lazy and relying on others to do this work. 

Same thing with NVC.  This was originally recommended by a coach I assumed to be high-level (turned out to be a nice person, but not a good coach, as most coaches aren’t, so I was pissed I wasted the money) who told me this shit was the best.  It turned out to be shit, and a waste of time. But the only reason I was angry was because I allowed myself to turn off my own judgment and ability to evaluate things from an energetic perspective and accepted someone else’s opinion, which turned out to be false.

In each case, the overall truth is the same – follow my own heart, make my own judgments.  Do the work, don’t try and delegate my journey to others.

NVC is BS – no big deal.  Good to share this information, but not worth getting worked up over.  Lots of coaches are spiritually damaged, most on a massive scale.  Again, not worth getting worked up over, just accept it.  And walk away from the BS, walk my own path.  

Reading Distortions - Letting Go of Emotional Reactions to Energy

I’m very sensitive to energy, but I also react a lot more than I’d like to.  Certain people’s energy just pisses me off, and I really don’t like that.  Clearly there is some expectation or values judgment going on here.  I really need to be able to look at energy objectively and make clear assessments free from emotional reaction.

It’s not that my reactions are “wrong,” in almost every case my reaction is to something in that person’s energy and the reaction is my defense mechanism to keep that shit out of my energy.  And I believe the emotional component is because I haven’t been good up until recently with establishing clear energetic boundaries, I’d let pretty much anyone in unless I forcefully kept them out.

But that’s not an appropriate response now.  I have clear boundaries, that energy isn’t going to bother me.  There’s no reason for me to get angry over it.

And I’m not even sure the emotional reaction is having its intended effect, it tends to elicit a curiosity response – the more my reaction is to be pissed off, the more my desire to find out what it is that has me so angry will come up.  The better response is to let it be, observe it from as detached a position as possible, and then just ignore it.  Or if necessary, keep tabs on it but remain disengaged. 

This is a big breakthrough, the realization that I need to depersonalize my energetic readings in order to be more effective. Judgment, ego distortion and personalization distort my ability to read the energy a lot.

Drestroying Energetic Structures from Childhood (And Past Lives)

The paradigm shift is occurring inside me as more of the ego-based energetic portals and veils are destroyed.  This weekend I came face to face with a disempowering energetic structure that I seem to always notice when I visit my parents, but mistakenly attributed to my upbringing.

That’s actually the intention of the veil – to distract from the truth by hiding it and inserting a false story – the false story that “I feel bad about myself because of my upbringing.”  That’s a nice story.  It’s confirmed by psychologists in the media and it “feels real,” but an accuracy test reveals this story to be false. 

The truth is there is an energetic structure in place that was placed there intentionally to diminish and throw off my energy. It goes back several lifetimes and was put there as part of my protection and also to ensure my ego didn’t get so big that I’d forget my path and get lost in the traditional trappings of “success.”  It doesn’t serve me now, but it was still strong in the house.

I was able to disintegrate the structure and the veil and reintegrate the energy and I feel better.

To put this into practical terms – one should not base their happiness on comparison with others, as that can never lead to happiness. This seems obvious, but it’s really important to understand these sorts of energies can literally take on a life of their own.  The area where my parents’ home is sits on a wealth paradigm – success and happiness is derived from a career that generates the most wealth. (There’s more to it than that, it’s a wealth and status paradigm.) 

Obviously by those standards I’d feel pretty bad about my life, even though there are many things about my life that are pretty awesome and make me very happy.  It’s all a distraction.  In the end success is about alignment with one’s path and alignment with Source, the other standards are meaningless.  The energy of the neighborhood is very badly out of alignment even though the neighborhood is outwardly very “successful.”  So you have thousands of people who have achieved the pinnacle of success and yet are energetically complete failures.

The psychic oppression I endured growing up was overwhelming.  It’s really powerful and spirit-crushing energy.  It shaped my identity and my view of the world and it’s taken me a lot of time to see it and break free.  And it’s hard to explain, because by every objective measurement my childhood was very good.  I had great parents, family and neighborhood life was good.  But something was wrong – I just thought it was me and got very down on myself (something I carried with me into adulthood). 

Now I come back and I feel it – it feels stale, stuffy, thick, festering energy.  What I thought was “me” or “family environment” was this energy disturbance.  And I could clear it. 

And I come away with a much clearer truth about how we shape our destiny.  Yes, our thoughts and attitudes and beliefs create our reality.  And if we don’t pay attention to the energetic foundation and clear our energy, that structure will end up running our lives from the background.  Yes my problems were due entirely to my negative identity and belief, but these energetic structures were creating that environment – this is why mantras and NLP and this other stuff wouldn’t work – until something’s done about the energy, it’s going to keep throwing things out of alignment and any change work becomes a waste of time and effort.  The individual will end up consciously creating more failure.

Mourning the Thai King, and A Calling

Right now I’m meditating on and mourning the death of the King of Thailand.  I have a profound respect for this man and how he has conducted his extraordinary reign over the spiritual epicenter of the world.  His was a spiritual leadership and he is loved by Thai people for many good reasons.  But his impact goes deeper than what can be reported in the news, and it’s this deeper leadership I am contemplating at the moment. 

I have a tremendous amount of respect for the King of Thailand, and hold him in far higher regard than any US President.  Thinking about the contrast between spiritual leadership and what passes for leadership in the US only magnifies the fatal flaws in our Western system. 

But now is the moment to move past anger and disappointment with the flawed structures in government and society and connect with that deeper truth.  There is a spiritual leader in each of us, and for most of us it’s deeply repressed, maybe barely alive.  But it’s there.

My job is to awaken that spiritual leadership – starting with myself. 

The time of complaining about the false spiritual leadership in the world is over. It is time to access and shine forth my own light, regardless of what others are doing. It is time to nurture that king inside me and bring that energy forth into the world.  To shine my light, to awaken this in others.  To call forth the world I want to see.

So I’m using this moment as my personal calling – to connect with my truth, follow my heart, and awaken the spiritual leadership this world needs.

Moving Into Alignment, Energies Un-Stuck

Okay, so now pictures aren't uploading.  Something is going on with Blogger, messed up...

 

Well, fuck you.  I'm blogging anyhow.

I wrote this after I attempted three times to write through the Blogger app.  It seems that app is dead, I deleted it.  I’ll have to reconsider how I keep communication current in light of the issues now coming up in relation to the energetic shifts:

I'm dealing with major energetic challenges. One is I'm having trouble posting with the app - technical issues. The energetic shift is causing me to feel tired, lethargic, unfocused, uninspired and unable to sleep, on top of it all.  It's been weeks now like this.

I'm focusing on surrender. Meditation, clearing energy, grounding. My mind feels fuzzy - I mentioned the thought processes are gone but I feel off.

Earlier this week I ended an old friendship - he's pure toxic. I've been in a shitty mood since - irritable, spacey, no patience.

This time calls for patience but my resources are depleted and I feel like I have nothing to show for my troubles. I'm not worrying but I'm still not sleeping, so what good is it?

So to fill in the blanks, I wrote this out of frustration, having spent the last three or more weeks unable to sleep no matter what I do. Certain thought structures were disintegrating on their own – particularly the worry patterns.  And since I relied heavily on these thought patterns (ego thought), my mind felt fuzzy and unsettled.  And yet my thinking is fine, but the energy feels unsettled.

I have felt tired but unable to sleep. Old patterns and beliefs are being destroyed on a regular basis.  My mood is usually somewhere between irritable and empty.  Empty is okay, that’s stillness, but it had a feel of being a low-energy default. 

My sense in this is I’m being impacted by the vortex of spiritual energy, it’s changing a lot of structures, but I was out of alignment in a big way and this energetic conflict was responsible for the weird feeling, which was even impacting things around me that I thought were outside my energy field.

I was able to do some work on my own, but not enough.  Everything was just… stuck.

I sat down with Etienne Charland last evening and he was able to help me move from 41% alignment to 100%.  MAJOR shift.  Of course, after that I was able to sleep.  In fact, before we sat down, Etienne was apparently doing some work on me and I slept almost the entire day.  So sleeping well again and the energy is unstuck.  I also received some more powers from the archetypes.

The realignment had to do with removing and resolving values conflicts and disintegrating mental patterns that are creating internal resistance and making it more difficult to flow with the new energy.  Those mental patterns were never serving me, it just seemed like the way it had to be.  Now I know my mind doesn’t need those failed structures to function and thrive. 

Even my established alchemy practice is being disintegrated at a foundational level.  It’s not that it wasn’t working, it’s that there is a much more powerful way and I need to un-learn the older stuff.  It involves a lot less doing and a lot more focus on stillness and clearing the energies to allow the archetypes to do their job. 

 

 

How to Survive the Ascension - Surrender

I'm HEEEEEERE...

 

The vortex is affecting everything and everyone.  Energetic change is occurring at a rapid and often violent pace.  It is intense and irresistible. 

And yes, I’m affected.  Powerfully.

If you don’t feel that you are being affected by the vortex, this means you’re in denial and the adjustment will likely be painful.  Everyone is affected.  Those who are feeling it and enduring suffering are likely doing better than people who think nothing’s wrong or believe energetic ascension is all sweetness and light. 

Hurricane Matthew is an example of the vortex energy, and only a small sampling.  Donald Trump is a change catalyst whose rise to prominence is a result of the awakening energy that seeks to destroy the Cabal’s lingering power structures.  Whether he wins the election or not, those structures are disintegrating – his election would of course hasten this, but even a hard-core member of the Cabal like Hillary Clinton can’t save the corrupt power structures.  If Trump wins, he’ll help burn them down. If Clinton wins, she’ll burn with them, along with her elite allies.  And nobody will mourn for them or their failed power structures.  And this is all part of the awakening.

And yet despite that, people don’t get it.  Spiritual people who should know better can’t differentiate awakening energy from dark forces. (Transmute the “negative energy” of Hurricane Matthew? WTF?? Don’t do us any favors.)  Spiritual people go into reaction and denial over simple truths (such as “All people are not inherently good).  The delusion and spiritual denial is stronger than ever.  Burning Man is now a spiritual wasteland that is providing energy to the forces of denial and rejection of awakening energy, making a full transition from flawed ally of spiritual awakening to Enemy Number One.  You’ll be more likely to experience real spiritual awakening by setting rain forests on fire than attending Burning Man, that’s how bad it is now.

Where am I going with this? 

I want to help.  I want to help you navigate this epic moment in the history of the universe.  And I know that, because you are reading this and at least listening to what I’m saying, even if you are still finding your way to full agreement, you are able to receive the message and integrate it into your life.

And there is a lot of misinformation.  Unfortunately, the conventional wisdom in the spiritual communities is not going to help us much.  The idea of “everything is awesome,” or enlightenment = feels good, or the current Law of Attraction paradigm as it’s being explained, are doing a disservice.  These communities can’t even properly differentiate positive and negative energy forces – their compasses are out of alignment.

So what do we do?  Sit back and wait for the vortex to crush us into dust?

No.  I have a simple suggestion.  Put aside all assumptions and “knowledge” of spirituality and the universe.  Just let it all go.  Un learn everything and surrender to the ascension.  Surrender completely.  Don’t fight, don’t argue, don’t try to “transmute” the energy, don’t try to assert your own concept of good and bad, just surrender.  Let go of everything you think you know and let the energy move you to where you need to be.

Maybe you have an assumption about yourself and your profession.  Or your family life.  Or your spiritual practice.  Or how the world should be acting.  Well, now is the time to admit your ego can’t help you anymore and just surrender.

What does surrender feel like?  It feels like nothing.  It feels like, in my experience, all my thought patterns vanished.  I felt really stupid and confused, but my thinking became clear.  When you are in the flow of the energy, it feels like you’re standing still, because everything around you is moving with you at the same speed.  So it seems like you’re standing still.  When you allow the thought patterns to just disintegrate, it can feel unnerving – what happens next?  Will I be able to function?  And then you realize it was those thought patterns that were inhibiting functionality. 

In the flow, thinking feels like doing nothing, because there’s nothing resisting the flow.  Again, it’s like you on a spinning globe that is Earth, flying through the universe at nearly the speed of light.  Everything is moving with you, so it seems like nothing is moving.  That is flow.  You’re no longer fighting against the movement, and therefore no longer aware there is movement – the reference point of resistance is gone.

If you feel like your brain is shutting off, you’re moving into the flow.  So stop thinking and surrender.  Allow the archangels to take over – they’re spending all their energy fighting against people who need their guidance, surrender makes their job infinitely easier.

Surrender.  Let go of everything.  As Christians would say, Let go, let God.  Buddhism has a similar philosophy.  Let everything go.

 

 

 

 

 



Understanding the Shift - My Own Shift: People are Not Inherently Good (And Spiritual Leaders are in Heavy Denial)

I finished reading “Understanding the Shift,” Etienne Charland’s latest channeling from Metatron.  I actually received the channeling directly on a subconscious level last night – I was seeing energy raining on me with my eyes wide open.  Within hours I broke through a HUGE level of spiritual denial and with it this buildup of back pain over the past couple days, that seemed to come on for no reason, instantly evaporated.

I feel free now.

Free, but sad and angry.

Basically I realized I had to completely cut off one of my oldest “friends,” and accept that he is an inherently bad person.  And with that, I had to release the limiting belief that “all people are inherently good.”  All people are not inherently good.  Maybe our essence is inherently good, but in this lifetime many people are condemned to live their lives as inherently bad people.  Yes, most people are basically good – we make mistakes and strive to get better in life.  But some have chosen to identify with their flaws and as such are hopelessly lost – they are no longer good and never will be in this lifetime.  The only thing to do with people like this is to isolate them and hope they learn their lessons in the next incarnation, because their current life in this world is not helping anyone.

That’s a powerful realization – and that I gave him love and support for decades, kept giving him the benefit of the doubt and compassion, but in the end all that effort was in assistance of a bad person. He is irredeemably abusive, deceitful and hurtful and the poison runs through every aspect of his being.  To remove the poison would involve draining every drop of energy from his system – death, in other words.

And none of this is a reflection on me.  I did my best and I’m grateful for the lesson.  I don’t identify with him just because I’ve made mistakes too.  Everyone makes mistakes, everyone engages in bad behavior.  Very few integrate that into their core as he has done.  But I know my energy got carried away into that bad energy at times being around him.  That’s not good.  Even just having him lurking on FB isn’t good.  So he’s completely blocked and un-friended at every level – happy birthday, abusive asshole.

Interestingly, I posted this new awakening to a group that I support a lot but suffers from massive spiritual denial and… *crickets.*  WOW.  The denial is THICK.  I can hear some of them attacking me, that it’s a projection, that I didn’t connect enough, to give him time, anything to avoid the obvious truth that all people are not inherently good.  Not sure what to do with that.  It confirms my suspicions about at least a few people in that group who hold themselves out as leaders and their level of spiritual self-delusion.  It also doesn’t say good things about the California Tantra community. I have to sit with that.

In the meantime, go over to Etienne’s website, get an energy tune-up and get yourself the book to read for yourself.  Things are changing at a rapid pace and you’ll need to adjust your attitude accordingly or be swept out to sea.  www.spiritualselftransformation.com