Finally Florida

 

This picture was from November. It’s been far too long. I’m sitting in a plane waiting to take off after dealing with Uber and LAX and remembering why travel is such a drag. 

But, man, do I miss Florida!

Many things have changed. Many patterns shattered. And I’m so anxious to see how these energies - the inspiration, the freedom, the massive breakdown of barriers and blockages, plays out in the playground. Everything grows better in Florida. Energies move better. Change happens faster. 

And soon- for a while - I will be home. Alone. 

Fire and Ice: Pulling Yang Energy in California

 

Firing off tons of yang energy in California.  Things are heating up, lots of spiritual and physical heat in my last few days here in CA before finally heading back to Pensacola.  It's been a long absence, but incredibly productive.

Expanding the container, setting old patterns on fire, watching everything burn.  The weather is resonating here, getting very warm while Florida is staying pretty cool this winter. (Wait till I get there and we'll see.)

Made it up to the mountains, bringing that fire to the ice, see what kind of fun comes from that.

Facing old patterns head on, reframing identities.  

Things like loyalty - you know, it's not an obligation.  Being a loyal person is a good thing if that loyalty is through choice and not a pattern of being the loyal person.  Things like that reframe everything.

Keep throwing as much in the fire as I can.  Feeding that trough.  It's pretty cool what you can build if you face those fears and hardships and walk into the fire instead of trying to make that prison more comfortable.  There's a certain amount of pain that comes with growth and realizing that there's no age limit on growth shakes the rust off pretty quickly.

One advantage of being older is that you realize time is too short to put up with bullshit excuses about why you can't do things.  And it comes with wisdom to make those pivots without wasting a lot of energy flailing around.

Instead of avoiding the discomfort, concentrate it.  Feel all of it, get in its head and feel what's going on.  Funny thing, that discomfort disintegrates under that kind of concentration.  And the container grows.  

So let's set this yang up in the mountains for a few days, play with contrasts and gravity and see what fun comes up. 

Updates: Iran Falling, Cabal Collapsing, KZ Rocking

 Iran is burning as the evil nexus incinerates, the demonic leadership choking on its own toxic fumes.  The Satanic regime cloaked in false religious dogma as phony and ineffectual as their new cardboard cutout of a Supreme Leader.

And BTW, has the world ever seen a more accurate depiction of a Satanic religio-government leader than the worshipping of a literal cardboard cutout?  Iran sucks as a military and swallows as world power, but their Temu Tinpot regime fucks hard when it comes to comic irony and self-parody.

I’ve been pouring energy into the dissolution of this paper mache regime and like every other Satanic structure it folds like Weird Al Yankovic’s accordion during a polka montage.  If it wasn’t so personally satisfying and amusing it would feel like a waste of energy.  These sheet-heads lack the potency of a typical goat rapist. 

The fact that Obama took these clowns seriously enough to try and let them have nukes and hand over pallets of cash doesn’t say much for his standing as a president, but it sure lends a lot of credibility to the assertions that he was a down low bottom in his marriage and other dating endeavors.  And probably swallows too.

One week in and decades of inferior Russian and Chinese technology has been vaporized, along with the bathtub navy and some of their oil infrastructure.  The giant fireballs are a nice touch.  I’m sure the Prince of Darkness (no, not the dead overrated singer) appreciated that, though he has to be otherwise pretty disappointed in his overall work in the Middle East.

These losers really thought the Twelfth Imam was going to stop what he’s doing and hang out with that clown show.

They have their own Baghdad Bob, who I’m pretty sure Trump and Netanyahu are keeping alive solely for the comedy. And he’s only slightly more accurate than our own empty-jar heads Douglas “Retard” McGregor and Matt “all forehead and no brains” Gaetz.

And let’s not forget Tucker “I have scratch marks from demons” Quatarlson, the only person to fail the Special Olympics entry exam.

This is a sad sack of a Luciferian lineup.  Hard times for the underworld, bro?

I’m not sure why we were letting energies be blocked over these blockheads, but if we’re going to have a spiritual war, we really need to find more worthy adversaries to make it interesting. Maduro was snatched up so quickly he became a one-word knock-knock joke.  Cuba is filling out its surrender papers and wetting itself every time someone lights off an M-80.

Meanwhile Trump is using the World Economic Forum to try out new comedy routines and USAID is a faded Subaru bumper sticker partially covered up by Bigfoot.

Sure, the Democrats will probably win in the 2026 elections, but only because the swamp needs to switch tops and bottoms regularly to avoid bruising.  They can barely pass gas and half the chamber has to pass a weekly challenge to prove they’re not dead.

Oh and in “half-surprising news” it turns out professional loser and “spiritual guru” Deepak Chopra, whose teachings are adored by dozens of mentally unstable people who can’t get laid, was hanging out with Epstein.  Half-surprising because it’s odd to think Epstein would hang out with someone that lame.  Yes, even compared to Bill Gates.

Love and light continuing its perfect batting average of zero.

This Cabal is as soft and impotent as Lincoln Project orgy.  And as ugly and pathetic, too.

It’s hard to believe we’ve been holding back energetically over these losers.  Even worse when you consider that around 2015 we had empty water weenies on the Ken Wilbur circle jerk forums celebrating the lame Iran nuclear deal as some kind of spiritual awakening.

No, the douchebags will not inherit the earth.  Just Mom and Dad’s 401k, which they’ll squander on ironically-named “men’s retreats.” (Speaking of soft and impotent things.)

So what is “Intergral”? One part arrogant, one part clueless, one part insane and two parts retarded, mixed with a steaming hot pile of bullshit and baked at 350 degrees for twenty years or until everyone dies of boredom?  The things I’ve wasted my time and energy on.

“Hella” lame.  Just like “hella.”

It feels good to be out in the open, letting it all hang out and taking out the garbage. It reminds me a little of clearing out all that crap from my house after the tenants skipped town without paying and left their raging alcoholism all over the kitchen.  I got to know the people at the Escambia County dump pretty well, but wouldn’t want that again.

I’ve had enough of laying low, hiding in plain sight.  I mean, it worked.  The hiding in plain sight worked so well I was even hiding from myself.  Life’s too short for that kind of crap.  If you can’t take my energy, best get out of my way. 

Or if you’re in Iran, scream “Aloo Whackbar” really loud for dramatic effect.  Fireball incoming.

Prison-Seeking Programming

 

Why is collectivism so powerfully attractive to some people?  To anyone who values personal freedom at any level, the very concept seems repulsive.  I think most people don’t actually believe Communism is a good idea, even in theory.  But a lot of people do.

But why is it that, even with the mountain of evidence showing that collectivism in all its real-world examples has been a horrible failure – and I mean unbelievably horrible, not subjectively – people still gravitate to this concept?

Why do people join cults?  It seems so stupid and self-destructive to anyone being objective.

Why do a significant percentage of prisoners want to stay in prison?

All these questions point to the same human trait, which is “prison-seeking behavior.”  People say they don’t want to go to jail, but if you made the jail comfortable enough, eliminated the violence and cruelty and put in just enough things to give it the illusion of personal choice, a lot of people would gladly volunteer to live there.  Not most people, but a significant percentage.

This is prison-seeking behavior. 

Don’t believe me?  There are massive dorm structures going up on college campuses with no windows, thousands of students crammed into these things, and a waiting list.  China has waiting lists for multi-story apartments that are worse than some actual prisons, and there are people who want to create that reality in Europe and the US.  Cults still exist with no shortage of members.  A lot of people stay in the military for the structure and the rigid boundaries, or have difficulty transitioning to a more open-ended lifestyle.

This gravitation toward systems that deprive agency in exchange for predictability, conformity, structure, safety and lack of personal responsibility (basic needs are taken care of for you) is powerfully strong in some people.

It turns out this attraction is strong in people who grew up in “permissive” households where there were few if any boundaries.  This environment created an anxiety that makes being controlled very attractive.

And if you don’t feel that attraction, the prison mentality can evoke a visceral negative reaction – it feels like they’re bargaining away your freedom along with their own.  And in many cases, that’s true. The irony of the prison mentality is that it lacks personal boundaries, having never learned the concept as children.  They just assume, since they have no boundaries, neither do you, so they’re entitled to give your agency away as if it were their own.  They literally can’t tell the difference. 

This is why I say there is no bargaining with collectivists, or with the prison mentality.  They see their own freedom as a personal threat, so they see you exercising your freedom also as a personal threat.  You can’t bargain with people like that.  This is why standing for freedom often leads to conflict – the other side literally has no concept of personal agency or sees it as a form of evil, so free people have to constantly fight back.  And it’s why collectivist societies inevitably lead to genocide – the very concept of people having personal agency is so threatening to those living in the prison mentality they have to delete them and call it good.

Those outside the prison mindset – and that’s most people – can see the fallacy of collectivism in all its forms.  Ultimately there is a structure that sits above the prison mentality that manipulates them and benefits from their voluntary servitude.  A collectivist society with free people won’t work, because the free people will just leave or refuse to participate.  The prisoners can’t operate the prison because that would require making choices and taking responsibility, which terrifies them.  So the system naturally needs to recruit and cultivate a certain number of free-thinking people (who are inherently corrupt and often outright evil) to run the prison.  They benefit from the system and run the system while living apart from it (notice how all the Communist leaders live like excessively wealthy Capitalists without actually producing anything of value themselves, unlike the actual Capitalists they emulate).

Can people in the prison mentality free themselves?  Yes.  But not from within the structure, which reinforces the learned helplessness and low personal self-esteem that creates the crippling fear of personal agency.  They need to see that, yes, they can take care of themselves better than the group.

And by the way this mentality plays out in micro levels in codependent and abusive relationships, so don’t think just because someone votes Republican they’re immune from the trap.

And events can trigger otherwise independent people to revert to prison mentality out of confusion or fear.  Look at all the people who reveled in locking themselves away, masking themselves and standing in long lines for tests and vaccines during the “covid pandemic.”  This wasn’t a case of a few politicians making edicts, large numbers of people gladly went along and tattled on their neighbors for living normal lives.  Because they wanted the prison, and they didn’t want to be pained by the thought of others enjoying a freedom they were incapable of giving themselves permission to enjoy.

To those who recognized the lunacy of the lockdowns, the prison mentality people seemed crazy, cruel, stupid and downright evil.  And objectively they were those things – those are inherent qualities of Prison Mentality Programming, lets not mince words or be quick to dismiss evil thoughts and actions in the false name of equanimity.  That’s not the purpose or function of equanimity and we shouldn’t corrupt noble terms by blurring distinctions between fact and fiction or good and evil.

But dismissing the masses of lockdown fanatics as “stupid and evil” because it’s objectively accurate misses the deeper lesson here, and I’ll admit I’ve been guilty myself of overlooking the bigger picture out of revulsion for the behavior in front of me.

Another aside for those who think I’m being too harsh on my lockdown-loving neighbors.  I’m not saying their hearts are evil.  But it has been proven that a large majority of people will set aside their morals to do something cruel and wrong to another if directed by a perceived authority.  And among that large subset is a significant minority who will willingly and gladly do so if properly motivated.  So no, everyone who supported lockdowns is not evil.  A lot of them are, and all of them were being evil at the time. This is just an objective fact.  Can they find forgiveness and change their hearts?  Sure, but I’m not Jesus, that’s not my job.  I’m looking through the lens of “what is” in order to dispel illusions and help people find true freedom.  I’ll leave it to Jesus to handle the “what can be” and “what will be,” that’s not my domain.

So what to do about the Prison Mentality Programming?  I’m assuming if you’ve read this far that means you haven’t succumbed to this programming, because otherwise you’d have reacted violently, rejected this and either tried to attack me for calling out the truth or, more likely, gone away back to your prison.  The most important thing is to recognize the programming – after a while it’s pretty easy to spot.  Look for the physical and emotional signs of the “artificial hive.”  You can also spot the leaders, the people who are consciously exploiting submissive followers through manipulation without producing anything of their own.  They’re all over politics, but not just there, they’re everywhere. 

Notice it and guard yourself against it.  Just as you can’t argue with a hornet’s nest, you can’t reason with the prison mentality.  Avoidance and personal protection is your only really effective strategy. 

Also this will help train you to identify other programming, since this is one of the more prominent ones that exist, making it easy to identify and inoculate yourself from.

And also, we humans are complicated.  There might be parts of you that are attracted to a form of prison or commune.  Notice this feeling.  It is a compass guiding you to wounded parts of you, places where you fear freedom or severely doubt yourself.  You are capable of far more than you realize and you are stronger than your upbringing.  Remember that and keep walking toward the light of freedom.

Spiritual Freedom: Grand Opening of a Deeper Communication

 

I’ve spent a lot of time in the communication wilderness, withdrawn from most external modalities for many years, thinking about my path and continually hearing the message: “wait.”

It’s been lonely, boring and frustrating, but also apparent why God was giving me this message.  Bit by bit I began to be aware of how deeply imprisoned I was – entirely of my own making.  I was running on all sorts of programming that wasn’t mine, and yet at the same time finding flashes of inspiration and independence that reminded me, somewhere, “I” was still there.

And as I worked through this I became aware of just how overloaded my system was with external programming, on so many levels.  To the point that complete withdrawal and self-healing, along with time, was the only way out.

The flashes of independence and inspiration emerged in the quiet and boredom.  The urge to move to Florida.  This prompted me to buy a house, which I now live in part-time.  And apart from realizing how poisonous the environment in California is (and that not everywhere is like that), I also discovered how important it is to me to have a house of my own, with land, something that is my home and responsibility.  And a part of me reawakened.

It’s nice to have a house again, very fulfilling. But this time I bought a home entirely out of choice, not necessity.  In a location I wanted, at the time I wanted, in the manner I wanted.  And for periods of time I experience the freedom of living my own life.  Many things I do there – from fishing to enjoying coffee in my kitchen to sitting on the front porch – feel like a celebration of life instead of another turn on the hamster wheel of obligation.

I’d look back over the years I’ve been going back and forth to the Florida house and those times in Florida are me living my best life.  That’s not to say all my good experiences are there, but that it’s my best, purest, most authentic life.

From this place – physical and spiritual – I upgraded my spiritual life, rediscovered my inspiration for writing and found peace. 

I also found space between the programming.  I could see the gaps in the programming matrix.  I could see the simulation around me when I was in California, and I could step apart from it.  But I didn’t know what to do with this and continued to get the message to “wait.”

But that “glitch” in the programming was the beginning of my invitation.  The space I created living part-time in Florida created the space for me to see the glitches in the programming.  And I discovered – and this is important – that when awareness shifts while the programming remains intact, everything around becomes a simulation.  And you are now the glitch.

Once I can see the layers and layers of artificial programming, the manipulative structures, the culture of voluntary servitude, the societal prison of authority-worshipping programming, the attachment to illusion that animates people to be “for” and “against” things that don’t exist for the purpose of harvesting their life force, I can’t return.  Once I saw truth and its contrast with the “real world” sim all around, I can’t go blindly back into the sim.

And it’s also an invitation.  I was told to withdraw, to slow down, to go inward, because my heart rejected the sim but I was blind.  So I was punching air, spiraling into deepening anger and frustration with everyone and everything.  In other words, I was becoming exactly the kind of “outcast” that the programming seeks to create. 

Rejecting the system while living in the system is something the system knows how to deal with.  It programs you into an “outcast” NPC and you become another feature in its game.  When you step outside the game, even momentarily, and see the entire “real world” is a complete bullshit game, the program loses its control.  If this is offset by a reality of sovereignty that exists outside the programming, now there is a pathway to choice.  Others can free themselves from the programming.

I’m not just escaping, I’m being given the knowledge and tools to allow others to escape and reclaim their freedom and sovereignty.

Suddenly all that time spent in the wilderness makes sense.  I was detoxifying in order to connect with my authentic self and find purpose.

Spiritual freedom.

“Freedom” gets thrown around a lot these days.  Now it tends to have a political connotation which is sometimes noble and other times contradictory, confused, or even downright corrupted and hypocritical.

There is certainly a value in advocating for freedom on a political level.  It’s a critical part of societal evolution.  And I speak to these themes here, if incompletely (I was largely in the dark myself, even when connecting to Source). They’re important, but not primary.

The primary freedom that is my purpose is in guiding others to see the programming, step away from it, reclaim their sovereignty and live authentically in genuine connection with God. 

So yeah, that’s kind of a big deal.

The challenge in this is creating that pathway to personal spiritual freedom without supplanting it with another manipulative programming structure.  Every single “evolution” coach or modality I’ve worked with failed at this point.  They all in one way or another sought to supplant one societal programming matrix with another centered around them.  Some did it unintentionally while others literally broadcasted their intent, complete with funnel systems and covert (and even overt) cult structures.

I don’t want to get too much into the details.  This is introduction to a more refined purpose and communication, the grand opening of “Spiritual Freedom.”

The Collapse of Green Policies and The End of Delusion

 The “Climate Change Mimic Structure” is crumbling.

I don’t understand why some American writers insist on misspelling their writings to sound like British assholes, but apart from my annoyance with this writer’s disrespect for American English writing standards his article about the end of the Green Energy Scam is fairly timely and accurate.

This movement away from the paranoid green “end-of-the-world” panic is not politically driven (because this panic was never politically relevant).  It is indicative of a global energy shift to the truth and away from delusions and mimic structures.  This is a very noteworthy example, but not the only one.

The “Green New Deal” structure was a Luciferian mimic structure designed to oppress and control people.  The problem for them began in 2020 when the same Luciferian forces overplayed their hand and enforced cruel lockdown measures which turned out to make overall health worse, not better, while destroying economies and social structures.  After that, people woke up to the lies being imposed by the authoritarians and began rejecting other parts of their falsehoods.

This rejection eventually accelerated into a rejection of the “Climate Change” policies, and indeed the entire premise.  Even Bill Gates, one of the most notable Luciferians, was forced to abandon this notion.

Humans have been adapting to climate shifts far more extreme than what the world is encountering now (which is a debatable shift, if any, based on accurate measurement).  Furthermore the “solutions” did nothing to address the alleged problem, which exposed the lie of it all.  When people rejected the false solutions, the “problem” suddenly began to disappear, because the whole thing was a self-feeding lie propped up with money from a gullible populace.  Once the people turned away, the whole house of cards collapsed.

Entire “green industries” will fail and fall by the wayside, or reemerge as legitimate competition in other ways.  Household solar won’t save the planet, since there’s nothing for solar to save in the first place, but if it’s more efficient and cost-effective than having electricity produced in a plant and transported to the house, then that’ll survive as a niche service.  Solar farms, which were stupid from the beginning, will not.  Electric cars produced by Ford to meet imaginary “fuel standards” will go away, but Teslas, which have advantages for some people over gas-powered cars and save a lot on maintenance, will continue to succeed – again, because they provide real value to the consumer apart from the “saving the planet” nonsense.

In fact, in the case of Elon, it’s only when he’s stepped away from his “saving the planet” canard and focused on innovation and value that he’s become far more successful.  Helper robots and space travel will transform society.  Solar farms, not so much. Elon Musk is a prime example of this shift from falsehood to truth creating more real value and wealth, not less. 

The end of the “Green Industry” will only expand the economy, something we are already beginning to see, because the intellect being wasted on inefficient and useless endeavors will shift into much-needed and productive “real” efforts which will not only make more money but make everyone’s life better.

It’s hard to describe just how badly Barack Obama (and Biden, which was essentially Obama’s third term) hampered society and the economy.  It’s taken this long to begin to release those shackles and begin to see what the world can be without those false structures hampering us and sucking energy.  The shame of it all is wondering how much better society would have been had those false structures not held us hostage for the past 20 years.  Such an unnecessary waste of an entire generation, entirely due to BS.  

Iran Protests, Maduro, Energetic Changes and the Way Forward

 

I recall when that horrible agreement between the US and the Iranian terrorist regime was signed and we sent pallets of money to them.  That moment was a point of clarity. Energetically, it laid bare the Satanic workings in the “light worker/ evolution” communities.  There were these posts over on Ken Wilber’s “Integral” discussion group heralding this agreement as ushering in a new awakening.  A truly scary thought considering their allegiance.

I made a note of that at the time and was certain that was not a tipping point into Satanic control, but the moment of overreach by the Luciferian operators and that the energetic pendulum would swing back.

That was around ten years ago, which seems like ages considering all the changes since.  But it’s worth noting in light of the rapid transformations we are seeing over the past year, which were set up by energetic shifts that began ten years ago.

The Satanic Islam cult has been badly damaged and is on the retreat.  Hamas, Hezbollah, Syria and now Iran have all been severely weakened and their support structures have been severely damaged or destroyed.  The “partnership” with Satanic Islam has been completely destroyed, with one side out of power and discredited and the other severely damaged and being undermined by its own people.

In looking at the larger picture the Satanic/Luciferian forces have taken a severe blow.  Frauds have been exposed.  USAid and PBS have been decapitated.  Maduro was taken out in a lightning strike, as was Iran’s nuclear program.  Now Iranians are rising up in open revolt, with nothing but their bare hands and sheer numbers, against the Satanic Iranian regime.

Looking deeper into the spiritual and evolution communities, the collapse is even more profound. The whole Ken Wilber cult is almost entirely gone and the energies are nonexistent.  Most of the “evolutionary” communities that had their heyday in the 2010s are either gone entirely, splintered, or the leadership has fallen into disaster and largely walked away. 

The light worker community has seen a massive purification with the huge majority of people and leaders leaving and only the pure essence remaining in just a handful.  The false light matrix has been completely destroyed. 

The light workers who stood steadfast against lockdowns and vaccines (and there were few to begin with), most either absorbed into political partisanship or disengaged completely.  There are a few still around and they make up most of the remaining true light workers, a small number.

Information about the overstatement of world populations is beginning to emerge into the mainstream.  There is some debate as to whether the populations were deliberately overstated from the beginning (very possible) or if there was a significant depopulation that’s occurred recently.  I don’t claim to know the truth about this, except that a significantly smaller global population than what’s being reported would align with the other energetic changes and evolving awareness taking place.

Leaving that aside, the small but purified group is now the foundation for building and supporting the new energetic structures – liquid money, shiny black flame, the post-Satanic social structure.

It’s coming forth in visible and subtle ways.  Will the Satanic government of Iran fall now or later? The “when” matters as far as gauging timing and strength of the new energetic structure.  The “what” had already been set in motion.

And, of course, there will be pushback – those losing their power won’t go down without a fight, although their ability to fight has been diminished.

And others who used to be in the fight have defected. People like Tucker Carlson and Candace Owens have lost their way and opted for the quick Satanic buck over principles.  Don’t go down with them.

On my blog page I have the image of the monks who assembled in Bangkok, a beautiful energy.  The energy of the Iranian people rising up is similar, even stronger, as Thailand has struggled energetically for the past ten years.  Thailand used to be at the energetic forefront but that seems to be changing. 

In fact, the whole concept of plugging into or aligning with external sources of energy, such as images or videos, has run its course for now.  Natural Grounding, which was so effective for a while, has lost its way and many of the sources have become corrupted or no longer hold that power.

So where do we go?  Looking elsewhere for energetic alignment is not working anymore.  Focus instead on energetic purification, the shiny black flame and teal flame.  Put your energetic self in these flames and burn away the husk.  Focus attention here instead of external-source grounding, which was always problematic but even more so now. 

When engaging, avoid looking for “results.”  Focus on the purity of energy for its own sake.  External results will be misleading, especially given the chaotic situation going on as society goes through its own “husk burning.” In a pure state it’s easier to understand the changes taking place, accept them and notice your place in the structure.  At this point it’s mostly around cleansing, awareness and acceptance than “making things happen,” so put your energies here.

Avoid washed-out modalities like Natural Grounding and the “evolution” world.  Let your tribe come to you by cleansing your light and keeping it pure.  Avoid getting sucked into social media loops, doomscrolling, TikTok and other rabbit holes to nowhere that just absorb and corrupt energies.  Engage in some literal “spring cleaning” where you get rid of things that no longer serve you and are just baggage now – physical things in your home, computer files, web pages, habits, thoughts, personal programming.  The less baggage, the stronger and more pure the flame.

And practice patience.  That might be the most important part of all this, it takes time for cycles to shift and it’s a big universe that needs time to cycle.