Thursday, August 16, 2018

For Men: Life Coaching Sucks. All of It (Yes, Including "Natural Grounding")


I haven’t written much lately because I’m coming to a point of realization and it’s causing me to challenge many of my beliefs that I’ve been espousing here. 

If you’ve followed this blog, you’ll see where I started pumping up certain coaches and modalities and then letting them go as I realized what I thought they were doing wasn’t matching reality.
So let me tell you where I’m at now in my process.  In general, coaching is a crutch and an escape route for people.  Coaches can help you learn and get better, absolutely.  I’m learning martial arts and would be nowhere without a competent master.  I learned to ski from coaches.  Coaches are essential for learning to play music, can be very helpful in learning languages, many things.

They’re good for specific things.  You want to do this, find someone good at that who can teach you.
For general living and personal well-being, they’re beyond worthless.  If you don’t like your life and want to continue living in a world of self-delusion going nowhere, a life coach is great for that. 

I have been around Destin Gerek’s Embodied Man’s Program since its inception and watched a lot of guys go through.  I haven’t really seen anyone do much apart from feel-good with it.  A couple guys have reported better dating lives.  A few others started doing basically the same shit Destin is doing – leading seminars and worthless “coaching” endeavors.  I can’t even bring myself to pretend to be happy for them, because I’m not.  To me it seems like a pathetic escape from reality. 

So all this energy and effort and time and money is basically going into a self-feeding energy loop.  Except for a couple guys who managed to get a few more dates from the bargain.  That’s a whole lot of effort for very little gain.  Objectively, it just isn’t working. 

That’s what had me say “no more” to the coaching side.  But that isn’t what had me walk away from all of it.  A group of guys who want to get better and who really aren’t making much tangible progress isn’t that unusual and has some value.  It’s when the group went into to “elevating the conversation” for feminist bullshit crap that I not only don’t care about but in many cases openly oppose, that’s when I left.  That and when Destin started bringing women into the men’s group.

Yah, that last part pisses me off more than I’ve realized.  I invested a lot into helping Destin with this thing.  I’m fine with coaching that doesn’t really work for most guys – at some point people need to find their own way and maybe it’ll be a catalyst for introspection and real change (that was the case for me) so it’s not a total loss.  But turning the men’s group fucking CO-ED?  FUCK YOU!!  Yah, I feel wronged.  I wasted a lot of time in my life on this shit and I want that time back, that’s how I feel about the whole co-ed bullshit.

A co-ed men’s group, what a joke.  He must have got that awesome idea from his dickless friend from OneTaste (a group whose sole purpose is to finger clits- I kid you not, and it’s even more creepy and lame than the description would suggest) who runs that idiotic “New Masculine” forum on Facebook.  Great. You can both go fuck off.

So yah, I’m a little pissed off.  Not because the coaching turned out to be mostly a waste of time (that’s a learning experience), but that he wasted my time supporting something I never would have helped him with had I known where he was going with it.  That’s the part it’s hard for me to get over.  I feel wronged.

That brings me to “Natural Grounding” and the whole “natural dating” thing. Let me tell you right now – this is coming from personal experience and watching hundreds of other guys try and fail with this shit – these “Natural Game” coaching programs DON’T WORK for about 99% of men.  And let’s just average up and say it’s not going to work for you, either.

No, watching videos, meditating to videos, connecting to the energy of videos won’t do jack shit to elevate your sorry dating life.  If your dating life is already good and you want to clean up your energy to get to the next level, THEN it can MAYBE have SOME positive effect.  But in general, the stuff Rion and Brent Smith and these other guys are teaching isn’t what they did to become successful at dating (because they’re leaving out all the many, many, many other things they did that got them to a high level BEFORE they started doing what they’re currently teaching) and it’s sure as hell not going to work for you.

Bottom line, if you’re not already naturally successful with dating and women – as in, if women aren’t already approaching you and you’re naturally comfortable around women and being sexual – these “natural game” programs WILL. NOT. DO. A. DAMN. THING. FOR. YOU.  EXCEPT. WASTE. YOUR. TIME.

If you aren’t naturally attractive to women and have a pretty rich dating life, you need to focus on THAT.  And that means DOING SOMETHING.  Get out and talk to women, that’s the alpha and omega of improving your dating life.  Duh.  Do that until it doesn’t feel uncomfortable.  Throw in going to the gym, eating right and getting in shape.  If you are broke, get a fucking job, pay your fucking bills and start living a life that isn’t a fucking embarrassment. 

DO THAT.  DO NOT WATCH PALMY VIDEOS.  Not only will they not help you, they will keep you from facing the things you don’t like about yourself and actually improving your life.  They’re a fucking NARCOTIC, and that’s the last thing you need if you want to better yourself.

Let’s examine the various places men go to try and improve.  There is the Pick Up Community (PUA).  The success rate of men who sign up for boot camps is about 20%.  Not great, but better than the placebo effect.  As far as I can tell, the success rate of things like Embodied Man’s Program is somewhere around 5% - basically the placebo effect.  And since that community tends to engage in a lot of magical thinking about supplements, astrology, economics and conspiracy theories, I think most of them are okay with a placebo.  I’m not.  I hope you’re not.  Because a placebo won’t fix what’s ailing you.

The success rate of “Natural Game” and Natural Grounding videos is about 1% - LESS than the placebo effect.  That’s BAD, as in you have to TRY to be this ineffective.  Guys are trying and just not getting anywhere.  But they keep coming back because meditating to videos makes you FEEL GOOD.  Yes,  they do.  I guess technically that “feel good” is “elevating your energy,” but it’s basically a worthless opioid.  I mean, if you are just fooling around on your downtime it’s better than mindless Internet surfing, or porn.  So there’s that.  But as far as actually resolving the problem you came in to get fixed, it won’t do shit.  You’d be better off learning pantomime or how to play the moonshine jug.  Watching Korean girl group videos in the hopes of improving your dating life is on par with dirt collecting and knitting Christmas socks from the dust bunnies under you bed and posting your hobby updates on YouTube in the hopes of somehow landing a hot girlfriend.  Paying someone to teach you how to “properly” watch said Korean videos is, by definition, a waste of time and money.  (And wasting time and money, contrary to popular belief, does NOT make you more attractive to women.)

And the guys who get somewhere were already getting somewhere or did something else.  Bottom line, the stuff doesn’t work. 

Guys need to be wary of success stories for any of these coaching modalities.  First, listen to see if the men are getting actual tangible results or if it’s feel-good BS.  And if they’re getting results, is it because they actually changed or simply because they were forced to get off their ass and, you know, TALK to WOMEN?  Again, if paying big bucks to force yourself to do something uncomfortable is what it takes, fine, but know that’s what is going on – the coaching is pretty meaningless in the end, it’s the magic feather.

And are these guys just coming off a seminar high or is this long-term success?  Then you get to the real truth of it.  Real success is what you do every day.  You want to change, you change what you do.  Period.  Coaching won’t help.  And watching Korean girl videos damn well won’t help.

What about “Inner Game?”  Things that help eliminate limiting beliefs and make you feel better about yourself do help, but only if you’re actually doing something.  They’re like the pain killer after a tough workout, but without the side effects.  They work IF you do the WORK.  Just like drinking protein if you don’t work out won’t build muscle, it’ll just make you fat.  Inner Game is the SUPPLEMENT, but it’s still up to you to do the REAL WORK.

The huge majority of men don’t need a pick-up coach, or an “Embodied Man’s Program,” and they sure as hell don’t need to be watching videos and talking about watching videos and listening to affirmation meditations.  The huge majority of men just need to fucking do the things they’re afraid to do.  Talk to women.  Get in shape.  Get their career and finances in order.

Getting “eye contact” and “signs of interest” from women is not a measurement of success.  TALKING TO WOMEN and ACTUALLY HAVING CONNECTIONS is a measurement of success.  So fucking STOP watching videos that entrain you to sit on your ass and imagine that eye contact fucking means something and actually FUCKING COMMUNICATE WITH OTHER HUMAN BEINGS!!

Am I saying body language and non-verbal communication doesn’t matter?  Of course not.  It’s possible to date in foreign countries with very little spoken language ability.  It’s also not rocket science, you already know how to do this.  And watching K-Pop videos WILL. NOT. HELP.  It will give you a false sense that you’re “doing something” when you’re DOING NOTHING.  Which is the worst thing you can do if you’re trying to get better in life.

Natural Grounding and Natural Game is a waste of time.  There, I said it.  Does that mean there’s no value in anything Rion is doing?  No.  I personally get a lot from energy work, crystal meditation and some of the other things he does.  But I also realize that crystal/ energy/ meditation “work” is a HOBBY.  I enjoy doing it because I enjoy doing it, not because I expect that by doing it I’m going to find some magical pot of gold on the other side of the rainbow.  Because it’s NOT THERE. A rainbow is an illusion – the path you are looking for is here on Earth, right under your feet, not in the sky or on some screen.

That’s right.  Buy all the crystals you want, do all the energy work you want, meditate until the cows come home.  You will have cleaner energy.  You will (assuming you enjoy what you’re doing) feel better.  You’ll be more present and relaxed.  All good things.  And if you think any of that is going to get you something else that’s not in front of you, YOU ARE WASTING YOUR TIME. It’ll help you feel better about yourself and where you are at, which is not a small thing, but that’s probably not why you showed up in the first place.  Be mindful of your intentions and progress and it’ll be easy to see what is and isn’t working.

You want to date more women?  Don’t talk to rocks, TALK TO WOMEN.  You want to get in better shape?  Exercise and eat better.  Meditation can help.  So will regular sleep.  Watching blue screens of Palmy and SNSD will NOT HELP – in fact all scientific evidence says those screens will dramatically REDUCE your health.  So if you’re spending less time on the smartphone and more time looking at rocks, you’re ahead of the game.  But you could substitute a million other hobbies that are about as effective. **Except women are interested in crystals, so showing off your “high-energy crystal collection” will probably be a lot more effective than asking her to check out your stamp collection. (And if she DOES come home to look at your stamp collection, take that as the obvious buy-in signal that it is and for God’s sake don’t ACTUALLY pull out your stamp collection.)

I guess where I’m going with all this is, after seeing myself and so many other men flail around with these worthless coaching modalities, I’ve come to the conclusion that most men use these things to either avoid doing things that would cause them to face their fears, to brag about the success they were already having (almost all the guys “having success” with these things fall into that category), or to distract themselves from some pretty acute pain in their regular lives.  (That last one isn’t such a bad thing, really – if wasting time watching videos and talking to other guys about that, or listening to puff phrases about “walking your path” helps you to distance yourself from the pain in your life that isn’t as bad as it seems, that’s actually a really good thing.)

They’re illusions.  If you look at the founders, those men found their success in other ways than what they’re teaching.  And “success” for them probably looks a whole lot different than success for you.  Fantasy isn’t helping you and changing the fantasy channel won’t work any better.  Only real-world experience will change things.  That’s hard.  It’s scary.  And you’ll screw up a lot before it gets better.  Watching videos and doing guided meditations helps you feel better, and maybe it’s good as a break after a hard day of trying to change your life, but only real work in the real world will ever change anything.  You only have 24 hours in a day, don’t waste them on coaches.

I’ll write another article about what actually works for men to better their lives. 

Wednesday, July 25, 2018

Breakthroughs and Challenges from An Amazing Asia Trip


I've been back for a couple weeks now and I'm just beginning to put together the thoughts I want to share about my experience.  It was truly a spiritual journey, in every way.  It was easily the most challenging trip to Asia I've ever experienced, as well as the most frustrating, expensive and spiritually rewarding.  It was a breakthrough, but it took a lot out of me.

The problems began from the moment I planned the trip.  I had to abandon the original trip due to unexpected conflicts, at great cost.  The second trip I set up after I had to eat the first one had numerous issues with flights, layovers and airport problems.

The cat had a mysterious wound that required surgery right before the trip.  All these weird setbacks and expenses right before the trip.

And on top of that I experienced energetic attacks the likes of which I've never experienced before.  Something clearly didn't want me to go, and it fought me the entire time.  I became instantly sick - REALLY sick - at arriving at the airport to embark on the trip.  I almost had to bail out, but my efforts to counteract the attack were answered and I instantly recovered, enough to take the trip.

I was exhausted the entire flight over, and still sick in Thailand, though I was able to begin some powerful energy work right away.  I cleared a lot of negative energies in Thailand and Bangkok and established a strong energetic bridge between Thailand and my home in Los Angeles.  I began downloading amazing gifts and insights, while still suffering attacks - physical and psychic attacks that were draining.

Within 24 hours of landing I found some amazing crystals at JJ Market.  It's like Lumerian soul crystals were coming out of the woodwork to find me.  On my journey I attracted six such objects, including an amazingly powerful and ancient Buddha pendant and a ring.  The other stones are incredibly powerful and I used these throughout the time in Asia to do some really powerful work.



Even the Thai silk is from the trip (a gift).  My crystals have a whole new energy now.

The trip was frustrating.  Every travel seemed delayed and there was a lot of driving around and things not working out.  But things did work out. We ended up in the mountains, which was a truly spiritual experience.  I sat outside among the clouds and did all kinds of amazing energy work.  Here is where I cleared up most of the energetic blockages in Thailand and opened up the ancient energies that had been blocked.  The energies are back to the way they were before the attacks and blocks.

There is amazing ancient energy in Thailand, very close to Source and free from Western and Cabal corruption.  Now that it's flowing again in Thailand and through the energetic bridge, my work has become considerably more powerful and effective.  Thailand and I took a quantum leap in evolution, but it's taking a while to integrate things and bring the message to the world.

The last leg of the journey was China.  This was not an energy I was able to fully clear.  I did some work and was able to connect somewhat to the ancient energies of my prior lives, but it's going to take a lot of work and a lot of time to clear things up.  Lots of energetic blocks, but it's better.

I returned home frustrated, dizzy, confused and tired.  I've just begun to come out of that state and start taking meaningful steps with the new powers and realizations. 

One of the new realities I'm dealing with is getting used to living without certain fantasy illusions that I've been holding onto, about myself, about others, about the work I'm doing, really everything. It feels liberating and chaotic.  Also frustrating and tiring.  I'd say I'm not myself, but the truth is I'm more fully myself than ever, it's the false structures and self-images that are not there.  Those were never me.  They're gone, yet I'm still here.

So where do I go from here?  I have a lot of work to do, and I'm doing it.  A lot of the stuff I thought I was here to do was the false structure.  I've been sitting back and criticizing people and things that are false or out of alignment.  That's a weak standpoint.  I've built an energetic home in Thailand and Los Angeles, and a bridge. 

My energetic work helped get the kids rescued during my time in Thailand (it all happened while I was there or preparing for the trip.)  That's... kind of a big deal. 

I know, sounds nuts when I say this - even here where people understand what I'm doing and some people can confirm things.  Look, I came into all this thinking it was all BS.  Part of the reason I'm having these conflicts and attacks is because I'm still dealing with my own egoic disbelief.  What happens is I get my ass kicked so hard I have no energy or capacity left to argue and then things HAPPEN.  Like, really incredible things.  Because I'm doing energy work when I'm too punch-drink and sick to question what I'm doing. 

I've muscle tested and pendulum tested until my fingers are sore.  This is happening for real.  And the message I'm receiving is this is just the tip of the iceberg.

A while back (I posted here earlier in the summer) I went to the beach and had a major transformation and it's like nothing's been the same since.  I mean, I go about my life the same - I do my job and the things I need to do, but on a spiritual level everything is different, a whole new universe has opened up and my purpose looks much, much bigger.

The message I got was "king," then Etienne used the term "Lords of Light."  That also resonates.  It's a big role, but it looks nothing like what I see other light workers doing.  But that's been my problem, I've been devaluing my own powers and gifts and purpose by comparing myself to others and then pointing out how others are wrong.  That's weak. 

One of the messages I received is something that applies universally, so I'll share it: 

"Release attachment to fantasies of a better self and better life.  Focus on gratitude and appreciation of your true self, here and now.  The journey of fantasy will lead only to scarcity and disappointment.  The journey of gratitude and self-discovery will lead to riches beyond any fantasy you could possibly imagine.  True wealth and power is only found here and now."

You need to spend some time on that, it's a powerful truth.  And the process of shedding fantasy and truly diving into the here and now, of self-discovery and self-awakening is a difficult process and the essence of why I am here.

Thursday, June 14, 2018

Dear President Trump: Please Pardon Julian Assange


Mr. President, I support your efforts to take down the Fake News media cabal.  I support your efforts to take on the Deep State and put an end to the bureaucratic tyranny in the US government.  I applaud your efforts to put an end to the World Trade Organization, to expose the sham that is G-7, and to end the dysfunctional mercantilist oligarchies that don’t serve America’s or anyone else’s interest.

I also applaud your efforts to stand up to the “Neoconservative” warmongers in the West and to find ways to constructively end conflict, instead of escalating them.

And I wholeheartedly applaud your efforts to fight back against media distortions, propaganda disguised as “news,” media personal attacks and media misinformation. 

And in that vein, I have a request, one that will further your above objectives and hasten the meltdown of the liberal media complex, the Neoconservatives and the “deep state” tyrants:  Please Pardon Julian Assange. 

Pardon Julian Assange now.  Please.

Far from being a criminal and a menace, Mr. Assange and Wikileaks have done the world a huge favor, by actually reporting the truth. 

Apparently many believe truth-telling is a crime.  It isn’t.  Or at least it shouldn’t be.

Consider this:  most of this so-called “Russia Investigation” that is wasting Washington DC’s time is centered around Mr. Assange’s obtaining and reporting “embarrassing information” about the Democratic Party.  Nobody is saying the information is anything other than the truth, but some people (Democrats and their supporters worldwide) feel the Democratic Party had a “right” to deceive the world by hiding the truth, and that Assange sharing the truth is somehow a crime and “manipulating an election.”

So, according to the media and deep state – NOT LYING TO VOTERS is “unfair manipulation” and a crime.  This is nonsense.  Assange did the world a favor by exposing the corruption in the Democratic Party. Instead of admitting fault and reforming their behavior, one of the major US parties and its media supporters wants to put the truth in prison.

It’s time to blow a hole in this farce.  Give Mr. Assange a pardon and free passage to the US.  Let him share his story as a free man.  Help him shine his light against this darkness.

What will a pardon accomplish?  Apart from striking a blow for the truth (a noble goal in and of itself), it will simultaneously melt down the fake US media and the “deep state” that is more concerned with its own power than with serving the citizens. One strike of the pen would wipe out decades upon decades of deceit and corruption.

The heads of the fake news media would explode.  The US Democratic Party would finally have to either admit it embraces corruption or change, instead of the phony finger-pointing at “Russia” and “Wikileaks.”  And it would firmly establish your presidency as the catalyst that brought about the light from the darkness.

It would be a bold move, but one I sense you want to do.  I would strongly encourage you to follow that instinct and further plant your flag for truth in the timeline of history.

Sincerely,
An American Citizen Who Cherishes the Truth

“Fake News:” It’s all Fake News


One of the most important accomplishments of President Donald Trump is the one he will likely get the least positive credit for – the exposure of the fraud that is the media complex.

His haters bemoan the fact that Trump’s attitude and rhetoric has led to a lack of trust in the media.  It’s becoming clear that, if you want to know what Trump is doing right, notice what his haters say he is doing wrong.  And right at the top is “fostering a culture of distrust in the media.” 

There is no single thing anyone could do that would have more positive benefit for the advancement of spiritual progress than the destruction of the Western media cabal.  And in this regard, Trump has done a good job (though his haters give him far too much credit). Simply fighting back and calling them out for the fraud that they are has allowed ordinary people to see the truth of the media complex – it’s all fake news.

And I don’t just mean biased, I mean so distorted and devoid of truth as to be fake.  Fiction.  Complete BS.  Not just biased (we always knew that), but factually and contextually irrelevant.
The truth about Western media has been out there for a long time, but nobody had the guts and personal power to call it.  Now Western media is literally going crazy because Trump has simply called them “fake” and shown the world they have no real power.

Because real power is backed up by real truth.  And the Western mainstream media is just a tool of the Cabal.  They cherry-pick stories that have no real relevance to underlying reality and they blow those stories out of all proportion.  They claim they do this for ratings, but there’s also a noticeable pattern of deliberate misinformation. 

People think the world is getting worse when it’s actually getting better.  Because of media misinformation.  People believe there is more war when there is less.  Because of media misinformation.  People believe the earth’s environment is on the precipice of collapse and that things like wind farms and solar panels will actually make a difference while real solutions that involve more efficient use of current resources are ignored. Because of media misinformation. 

People think guns are responsible for the upsurge of school shootings in the US.  The truth is there were far more “assault weapons” available to more people 30 years ago, and hardly any school shootings.  What has changed is the media attention given to school shooters.  They get certain fame.  The media has actually CREATED the problem and then tries to shift the blame onto gun laws, despite the obvious fact there are far more restrictive laws on the books than at any time in the country’s history. 

And on and on and on.  #metoo - sexual assaults and harassment is actually way DOWN in the West, apart from assault directly related to the massive influx of European immigrants from the Middle East and North Africa (um... duh), Black Lives Matter (created through media distortion – a flat-out LIE about the events of a police shooting). Again and again, the media isn’t just misreporting, it’s deliberately misinforming.  It’s not just distorting, but engaging in deliberate propaganda.

Yes, the Western media is “fake news.”  Dangerously fake. 

So what are spiritual people to do?

First, limit your diet of “news.”  99.9% of it is entirely irrelevant to your life.  Second, test everything.  Muscle test, pendulum test.  You’ll see for yourself just how fake our news really is.
But more than that, we need to start reporting the truth. Source-connected people need to stop sitting on the sidelines bemoaning the sorry state of media affairs.  The Internet allows for the ability to shine a light into the darkness.  You can call out fake news.  And more importantly, you can report what you’re seeing.

Tell your story.  Shine the light.  If enough of us start talking about what we’re seeing, we can break through the veil and put an end to “fake news.” 

We know the current narrative about “climate change” is fake and the proposed solutions are stupid, unhelpful and downright counterproductive.  Moreover, we are on the cutting edge of what is really going on.  So shine the light and tell the truth.  Yes, the earth has pollution – it’s right there in front of us.  Pick up garbage.  Stop letting people shit on the sidewalks and beaches.  Clean up messes.  All of that is easy and can be solved affordably.  Wind farms and solar panels do nothing.  Stupid air restrictions do nothing but take resources away from real solutions and create a false sense that things are improving when they’re not.

We have the technology to take CO2 out of the air and convert it back to usable fuel.  Eventually this technology will be cheaper than pulling fuel out of the ground and refining it for use.  We have technology that can massively conserve fuel and more efficiently deliver electricity.   That’s useful. Mandating solar panels is just idiocy.  This is just one example.

If enough of us speak up and shine the light, we can destroy the fake news media.  We shouldn’t be leaving this up to Trump and his tweets.  It’s time for all of us to take ownership for informing the world about the truth and putting fake news out of business.

If we all start doing our part to put the positive information we want out into the world, instead of just complaining about the distortions we see, we can begin to make a real difference.

Tuesday, June 12, 2018

"Useful Idiots" vs Spiritual Truth and Real Leadership


I’m curious about the mentality of the “useful idiot.”  Useful Idiots are people who allow themselves to be used for manipulative (usually propaganda) purposes, and seem largely unaware that they are in fact being used as such.

The Useful Idiot comes in a few forms, but the purpose is largely the same – to unwittingly promote the message of the Cabal or dark forces and to spread darkness and confusion. 

My Facebook feed has a surprisingly large number of these Useful Idiots.  Lately I’ve been seeing a number of them pop up to promote the Iranian regime.  In the case of Iran, they have a similar message – that’s it’s safe to travel in Iran.  In typical Useful Idiot fashion, they think they’ve discovered some new information and go about showing – hey, if I can travel safely in Iran, then the country’s regime must be okay.

The US Olympic team was able to travel safely through Nazi Germany in 1936 – they got to tour the country and they reported having a good time in Berlin.  They traveled safely through Germany, so that means all the hubbub about Hitler being evil was just evil US propaganda, right?

See the obvious disconnect there?  It’s one thing to travel through a country as a tourist, and an entirely different matter how that country treats its own citizens and the rest of the world. 

The issue with Iran, for example, (for the sake of my Useful Idiot friends) has nothing to do with tourists’ ability to travel through the country and spend money. You can do that in pretty much any country, with very few exceptions.  But that doesn’t change the fact that the regime is officially engaged in Satan worship, or that the regime has armies throughout the Middle East killing people and causing trouble. Or that the regime funds and trains terrorists and operates terrorist operations from inside the Iranian government. 

None of those very big, obvious problems have anything whatsoever to do with your ability to be a tourist in Iran.  So why are you posting crap on Facebook about how awesome it is you were able to do obvious tourist things in that particular country? Because you’re a Useful Idiot, trying to distort the truth. 

The energetic evil of the Iranian regime is an indisputable fact.  You traveled there and didn’t die.  That’s nice.  Then you came back here and think you’re making the world a better place by, what, promoting Iranian tourism?  What in your mind do you imagine you are accomplishing – I mean apart from sharing yet another boring tourism story?  Because it’s obvious to anyone watching with a clear mind that you’re engaging in a really pathetic form of PR for the Iranian government – and probably knowingly so.  I guess in your muddled brain this is bringing the world closer to peace. If you can’t beat Satan, join him.

But enough picking on the Iran fanboys, this isn’t about Iran.  It’s about trying to understand the mentality of the Useful Idiot, why people allow themselves to basically be possessed by dark entities.
Because I also have Useful Idiot friends who promote fake Shamanism (which is pretty much all of it – 99% of that “Native American Spiritualism” is dark magick or just plain nonsense), BS spirituality, dark magick, corrupted Tantra, toxic Feminism and a host of other things where they’re obviously being used by dark forces to promote confusion and steer people off the path.  And there’s not much difference between the idiot tourist who allows himself to be a mouthpiece for the Iranian regime and the idiot “seeker” who allows dark forces to use him to manipulate others.

Nobody can use you as a puppet unless you hand them the strings.

That’s how it works.  To become a Useful Idiot you have to willingly give your strings to someone else.  After that, it can be very difficult to take back those strings, but the initial transaction is entirely your choosing.  And these idiots gave away their strings for NOTHING. They were more than happy to do it.

Why?  Why do people do that?

And there are a lot of reasons.  Years of mind programming, energetic wounds, festering trauma that never gets resolved, dogma, lack of self worth, lack of spiritual grounding – these can all lead one to voluntarily accept possession.  A few might be seeking power they think the Cabal or Satanic forces can give them (those people are usually destroyed, not kept as Useful Idiots).

The “spiritual community” tends to have a lot of wounded people who are spiritually ungrounded – that’s why they’re in the community, “seeking.”  Sex addicts are acting out their own wounds and it’s an easy access point for dark forces.  The PUA community and its many offshoots is ripe with Useful Idiots and Useful Idiots In Waiting, because of the festering wounds, greed for power and sexual issues (a very dangerous combination), not to mention an openness to dark magick and spiritual fraud.

The people who are attracted to my message tend to be people who got pretty deep into the Spiritual Movement, only to realize it was a fraud.  They go through the same process I went through, come out the other side, and then they realize they were being Useful Idiot.  I was one too.  They escape, or something feels “off” to them, and they end up here, ready to build something instead of following other idiots.

The problem is, that’s a low-percentage game.  Most people who get stuck in the muck of “Spirituality” as it is commonly found today, they don’t get out.  They become part of the problem. And it’s very hard to take back your strings once you’ve given them away to someone else.
The better answer is to stop yourself BEFORE that point.  And we on the vanguard need to be leaders, guiding people away from the hazards, pointing out these things and guiding the multitude away from the problems, instead of trying to “un-stick” people caught up in the web – which takes a lot of time and effort and is a low-percentage game.

So how do we go about saving others from Useful Idiocy, from giving up their strings and becoming puppets?

First, we need to stand up and promote the vision of spirituality we embody.  We don’t follow, we don’t seek.  We lead.  In our world there are no “gurus” and we don’t quote their garbage like its Gospel.  We connect ourselves to Source, we don’t go through a chain of command or look to someone else to make the connection for us.

We don’t look at someone whose connected to Source and say “wow, he’s so awesome!  I think I’ll worship him and give him my power!”  No.  If there are things we can learn, we learn those things, but our focus is on our connection and our own service, not “being like that guy.” 

Fuck Osho.  That dude was a fucking CULT LEADER and his entire purpose was to accumulate power for himself.  His writings were bullshit scribblings to get people hypnotized to give their power to him.  If you’re attracted to that, you’re attracted to FOLLOWING, and that’s your own weakness and wounds manifesting.  Osho won’t help you.  Drop that shit and find the truth, which won’t be found following someone or something.

We need to lead by first taking an unwavering stand for truth.  Truth comes from Source, and is found in our higher selves.  Learn muscle testing and dousing, if called to using pendulums.  Use them to learn the truth, not to reinforce dogmas and give away your power. 

We need to lead by standing in our power, even if we doubt we have any.  Connection to Source is infinite power, more than you’d ever need here on Earth.  Everything else is just a side show, so focus on the main event – truth.  Source. 

You have wounds.  We all do.  But focusing on one’s wounds will never heal. Learn to clear your emotional shit.  (www.clearyourshit.com) Learn to clear your energetic shit.  (Several resources, including myself.)  The more you focus on the big things, the less overwhelming your wounds, setbacks, disappointments, fears, etc. will feel and the more power you will have. 

What I’m saying is if we want to steer the multitudes away from becoming Useful Idiots, we need to be shining examples ourselves, shining as brightly as we can.  And you cannot shine in someone else’s shadow, you need to stand in your own space, directly facing Source, no go-between.
Guide others away from “gurus” and spiritual entanglements and avoid the temptation to become a guru yourself.  Keep your energy clean.  You can help clean and heal others, and should do so as best you can (even if you doubt your ability to do so), but you stand in your own space and light and insist everyone else do the same.  You don’t attach and you don’t let others attach to you.

Here’s the thing – Cabals like Iran and the Spiritual mess are actually really weak compared to source consciousness.  If you’re connected to Source Consciousness, and shining even a little of that light, you’re far more powerful than any of these other forces.  You can destroy them.  And you can be a beacon to many to avoid the path of the Useful Idiot. 

And one more thing I’ll add here.  If you’re connected to Source Consciousness and shining your light, you owe it to the world to point out the spiritual failings going on, as I’m doing here.  Not to repeat my critiques, but to shine your own light into the darkness and call out what you see. 

The forces of darkness are a cancer on the world, and Source Consciousness shining on them is the cure.  And we all need to do this.  Test things.  That feeling that something is wrong, something annoys you – test it.  Spirituality tries to tell us that our wounds being projected or triggered.  Don’t buy that bullshit.  If you’re standing in your truth, and something bothers you, and you test and it’s accurate, you’ve found the cancer.  Don’t let the spiritual bullshit salesmen convince you the problem is you, it’s not.  Call out what you see.  Call it out loudly and shine your light so brightly the forces of darkness cannot slither away.  That will inspire others to join us and things will turn around very quickly.

Accuracy test: 99.2%

Monday, June 11, 2018

"Buddha Walk" - Notes From My Awakening Weekend


I experienced a very powerful awakening meditation at the beach Saturday.  I’m still thinking about how to share about that experience, but I’m playing a much, much bigger game now. I won’t go into details of what happened during that meditation except to share the sunset after.



That’s some powerful awakening energy. And that came about purely from the meditation.  Here’s the “before” sunset picture. 



Something clearly happened here, and that something was directly related to my personal awakening meditation and the awakening after.  The energy "before" was pretty good, but you can see how much it opened up after - it's not even close.

Today (Sunday, when I wrote this) I felt a lot of things.  Buzzing, awakening conscious energy.  A desire to relax and integrate. Sleepy.  I coaxed myself out of my sleep, went to the gym (really needed that), and came home to the message to go on a “Buddha Walk” at the beach.

I had no idea what a “Buddha Walk” is.  Sounds Zen and spiritual and what not, so off I go.  And I get to the beach and start walking.

The first thing I notice is I’m walking TOWARD people.  Now, I tend to be pretty introverted and see myself as a bit socially awkward (not horrible, but, not great), kind of tense around people, etc.  Crowds “aren’t my thing.”  But here I was, attracted to people and crowds. 

The second thing I notice is I have zero self-consciousness.  My consciousness is so far above that physical or interpersonal level it’s like I’m watching myself.  And then above that watching, I’m giving healing energy.  My attention is on giving healing energy and understanding the energies of the people around me.

The third thing I notice is this is energizing me and feeding my spiritual power. Some very high power in me needs to understand people’s energy, to understand all the people in the world.  And the more I give healing energy to those who will receive, the more energized I become.

Now, nothing’s changed yet on a physical level.  I’m still me – still have tension in my body, still have quirks, but zero fear, zero anxiety, just love and a much, much higher consciousness energy that’s buzzing inside me.  But I don’t care.  I can observe me being… me.  I can notice things I’d like to change, but there’s no charge.  It’s just me.  I know these things will evolve as I am ready to embody my power more effectively, there’s no worry or rush here.

Things just keep getting more crazy (for me). I feel on a physical and interpersonal level the feeling of “interconnectedness,” and I realize this is not a “high-level” energetic state.  In fact, I hear a voice from my much higher self saying:

“Interconnectedness is the first rung on the ascension ladder.”

The first rung. Think about that.  I’ve been spending all this time trying to resonate with Rion’s epiphany about interconnectedness and now I see it’s the first rung. And for me I was never going to get there by trying to evolve to it.  Which brings be to the next realization:

“One cannot evolve to the next social or interpersonal level from the level below. One must experience a full quantum shift and then from that higher place fill out the desired (now-lower) levels.”

You hear that temples are built from the ground up with a foundation on the ground?  Well, turn that on its head.  Your foundation is in the multiverse and you “build down” from there.  From here I can see all the things I’m not doing socially, yet I’m actively living my highest purpose now.  From here I can work on the other things.

From this place, I am not an introvert.  I need people. I love people.  I heal people.  Crowds draw me.  There is no anxiety or self-consciousness, because my consciousness is so far above “self” it doesn’t even matter. 

I feel “interconnected,” even as I notice I’m still tense/ awkward/ whatever.  The world responds with interconnectedness – connections and serendipitous interactions.  And that’s all operating on a much lower level.  What is supposedly an “evolved” level is actually far below the consciousness where I’m bringing in healing energy and learning about the multitude of souls around me – knowledge which informs my power and makes me more effective.

I’m walking through the world with “God consciousness,” as a leader in the ascension of the planet.  It’s beautiful.  And my physical form is there, being me but not me – my higher self is clearly in charge.  I can heal and transform my physical presence too.

I’m rambling here.  This is a hot take on my awakening, just to bookmark.

So that’s a “Buddha Walk,” it’s walking through the world with Buddha Consciousness, being in the world and transmitting my energy as a beacon.  When the time is right I’ll transmit a clearer message.


Tuesday, June 5, 2018

Symbols for Your Spiritual Advancement

I've been experiencing all kinds of awakenings lately as powers keep opening and are now starting to express in the physical world on a significant level and at a rapid pace.  The problem is becoming how to best deliver the information to those who are called forth.  

The Orions provided me with some symbols and gave me permission to share them with you.  These are very powerful symbols that connect you with the highest level of Orion spiritual technology.  Etienne Charland has been sharing some symbols that were given to him.  

The message I've been receiving is to produce value on my own.  As much as I value working with Etienne and Rion and others, I'm not here to follow their practices, but to gain the knowledge I need to further my own practice, and then express that version into the world, to provide another facet of the awakening energy.  This explains why I've been "following along" but then find myself veering off in other directions.  As I clear my energy and emotional conflicts, it becomes clear those "veerings off" are actually my returning to my pathway.

In that spirit, I present the Orion symbols, for your benefit.  Please use them carefully, there is a lot of power here.


This is my personal symbol, for my personal connection and accessing of powers.  

You can utilize this to access any of my personal "open source" resources stored in the spiritual plane.  You won't be able to access my actual energy field (which is off-limits and heavily protected), but more like accessing my personal "spiritual library" of resources, because often it's difficult to express these things in a blog (and cumbersome for you, plus there are all kinds of distortions in the media transmission).  This allows you to go directly to the source data and download what you need directly.



This symbol is for sexual/ sacral power, to access energy for anything related to the second chakra.  Good for healing/ balancing and energizing as well as expanded awareness.  A lot of transformation energy is driven by the second chakra, it's like the engine that moves the vehicle.


This symbol is for creative expression, a merging of the second and fourth chakras for full expression of creative energy.  This is good to use with the symbol above for sex transmutation meditation.




This symbol is to manifest and embody spiritual resources.  

I've found one of the challenges in spiritual energy work is that it is difficult to bring spiritual breakthroughs into the physical plane - to actually live and embody those changes. So there ends up being this disconnect and it takes a long time for changes to show up in the physical realm.  This symbol serves to catalyze the process and move energies and lessons much more smoothly from the spiritual to the physical world, so we can see and experience "real results."

Please keep checking back here for more information as this expression develops.