Showing posts with label Metatron. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Metatron. Show all posts

Monday, October 3, 2016

Understanding the Shift - My Own Shift: People are Not Inherently Good (And Spiritual Leaders are in Heavy Denial)

I finished reading “Understanding the Shift,” Etienne Charland’s latest channeling from Metatron.  I actually received the channeling directly on a subconscious level last night – I was seeing energy raining on me with my eyes wide open.  Within hours I broke through a HUGE level of spiritual denial and with it this buildup of back pain over the past couple days, that seemed to come on for no reason, instantly evaporated.
I feel free now.
Free, but sad and angry.
Basically I realized I had to completely cut off one of my oldest “friends,” and accept that he is an inherently bad person.  And with that, I had to release the limiting belief that “all people are inherently good.”  All people are not inherently good.  Maybe our essence is inherently good, but in this lifetime many people are condemned to live their lives as inherently bad people.  Yes, most people are basically good – we make mistakes and strive to get better in life.  But some have chosen to identify with their flaws and as such are hopelessly lost – they are no longer good and never will be in this lifetime.  The only thing to do with people like this is to isolate them and hope they learn their lessons in the next incarnation, because their current life in this world is not helping anyone.
That’s a powerful realization – and that I gave him love and support for decades, kept giving him the benefit of the doubt and compassion, but in the end all that effort was in assistance of a bad person. He is irredeemably abusive, deceitful and hurtful and the poison runs through every aspect of his being.  To remove the poison would involve draining every drop of energy from his system – death, in other words.
And none of this is a reflection on me.  I did my best and I’m grateful for the lesson.  I don’t identify with him just because I’ve made mistakes too.  Everyone makes mistakes, everyone engages in bad behavior.  Very few integrate that into their core as he has done.  But I know my energy got carried away into that bad energy at times being around him.  That’s not good.  Even just having him lurking on FB isn’t good.  So he’s completely blocked and un-friended at every level – happy birthday, abusive asshole.
Interestingly, I posted this new awakening to a group that I support a lot but suffers from massive spiritual denial and… *crickets.*  WOW.  The denial is THICK.  I can hear some of them attacking me, that it’s a projection, that I didn’t connect enough, to give him time, anything to avoid the obvious truth that all people are not inherently good.  Not sure what to do with that.  It confirms my suspicions about at least a few people in that group who hold themselves out as leaders and their level of spiritual self-delusion.  It also doesn’t say good things about the California Tantra community. I have to sit with that.
In the meantime, go over to Etienne’s website, get an energy tune-up and get yourself the book to read for yourself.  Things are changing at a rapid pace and you’ll need to adjust your attitude accordingly or be swept out to sea.  www.spiritualselftransformation.com

Thursday, August 18, 2016

From Metatron: No, All People Are Not Basically Good


The past six months has been a tremendous period of resolution and clarity.  And it’s led to some values conflicts.  It’s become clear that Dad was right in some respects – not everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt. 
A couple people I’ve had to let go completely this year – they proved themselves beyond any doubt to be completely toxic and untrustworthy toward me.  And this turned out to be a positive – I could cut them off completely energetically.  But I also had to face the part of me that gives people the benefit of the doubt and admit that approach is wrong. 

Some people can be good around me and toxic around others; some people can be good around others and hopelessly toxic around me; some people are all-around bad people; and some people are all-around good people. And as far as I’m concerned, the people who are hopelessly toxic around me and the people who are all-around bad people should be treated exactly the same. 
And this is actually a difficult realization to make.  Especially since I’m responsible for the initial schism.  But ultimately I’m not responsible for the ensuing choices they’ve made that have resulted in their becoming hopelessly toxic in my energy space (and quite possibly everywhere else in their lives as well).

I asked Metatron about this today. His answer:  “Seeing things with complete clarity means giving up sentimental attachments to certain values concepts.  ‘All people are basically good’ is a distortion, and one that was created out of self-interest. From an extended time frame, this concept begins to more closely correlate with reality, but even when extended out infinitely through time is still a distortion.
“Over the span of a lifetime, this notion is far from truth; over less than that span, the notion is patently false.  In this present moment, which is the only moment that matters, there are thousands of people on just your own planet who are considerably more evil than good.  Their lives are inherently valuable, but their efforts have been a tremendous disservice. 

“It is not your job to concern yourself with saving people who are being destructive.  It is your job to see clearly what is going on and take decisive action for the greater good.  This means letting go of the foolish notion that ‘all people are basically good’ and protecting yourself from people who are clearly not serving the greater good.
“As far as your own guilt, that is your distortion and delusion.  Nobody makes somebody into a destructive force.  That concept is actually a mind control method to ensure the person acting in a destructive manner remains a destructive force.  The moment one releases responsibility for their condition, they lose their ability to change their condition.  Assuming false responsibility for others in the form of guilt only completes the circuit and ensures both parties remain in a destructive energetic cycle.  You can look around and see the destruction such a circuit is causing in the world.

“The appropriate response then is to recognize the destructive energy, remove any connection with it, and seal off completely.  Don’t engage with it.  Everyone has their journey.  You had your periods when your energy was very destructive, and you moved through those periods.  You have to disengage to allow others to do the same.
“Look at everyone and everything as it is, not as you wish it were.  Look at your energy, thoughts, and actions as they are, tend to your own blocks and distortions. Look at the energy and actions of others and engage or disengage as appropriate.  Do not judge nor justify, simply notice and act decisively.

“Things will begin moving much more quickly and you are being called upon to decide and act.  The time for idealism, sentimental attachments, guilt, fear and self-pity is long past.  You need to grow up and assume your full responsibility.  That means full disengagement from destructive energies in your thoughts, actions and energy, and full disengagement from any notions that would encourage you to maintain connection at any level. 
“Hold the greater good in your heart at all times.  Decide, act, and keep moving.  Follow your heart and let everything else go.”

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Veil Lifting, Energy Expanding, Blocks Dissloving

The veil is dissolving. In fact it's almost entirely gone now. You can read some details from Etienne here:
https://www.spiritualselftransformation.com/blog/spiritual-transformation/consciousness-shift/the-removal-of-the-veil/

What does this mean?  It means a major infusion of awakening energy, which is going to create powerful shifts on a global level.  In fact we're already seeing many, not all good.  The shifts can be chaotic, painful, annoying, deadly, or incredible - or a combination of these things.

Take my personal "veil-lifting story."  I've gained massive attuning energy and energetic healing powers, but have had to move quickly and painfully through some long-standing energetic blocks that I was very attached to.  Here's a quick memo of what's been going on:

The veil is lifting and it’s bringing big movements into my life – huge movements.

The biggest one is that my wife’s visa has finally been approved today, and she’ll get her green card.  That’s a HUGE block that’s now out of the way.  Even though this was a foregone conclusion from the beginning, we were stuck in a holding pattern until it was officially resolved.  Now we can travel internationally, she can work and we can move forward with our lives.
On a smaller scale the last of my tax returns was approved and the refund deposited.  Also today.

And MASSIVE creation on both Destin’s book and my fiction, all week. 
All this on top of my removal of a HUGE internal block and attachment I didn’t even know was there, that was finally resolved by standing up for myself and fully asserting my boundaries. 

And another block in connection that was lifted with ease, also today.  This one seems to be the icing on the cake of what has become a complete reinvention of an essential aspect of my life.  It’s clear looking at it now that the issues I was having were because I was transitioning from one reality to another and there was too much of the “old energy” attached to the connection.  Now it’s from this clean place and there is all this spaciousness and none of the ego issues.  Wow, night and day!
Throw in the powerful coaching session I created this past weekend and that’s a lot of breakthroughs.

Everything I’m seeing in my reality is confirming Metatron’s message – living in clarity, free from distortions, is a powerful reality beyond the limits of what I thought was possible.  Because what I thought was possible was the distortion.  My distortions have been negative and self-imposed.  And that negative reality was so strong at one point I was literally training people to go along with it. 
So yes, I created all the problems in my life.  And I created a whole lot of imaginary problems to go on top.  And then I’d worry about thing that weren’t there.  That’s a lot of distortion.  And the shadows of that distortion are still out there – the critics, the haterz, all a product of my own distortions.

When I choose to take of the lens, the power is limitless.  And it’s an adjustment, there’s actually a lot of stress in choosing freedom and personal power.  I’ve been very attached to that disempowering distortion.  And at the same time there is some reassurance – it was never the world against me, it was always me against myself. The haterz are a reflection of my own self-loathing.  Everything that’s happened I’ve brought upon myself – which means when I stop attacking myself, it goes away. 
Now I feel the awakening energy pouring in…. mmmm…. Powerful. 

But throughout this period, I was experiencing tremendous stress, sleepless nights, massive worry and psychic trauma.  Because, even with all the work I've done, I've been carrying incredible resistance and attachment to lower vibrations, particularly anger, worry, fear and pride (shame, embarrassment, right-fighting).  It took everything I've done and all that energy and trauma to finally "pop the cork" and let all that crap go.

The part about me realizing the enemy was always within - I fought this for YEARS. I literally created my enemies to give me an excuse to hold onto these attachments.  And I suffered mightily in finally getting past it. And if I'm going through that kind of trauma, imagine what others will face.

So I'm in a great place.  My energy is elevating, I'm elevating the energy of people all around me in ways I didn't know I could before.  I let go of all that internal shit and feel great.  But anyone who tells you this transition is all sweetness and light and we'll all be holding hands and singing folk music in the sunshine is delusional.  This is not a fun period for humanity, and it'll get much worse before it gets better.

Yes, I'm thrilled my blocks are disappearing.  But that just means more work ahead.  Because the world is going to need a LOT of help.