Transmission: I Am the Teal Flame

Buzzing, tingling, full, deep-bass awakening and wide-awake energy last night.  The transmission called my name, woke me from a sleep with nobody in the room but myself and my sweet cat.

She meditates with me.  And sometimes interrupts my meditations by tapping me, to make sure I'm okay.

I couldn't get the name, but I heard "SHA."  I went back to sleep, too intent on sleeping to answer the call.  

In the morning - WHOA! I listened and message received.  Full, tingling, surging, awakening, crystal clear transmissions straight through my body and mind and into my soul, and then out again as my soul answered.

"You are the Teal Flame."

I see it.  I feel it.  I hear it at the soul level.  

The teal flame.  Kaelen'Zur.  The name given in another transmission, one that someone tried to unplug but couldn't stop.

The name I accepted with skepticism, another goofy "Burning Man Playa name."  It turns out to be true - and the exact power to extract the truth and burn away the BS in everything around me.  

No more testing for truth and asking for answers from "someone out there," the flame resides within.  I offer it as my gift - complete incineration with no quarter.  The power of truth, freedom and transformation.

"You are the writer, the creator, the healer, the Teal Flame.  The world will compensate you generously for your gifts.  This is your path, your destiny, your purpose, your truth.  It is YOU."

Not just to clear out my own BS, not just to transform my own life, but to cleanse, transform and heal all I choose to touch, all who choose to go through the flame.

It's not a "feel good" healing energy.  It's not "love and light."  It's a commitment - to burn away anything that's false, corrupt or impure and transform what's left to align with your purpose and destiny.

God laughs at our plans, and the Teal Flame works for God.  It is not going to grant you wishes or so things on your schedule or time table.  It'll clear your shit.  Including the part of you that is attached to that shit or making excuses.  It'll clear false identities and stories.  You may not recognize what's left, but your true self will finally be at home.

If that sounds like too much or too intense, that's cool.  You can't jump in halfway, once you step off the ledge you're in all the way.  So jump or don't jump, that's up to you and you should consider that carefully.

But if you're ready to jump, consider this your invitation to jump into the Teal Flame and start being your true self.

Happiness: To Resolve Distress, Don't Engage The Story

When your mind is gripped with worry and fear, what’s the best way to resolve it?

I find that engaging the story, however compelling, only serves to tighten one’s grip on the fear.  There are many common stories and lots of people who will confirm your story.  They can therefore seem “real,” but are they?  Does it really matter what story you say is causing your fear?  And does it matter if others confirm and validate those fears?  If they do, then you have more excuse to keep holding onto them.

What if instead we just accept that this is our experience and it will pass.  Lately I’ll be attacked by fear – and that’s how it feels, an attack (I believe these recent ones truly are energetic attacks, but you don’t have to accept that belief to benefit from this) and just tell myself “I’m being attacked, don’t engage.  It will pass.”  And it does.

Without exception, that “thing” I believed was “important” only felt important because this fear emotion was running through my body. So I began to just accept – I’m feeling fear or anxiety, like I’ve caught a cold. And sure enough, it goes away.

The more I practice this, the less I worry over time and the fewer things I find are truly “important” and need to be done.  Conversely, the few things that require attention are actually much easier to do, because my mind is clear, instead of holding onto useless thoughts.

When faced with these emotional charges, I ask – “Is this this something that actually affects me?”  And I ask “Is this something that is actually occurring now?”  The first question weeds out the external events that are not my problem, and often not anywhere near my reality.  The second question weeds out the thoughts focused on past events or future possibilities.  Those two questions refocus my mind and often eliminate a lot of stress and worry right away.

I add another question on top of these, specific to my experience – “Is this an energetic attack?”  I can pendulum test or go with my internal sense.  If it is an attack, I can then take measures to block the attack and the emotional problem often goes away.

Last night I had a nightmare that was an energetic attack.  It was pretty sneaky – the dream began with someone trying to come after me that I didn’t think was much of a threat and was successfully avoiding pretty easily.  But as the dream progressed, he indicated that he was holding back his powers and toying with me, and that he could turn me over at any time to much more powerful forces that would torment and destroy me easily.  I still sensed he was bluffing, but was becoming increasingly worried. 

I woke up and determined it was an energetic attack.  I created, with the archetypes, a protection shield from this person and the forces he claimed to have access to, protecting myself and my family from them.  After that the fear went straight away and I slept great with good dreams. I found this to be effective in other situations where I was being tormented with seemingly irrational fears – defend against the attack and they go away. 

Before I used to try and search for meaning or dig into the “deeper issue” and nothing would ever resolve.  I’d just find more negative emotions and triggers.  And in the end that’s just accessing earlier chapters in my Book of Personal Stories.  It’s no more real than any other thought.  We spend a lot of time reliving these stories, telling ourselves we’re being “curious,” but it’s just mental and emotional masturbation and doesn’t accomplish anything.

If one truly wants to be free of suffering, worry, fear and stress, one simply needs to connect to the stillness of truth, of presence.  That’s it.  Stop holding onto the object that’s triggering pain – it’s not happening now, it’s not happening to you right now, it’s not real, let it go.  Obviously the concept is simple but the practice is more difficult.  But it the only thing that does work.

As I alluded to, there are ways to amplify this process and clear out the bad programming and energetic junk, but the process is still based on this simple truth:  if we want to be happy, it’s a matter of not choosing to hold onto suffering.

My One-Word Answer To "How To Have A Successful Life?"

What’s the most important mindset shift to living a truly powerful life?

It’s adopting a mindset of GIVING.

Instead of thinking “How can I make myself better?” or “How can I get more of what I want from this situation?” throw all that away and ask “How can I provide the most benefit and value?”

See that?  It’s not a little thing, it’s EVERYTHING.

When you stop thinking about what you can get and place your attention on what you can add to the world around you (and how to maximize this), you’ve shifted from a scarcity mindset to abundance.  And you’ve taken all the pressure off your shoulders, because you’re giving.

Look, I’m not the only one talking about this, it isn’t just some “spiritual teacher” talking about how to be a servant to the world, many, many VERY successful people have adopted this mindset – and credit this mindset with their success.

Brent Smith, one of the most successful dating and personal empowerment coaches around, preaches this.  So does Rion Kati, another very-high-level evolutionary coach.  And it’s foundational in Destin Gerek’s work – and they don’t call him the “Erotic Rockstar” for nothing.  Why?  Because they figured out that focusing on “getting laid” (or “getting rich,” or whatever it is you want) actually creates a barrier between you and your desire.  In the case of dating, it sets things up energetically where you’re taking something from someone.  Same in business.

And first of all, that’s not true.  The first thing to understand is you have high value.  You are valuable and what you have to give to the world is a gift. 

Do you think women come away from experiences with a guy like Destin thinking “he owes me for the sex I gave him”?  NO!  If anything, she’s thinking just the opposite – what does she have to do to please him so he’ll spend more time with her.  Do the millions of people who wait in line for the latest iPhone think “Apple owes me for giving them my business?”  No, they’re hoping they get the chance to be the first to GIVE Apple their business, because they value the product more than their time and money.  (I personally think that’s a little crazy, but they’re happy.)

And it’s because they’re inherently valuable – they’re giving far more to the other person than they’re receiving.  Destin is committed to leaving his partners better off than before; Apple is committed to maximizing the value for its customers.  And as a result of their focus on GIVING, they’ve become abundant in their respective areas.

And guess what?  YOU have high value too.  If you don’t believe that, work with me and I’ll help you find that gold mine inside you.  You have high value – the world is CRAVING the value you bring.  So the only question left in your mind is – how do you bring as much of that value out to as many people as possible?  How do you maximize the value you give to the world? 

And by doing that, you will receive far more than you could ever wish for.  Because the universe HAS to give you those resources so you can add more value. 

You see how that works?  The Law of Attraction was never about passively sitting around waiting for the universe to send you a welfare check for sitting on your ass and wishing on a star.  It’s about expanding the energy of an ever-expanding universe.  The universe has infinite resources for you to use to deliver infinite value.  And the universe wants to have that energy go through you – because YOU have the ability to transform that energy into something amazing that the universe simply cannot do without you.

Let what I just said sink in a little.  You are THAT valuable to the universe.  So why don't you see that?

I’m sitting here looking at some crystals.  They’re all a little different, even the ones that are the same type.  Each one has a different frequency and energy pitch.  When I utilize each one, the experience is different.  So even each crystal is valuable. 

And they’re fucking rocks.  You’re far more gifted, unique and valuable to the universe than all the rocks put together.  But maybe you’re looking around – six billion people on this planet, what’s so special about me?  Stop thinking like that.  The universe is infinite.  Six billion divided by INFINITE rounds out to ZERO.  So you might look around and think you’re not that important, but you’re VERY important.

And again, this isn’t some “fake self-esteem” pep talk where everyone gets a trophy.  I hate that bullshit.  You’re not important because you got a trophy like the rest of your lousy team for sucking at some sport nobody cares about. (Yah, we both know that's true.) That doesn’t make you valuable.

What makes you valuable is… well, that may still be your journey to discover.

So try on the mindset of giving  - how bright you can shine your light.  Because the world wants to bask in your glory.

Oh, and in case there was any question, I’m not talking about that wimpy-guy “giving to get” bullshit.  That’s not giving, that’s… it’s chickenshit.  Yah, I used to do it too – back when I didn’t think I was really worth anything.  “Here, I’ll do all these nice things for you that I hate doing so you’ll honor my right to exist on this planet and maybe give me a paycheck/ sex/ respect/ friendship.”  That’s not giving.  Giving is “I have something special to share, here it is, world – enjoy,” and not giving a rat’s ass what any particular person thinks of you or your gift, just knowing you and your gifts are valuable and there are people who are better off.  And ignoring the haters – maybe even give them some sympathy, because you know it must be a really difficult life always being negative and trying to take other people down all the time.

So my one-word answer for a successful life:  Give.

Distant Energetic Attunement and Activation - Saturday 6/25/16 7PM Los Angeles Time

Ready to take a big step forward in your life? 

Without having to do anything more than say "yes"?

Then this is for you - the Ultimate Lazy Person's Spiritual Awakening Session.

At 7pm This Saturday - June 25 - I will be offering a distant energetic attunement and activation to anyone who agrees to receive it.

Yep.  All you have to do is agree to receive, say "yes" in your mind, and you will receive a distant energetic attunement and activation.

The last one opened up a lot of energies.  This one promises to be even more intense (I have access to a lot more resources that I'll be sharing.)

If you wish, you can take this time to meditate and observe what is happening.  Or sleep, or go about your day, you'll receive it as long as you agree to do so.

An upleveling of your energy, possible awakening, and you don't have to do anything. 

Why do I do these?  I'm giving away a lot of powerful stuff for nothing, why would I want to do that?

First, what I am doing is about giving.  It's about service.  My practice is giving-based, and this actually feeds my own growth. Also, with each of these distant awakenings, the energy behind what I'm doing grows stronger - it attracts more people to my message and coaching.  More people get a taste of what is possible working with me - and this fuels the movement.  And this benefits me personally and everyone else.

And I enjoy doing this - which you no doubt already figured out.

With Love,

Uthaithani

FREE Distant Energetic Cleansing and Awakening Ritual - Tomorrow (Sat,June 11, 6pm Los Angeles Time)

I am offering a FREE Distant Energetic Cleansing and Awakening tomorrow – Saturday, June 11, 2016 at 6pm Los Angeles, CA (USA) time.  To participate, all you need to do is agree to receive the benefits of the ritual, that’s it. 

This ritual will be incorporating all the elements I’m using – alchemy, manifesting energy, Reiki, crystal energy, singing bowl, crystal aromatherapy and other awakening resources. 

I’ve received feedback from my previous ritual two weeks ago and people told me they experienced powerful shifts including one Kundalini awakening. 

You don’t have to do anything, simply agree to receive the benefits.  If you want to add power to this, you can meditate with the Rose Quartz Singing Bowl meditation at the same time, which will magnify the effects. 

Please pass this information on to anyone who you feel would benefit from this.  This is my gift to you – enjoy!

With Love,

Uthaithani

POWERFUL Heart-Awakening Singing Bowl Meditation

I promised some big things and here's one.  I shared the first attempt, which was simply playing the singing bowl - which is simply mind-blowing.  Attune to the energy of the picture while meditating for even more impact.

This one I placed the Awakened Rose Quartz in the bowl and created a powerful heart-awakening ritual, which you can receive simply by accepting it.  For the ritual I also used the awakened power citrine and Lumerian selenite wand.



I highly recommend listening to this on loop several times, but to listen once in stillness, to fully receive the ritual.  This combines alchemy, Reiki, crystal energy, awakening sound and my own supercharged Kundalini and sacral manifesting energy. 

And you can listen to this tomorrow during the Free Distant Awakening Meditation. (Saturday, June 11, 6pm Los Angeles time :-)

With Love,

Uthaithani

More Expansion (And Expenses!)

Just as I was beginning to think I was done with the “spending money” thing, I felt called to buy spray bottles, essential oils, and a bunch of crystals.  Which, actually, weren’t that expensive and probably saved me money in the long-run (the eBay route was actually more expensive – I got a LOT of stuff, and a great supply chain for affordable crystals).

The spray came from an idea of creating a crystal spray, which I jumped on.  I’ve been wanting to reconnect with my love for aromatherapy and find new ways to expand my energy work, this is right up my alley.  Once I collect the materials and have a chance to put together the potions, I’ll do a write-up.

I got an unbelievable amount of stuff, very impressive. 

And it gives me an idea for creating more offerings for clients.  I’d been playing with the idea of either selling crystals I’ve attuned and/or giving them to clients as part of my coaching practice, as well as offering some hands-on crystal healing and energetic cleansing for in-person clients.  This would be the perfect transition into that area.

Good grief, then I just bought a Reiki study course!  I totally feel this is right on, want to do this, right time, but enough!

Other encounters as well – people and things.  I integrated Reiki 1 in less than an hour and already integrated higher-level alchemy into the practice.  It’ll be easy to integrate this into my teachings, like a hand in a glove. 

So in just a few short hours my offering and energy practice just expanded threefold. So that’s the payoff for having to put up with the “spinning” feeling.

Ridiculously Attuned Singing Bowl Meditation

This is the singing bowl Etienne attuned with a lightning bolt.  You can tune in to the powerful energy just from meditating to this picture.  I've now included my first singing bowl meditation, which is a powerful energetic resource.

Here is the singing bowl sound and energy meditation for listening:



I recommend listening on a low volume while focusing on the picture.  The sound from the bowl is enhanced with my own energy and the focused energy of a Lumerian selenite wand, you don't need to have it on high volume to get the effect and the singing bowl at higher volume might be too much.

I'd recommend looping the sound and meditating to the energy for ten minutes to massively enhance your daily meditation.  I'll be introducing singing bowl with different attuned crystals inside to create uniquely powerful energetic experiences.

With Love,

Uthaithani

Ritual Complete (and ongoing)

I completed the distant energetic ritual. 14 people began the ritual (6 unconsciously joined) - need to boost my marketing a LOT.  

Removed hundreds of implants, almost 100 entities, closed over 300 portals, removed 72 spiritual entanglements, killed 3 demons (those three people will be feeling MUCH better) and healed the Evil Eye.  Not a bad cleansing. 

Powerful attunement and activation. I felt a few more people join at that point, so I put the ritual on "loop" so new attendees receive the same benefit. I gave everyone a special energetic "gift."

Obviously I need to do a lot better at getting the word out but a few people's lives got considerably better this evening. 

I hope yours is one of them. 

With love,

Uthaithani 

REMINDER: Distant Energetic Clearing and Attunement TONIGHT!

6pm Los Angeles time the ritual begins. Simply decide to accept the clearing and attunement and you'll be a pert of this. 

Free Energetic Clearing and Attunement: Saturday, May 28 6PM Pacific (US) Time

This Saturday, May 28, 2016 (tomorrow) at 6pm Los Angeles, CA time, I will be conducting a free distant energetic clearing and attunement for anyone who wishes to participate. 

To join, simply affirm in your mind that you would like to receive and energetic clearing and attunement from me and it will be done.  This is my gift to my readers.  Please feel free to share this invitation with your network.

Benefits of this energetic clearing include removal of energetic blocks, openness to receiving insight, improved clairvoyance, removal of stress and more ability to achieve the things you want with less effort.

Sound good?  Simply agree in your mind and you will become part of this energetic cleaning.

There’s nothing you need to do at the time.  You may meditate, rest, or go about your day.  Sitting in quiet meditation will provide you the most benefit. 

And please let me know the effect of this ritual in your life.

With Love,

Uthaithani