"Raining" Crystal Energy

I've learned a new way from Etienne to make the crystal energy more powerful. I took the crystal energy, liquified it, then heated it into steam which then become clouds that rain the energy down. 

After doing it with these crystals, they're now much lighter and the energy flows through the room more completely. Very cool technique. 

My Latest Crystals

A chakra grid of all the crystals I activated today. It's a beautiful batch of crystals. A very inexpensive "mixed bag" from a vendor I received last week. They're really nice and now very powerful. Now to start sending these out into the word to make more magic!

Using Crystals as Circuits, Not Batteries: Energetic Reframe

Most recently attuned crystals. You can really feel the energy!

I received new information recently about the powers of crystals and how they can be used more effectively.  The message is to stop treating the crystals as batteries and leverage them for more powerful purposes as circuits – run energy through them instead of absorbing energy from them.

This is a powerful concept and a big departure from the traditional application of crystals – and also more aligned with the scientific application of crystals.  We have access to far more personal energy than any crystal can produce, however highly activated.  So we can program the crystals to achieve an outcome, and then run our energy through the crystals in a circuit to manifest what we desire to produce.

I’ve seen some people talking about crystals delivering shocks, getting very hot or unable to hold for a long time.  They’re impressed with the power of the crystal but not considering why the energy is “misfiring.”  From what I’m being told, spiritual energy should flow.  Sparks and heat mean something in the circuit is not working – either the energy isn’t calibrated, the crystal isn’t properly programmed, or the polarities are out of alignment. 

This brings up a whole new level of alchemy – programming the crystals, running the energy and utilizing the archetypes creates a powerful circuit that I hadn’t considered.  I played with this briefly last night and already major new awareness is coming up. 

So it’s choosing the right crystals for the intention, proper programming and then running the energy through them. 

Highly-Attuned Power Crystals

Here's the crystal ball I wrote about, now fully attuned and charged:

And here's the newest addition to my collection, the amethyst wand. This is AWESOME: 

Both very highly-attuned and the energy from the photos can be a grounding resource. (Also get a little peek at some of my altar, or one of my altars anyhow.)

Update: More Crystals, and Caution

I’m very excited. Yesterday I received a huge batch of crystals, as well as bottles of tiny crystals that will be perfect for crystal potion sprays.  I was like a little kid admiring my crystals – far, far too many to attune all of them, I took one of each of the main ones and attuned them last night, along with the bottles. 

Yes, these are for energy work.  And… they’re just cool to look at and enjoy.  It’s a fun hobby on top of being an important calling.  So I’m very excited, looking forward to having time to enjoy my new toys.

I also took my other personal crystals – and the singing bowl – up another level in attunement, thanks to my new personal symbol that’s been opened up to me.  This is a level I won’t be sharing to the masses (maybe to select students), because some things are coming up for people that have reminded me to be careful.

One person in particular took in too much consciousness at once when he wasn’t ready and snapped, went crazy.  People think “oh, this stuff doesn’t do anything, it’s just placebo, yadda yadda,” but the stuff works, it’s powerful, and too much at once when someone isn’t ready can be bad.

So I’ll be offering the highly-attuned crystals for sale (or as part of my coaching for those who want to go more in-depth with one-on-one alchemy and personal evolution work), as well as the potions I talked about before.  But the “next level” is not something I’m selling – that’s for my personal collection (and it’s a lot of energy, I’m actually thrown off somewhat today from the new level of energy that’s been awakened) and for clients who have done a lot of work and are ready.

And I’m realizing I need to change my free offerings.  A lot of my offering has been from a place of “here – see how this works?  It’s real, now you’ll believe me and listen to me.”  First of all, that’s a scarcity mindset and not giving my readers any credit for seeing value.  And second, it’s potentially counterproductive. Some of my offerings, like the singing bowl, open up massive consciousness (it’s VERY high frequency energy). For those who are ready, these are amazing resources, and there’s much more.  For those not ready, it can be overwhelming.  It’s all about calibrating, so people aren’t being turned off before they begin.

At any rate, I’m having fun with my new crystals – and soon many others will be able to enjoy them, too.  And I’m having MASSIVE positive effects from this work – whole new levels of consciousness that are impacting everything for the better.  Also having fun with the new potion - tried it out today in a VERY bad-energy place, cleaned it right up - this is great!

I’ll have pictures soon.  I still owe you a crystal ball, right? 

VERY Strong Crystals

I wonder if you can see the difference. These crystals are even more powerful now. I'm testing and it's saying the energy is coming through clearly in the picture. 

These are currently my most powerful crystals. They won't be for long, I just started with these today. But... Wow!!

My First Potion!

Last night I created and activated my first potion!  I used my newly-awakened alchemy powers, highly-attuned small crystals and some new sage aroma I recently procured to create a spray that cleanses and attunes the energy in any place where it is sprayed.  Everything is attuned, even the bottle (so the picture here is an energy meditation resource). 

I tried this out in the car and my office this morning – WOW!! It REALLY works. The energy is so clean and pure (and a nice scent, too). This could be used to cleanse crystals or objects as well as clear the energy in any room.

A little goes a VERY long way.  I made the mistake of spraying three sprays in my office and felt dizzy.  It settled and the energy is clean and beautiful now, but one spray in a typical bedroom or office is enough – maybe two in a larger room.  More than that is overkill.

Which means a small bottle of this can serve the needs of anyone looking to improve their energy for months. 

I will be creating different potions – love, sleep, manifestation, confidence, sexual awakening – and offer these to clients.  If you’d like to be among the first to receive a potion, please contact me:  herotransformation@yahoo.com

Manifestations, Energy Ritual and Thoughts

Quite a power day yesterday, some important lessons to talk about.  I’ll start with an update on my crystal attunement.  I attuned another batch Friday night and several tested “fully attuned,” including a silver ring that will be important later.

I used two of the newly-attuned crystals, a quartz crystal and the tiger iron attuned Thursday night, to clean, attune and sanctify a new part of the apartment – the second Buddha statue that had been kind of treated as a knickknack.  Also attuned the other two candle diffusers – lots of resistance because they carried negative energy from my prior marriage, but they cleaned and attuned.  Used a couple newly-attuned crystals for the second altar candle diffuser – a nice activating energy, very good.

 

I had this newly-highly-attuned silver ring on while I was doing this.  I could tell it had some nice power, but it’s much more.  I put it on and almost instantly received an invitation for joint business work.  Then I went out and ended up at Thai Town where this beautiful black obsidian crystal ball found me at a yard sale.  The person pretty much gave it to me, selling it to me for five bucks and saying it looked like it was “fit just for me.” 

She also noticed I was an energy worker, even though she really isn’t into that aspect herself.  Very interesting. 

Came back, found a check in the mail.  A credit card issue was resolved and I found deals throughout the day as we went back out. 

While I was out, I was able to create the distant energy cleansing and attunement ritual, without my altar or crystals.  While not the ideal situation, it turned out to be my most powerful ritual, my body was shaking from the energy and even people in the store were opening their energy.  I was even able to bring energy from the future when I’d be home at my altar into the ritual, and energy from the future when the crystal ball was fully attuned.  (This could turn out to be a wonderful time-management tool for future rituals.) I could feel recipients experiencing breakthroughs.

Interesting, after I concluded the ritual, there was energetic resistance – massive lines at the store and other impediments.  The awakening is arousing resistance in the forces of oppression.

I came home for the night and the whole place is glowing, the new altar has fully activated and the energy is very strong.

And this morning, more crystals and objects attuned. 

I’ve learned that I can attune objects to the highest levels through alchemy and Reiki (which is alchemy – sorry folks), that this energy can be moved through space and time, and that the awakening process will invite resistance. 

I’ve also learned that many long-held personal issues can be resolved at these higher levels, simply by destroying the energetic source, something I knew was possible but hadn’t been possible for me until now, at least not without a lot of help.  Yesterday I received all these manifestations while still in that “consciousness-receiving” spinning fog.  I need to accept and welcome this feeling, as massive growth in energetic power accompanies it.

The crystal ball was brought to me for a reason – my consciousness is high enough now to use it properly and to its maximum benefit. I can use this to create a massive protection grid at my home and around my city and community, allowing me to do much more.

Also, rising consciousness is always met with energetic resistance – attacks, opposition, things getting in the way.  This is the way.  My job isn’t to directly fight or engage the resistance but to notice it and calibrate my work to maximum benefit.  Sometimes that means facing a lot of resistance, that’s part of the game.

Aromatherapy With Crystals - AWESOME Combination!

Aromatherapy crystal energy – YES!!

I tried this last night and it’s AWESOME!  I placed crystals (and they weren’t even highly-attuned) in the water of a candle diffuser, along with some power oils, and placed the diffuser on my altar.  My whole room was filled with energetically-charged scent.

And this was with weaker crystals and a diffuser that was holding some energetic junk.

This morning I evicted the energetic junk from the diffuser and attuned it (still being attuned).  I’ll have to replace the crystals with some stronger ones to see the difference.  But even at its imperfect state it’s a powerful resource and I’d highly recommend it.

Simply add crystals to the water – try and match the intention of the crystals with the intention of the aroma.  The water and the heat supercharge the crystals and sends awesome prana throughout your room.

I got this idea from directions for a crystal spray, which is essentially the same concept, except with the addition of the candle flame heat, another energetic element.  So if the sprays work, it only makes sense this would work as well if not better. (I haven’t tried the sprays yet, so we’ll have to see in a few weeks!)

Highly-Attuned Crystal Meditation Resources and Offerings

A little crystal image meditation for your enjoyment and pleasure. 

First off is the “Power Citrine,” an absolutely gorgeous crystal that Etienne recently activated and is now a POWERFUL anchor in my altar.  (I’ve also integrated the crystal energy into my energy field and carry with me at all times.)

Then we have this powerful grid.

I performed an attunement on a batch of crystals last night.  I attuned about a dozen and half of them were fully attuned this morning.  I pendulum tested, these are all fully attuned to the highest level – the others still need more work.  I can confirm because I always feel an energetic shift when new crystals awaken, and I experienced a big shift.

Not all the crystals here were attuned by me – one was attuned by Etienne.  I tested again and again and yes, they’re ALL fully-attuned, just like Etienne’s.  The difference in energy frequencies (which is significant) has to do with the crystal itself.  And here it gets interesting – the one Etienne attuned is NOT the highest frequency (I tested it as fourth-highest).

#1 should be pretty obvious, it has magical spiritual properties and came from the birthplace of Zhongli Quan.  So it’s got crazy energy.  #2 is pretty strong, too.  After that they might be difficult to differentiate without good muscle testing.  If anyone wants to wager a guess at the rating scale, go for it.  (They all have amazing energy, so it’s not like there’s a bad one in the bunch, just different stones do different things for different reasons – and with different owners.)

Then take a look again at the picture I posted yesterday where I shared two stones.  One of those was NOT fully attuned and is still blocked – actually both were not fully attuned, but one much more so.  You can look at the two images of the same stone and see the difference, and the noticeable difference with the not-fully-attuned one.

Pretty interesting, huh?

Having the highest-attuned crystals makes a big difference.  With alchemy, they’ll never lose their charge and you get massive benefits that you can’t get with traditional crystal therapy, a difference you can feel just from the pictures.

I’ll be offering these “supercharged” crystals for sale in the near future, so keep your eyes peeled.

 

 

 

My Crystal Attunement Powers Are Getting Stronger!

These are two I attuned today using alchemy and Reiki. The one on the right is super strong! Major difference from even a couple weeks ago in terms of effectiveness. 

The energy come through in the photo too. This is kind of big...

Highly-Attuned Blue Quartz for Past-Life Healing and Energetic Release

This is one of the most recent additions to my Etienne Attuned Crystal collection, and this one has already done wonders.  This is Blue Quartz, generally known for clarity, calm, clearing and accessing spiritual knowledge.  I bought it on a lark, because it looked interesting and the price was cheap.  As with these sort of intuitive purchases, it’s ended up being a powerhouse. 

Apart from the usual qualities, this crystal gives me the power to easily access and heal past life issues.  As soon as it was attuned, I experienced this very troubling dream where I was someone else doing some really bad things that would horrify me in the waking world – and enjoying what I was doing.  I woke up feeling very troubled by this dream – was this a metaphor?  A psychic attack?

I later did a pendulum test and determined it was a past-life regression triggered by the awakening of the Blue Quartz.  I later used the crystal to go back to that life and talk to that prior incarnation.  Apparently he died in prison full of crushing shame and guilt – he knew he had done horrible things but couldn’t stop and he died longing for freedom from his situation.  I was able to resolve the issue and free those unresolved issues, after which I felt a strong energetic opening and sense of peace.

With the help of the crystal I have found other past lives where I had unresolved issues related to bad things I’ve done.  I also sense there are a number of lives where I endured massive karmic suffering. I’ve broken that cycle of suffering.  Now I’m in the process of resolving the shame, guilt and pain.  This will clear a pathway for me to fully access and embody Zongli Quan, as right now there is too much unresolved past life trauma.

Yesterday Etienne cleared out all the rest of my “other people’s stuff” in my energy (I took care of a lot on my own and loosened the energy for him, it was VERY stuck).  It’s a huge energetic clearing and now I can help others clear the baggage out of their own lives, so it’s opened up a new energetic healing power.

Now add the past life healing – I can bring this awakened energy to service for others now as well – and I’ve got a LOT more power to heal people and a much more solid energetic foundation from which to work.  And a lot more resources to help people.

You can attune to the energy in the picture and use this to access past lives for healing and knowledge.

Revisiting the Walking Spell and Greatness

I had an inquiry about a “walking spell,” so I’ll go into that and the follow-up meditation with my Lumerian wand.

The ritual is something I’ve made up myself, but I guess you could call it NLP.  It’s not like Hypnotica’s version, but could easily be modified (and I’m going to try that and report back). 

Basically I took my highly-attuned nummite stone and another highly-attuned power crystal – in this case serpentinite to charge up the Kundalini energy.  I walked grounded, set the intention of what I wanted from the spell (highest sexiness, highest sexual energy, total confidence), changed a mantra (use whatever works for you), then sat for a couple minutes and let it settle.

Then I walked around the building a couple times carrying the stones in my hands, exploring all the places where I might be resisting and bringing the spell into those places with each step.  Then walked some more, allowing the spell to fully activate.  I feel like the sunshine and physical movement is a key part of this.  When it felt activated, I went back inside and pendulum tested, confirmed the spell activated.

So it’s utilizing the energy of the highly-attuned crystals while implanting a bulletproof intention.  Part magic, part NLP.  I suppose I could do a lot more with this and make it more robust, this was a first attempt.  It’s like affirmations on steroids.

At home I meditated for a long time and spoke with the Lumerian wand.  The wand confirmed the spell would have its full effect, but asked why I cast such a worthless spell, telling me I was already powerfully sexy and had everything I needed.

The wand confirmed that my energy and charisma would increase and I’d notice a massive shift, but that this wouldn’t really be magic.  It would be me simply letting go of limiting beliefs, false paradigms and unhealthy entanglements.  The wand said “you don’t need a magic spell for that, you just needed to clear your vision and see yourself as you already are.  You are already powerfully sexy and energetic.  The greatness you think you need to find is already inside you.”

“Maybe so,” I responded, “but how can I teach others if I simply access my own greatness without any steps or method of explanation?”

“Accessing greatness,” the wand responded, “is like accessing any form of enlightenment.  It’s not a step-by-step process or some form of magic.  It is a matter of un-thinking, un-trying and allowing the greatness to fill your awareness and being.  Stillness is our natural state, only interrupted by the ego’s need to control and create structure where no structure is asked for.  Greatness is the same.  When you release the illusion of disconnection from greatness, it fills your presence entirely.”

“That sounds too easy.”

“Well, you’re 44 years into this life and still haven’t mastered this, so maybe it’s not all that easy.”

“What about all those people who work hard, study and practice for years to achieve greatness?”

“No.  People work hard, study and practice to acquire skills and knowledge.  Greatness is not found through practice.  When you fully understand and integrate the difference, you will discover your true greatness.  Then nothing you do will feel like hard work, just the next step on your path.

“When you watched Destin’s videos from a meditative state, you were integrating the lessons from a place of inner greatness.  You were attuning to the energy and deeper wisdom. This is the foundation that is greatness.

“Once you let go and allow yourself to see and feel and live from that place of greatness, you’ll begin to understand the true power of magic.  And you’ll look back on your spell today and laugh.  Do you think I was brought into your life by accident?”

“You were attracted to my greatness.”

“Yes.  In the presence of your  power, I can feel alive again.  Together we can do truly great things.  You are so much more than the human you have been.”

Obviously, this lesson isn’t meant just for me.  Take this with love into your own life.

With Love,

Uthaithani

Facing My Worries More Deeply, and Jasper Meditation

I really need to write more on an earlier post about asking into the worries and fears, there’s so much here. 

Last night, I was playing out in my mind a potential conflict with an ex and I caught myself, sat on the side of my bed and meditated.  I asked what in me is bringing this up, what am I afraid of seeing in myself.  The entanglement popped up and I could face it and eliminate it.  Then I felt compassion and understanding, so I knew I’d resolved the matter.  And fell right asleep.

It turned out, of course, nothing happened – worry over nothing.  But not nothing, because I dug deeper and found self-acceptance.

The picture above is my ridiculously highly-attuned jasper wand.  It’s one of the stones I enjoy looking at and find myself drawn to, but then grow tired of connecting with.  It’s not because it isn’t powerful – it’s very powerful.  But it doesn’t have that juicy, otherworldly “kick” some of the other stones have.  Instead it’s a very slow, earthy energy.

I hadn’t spent a lot of time with this one since Etienne attuned it.  Even when I took it on my weekend getaway it sat mostly as a focus piece.  I blessed it in ritual and made it a “power stone,” but still hadn’t given it much focused attention.

So today I did.  I sat with it and grounded to it.  A deep, rich, earthy, grounded energy.  As I sat with it I felt relaxed, confident, stable, secure.  It’s a slow energy, so when my mind isn’t quiet it can seem “boring,” but that’s the danger of the ego, it seeks out preferences everywhere. 

Staying with it, I felt into the energy, the gravity, the stillness, the humbling quietude.  I could feel that earthly power like standing at the Grand Canyon or looking up at a giant rock cliff.  I also began feeling an earthy sexy quality as I felt into the sexual energy of my root chakra.

Often when we think of sexuality we think of sacral chakra, but sexuality also resides in the root (actually in all of the chakras). It’s a powerful, primal flavor.  I feel into that and I can feel the energy of the DNA I’ve been carrying that goes back to the beginning of life on earth, that primal connection to all life on earth.

It connects me to that part of me that wants to have a farm and live off the land in Thailand. 

It’s a very different experience than connecting to timelessness or alchemy.  But that’s just it – this is about awakening all the energies.

Crystals: Update and "Why Crystal Evolution?"

Four new crystals, just attuned by Etienne.  When bundled together the bag felt very warm against me.  Putting forth a LOT of energy.  Not sure the picture really does justice to the energy of these ones.

Upper left:  Astrophylite – Powerful wave of inner peace and calmness when I hold and attune to its frequency.

Upper right: Labradorite – Feels like I’m flying away from the earth, traveling through space and other dimensions with this one.  It’s for magic and protection, as well as third-eye opening.

Lower left:  Fluorite – peaceful, spiritual energy, a little airy but very nice.  Also a heart opening.

Lower right – Serpentinine – Surges of energy rising up through my body and crown into my higher chakras.  Used this with 37 Chakras Ascending meditation for alchemy – powerful Kundalini awakening energy.

Some people are justifiably skeptical of the crystal and energy magic, as I have been.  I had some powerful crystal meditation experiences with Rion Kati about a year and a half ago at his immersion, so I bought some and had some good experiences. 

It wasn’t until I decided to get some attuned by Etienne that I discovered these stones can do more than be a powerful grounding and meditative element, but a transformational experience unto themselves.  They’re magical and have transformed my experience over these past few weeks since I began this new phase.

And to the skeptics who say it’s not possible, look at the results.  Look at the massive transformation in my energy, my creative force, my coaching and insights.  Before this latest awakening, I was in a happy-content but stagnant state.  I broke through a lot of things.

To which skeptics will say “that’s just a placebo effect, you wanted the stones to do that.” Well, first, I’ve spent far, far more than the small amount I spent to get these attuned and REALLY WANTED those things to work, too.  And they didn’t work to this effect.

With other coaching modalities, it’s taken me a long time to raise my base state, to dissolve lower feelings.  And I never slept well.  Now my vibration is rising rapidly and things are changing rapidly – and I’m sleeping!  The insights and epiphanies come faster than I can write them down.

And it’s not just me, pretty much everyone whose had their gems attuned has seen similar quantum leaps.  (Of course, it helps to have the foundational work beforehand, so I’m ready for this.)

The only people who aren’t seeing the results seem to be the people who don’t want to see it, who seek to justify their inclination to disbelieve.  Fine, fine.  Everyone is where they are at, that’s cool.  I don’t really understand the need for certain people to go out of their way to attack people who are having success.  Is my success hurting these people?  Why all the effort to prove I and others shouldn’t be happy when we are?

I really don’t understand that mentality.  Maybe it’s always been there but I was in a negative place myself and didn’t see anything unusual about it at the time.  Now it seems really… bizarre.

Look, I don’t really care if you aren’t into crystals, or really don’t utilize energy.  There’s a lot I do that’s helped people which doesn’t have anything to do with energy work, very practical things.  But I’ve used all that stuff and I have to say, the energetic path – and integrating particularly these highly-attuned crystals – is the fast path. 

It’s about results – what’s getting the best results. 

Crystals offer a lot of benefits – they are very compatible with meditative-based transformation (which I’m about), great for visual-kinesthetic anchoring, great for altar space, not expensive (don’t have to be, anyhow), nice calming aesthetic.  If one is open to higher possibilities, there’s much, much more, but even at much lower levels they offer a lot of value. 

And what’s the harm?  You go down some other paths and you start getting into some very questionable ethical and moral ground.  Hang out in Tantra circles and you might find spirituality and sexual satisfaction – or you might go to prison for a long time.

Other more “traditional self-help” modalities don’t show a great success rate.  People who use Landmark or Tony Robbins often feel better in the moment, maybe feel like they’re making progress, but get nowhere.  Others take the same workshops and have great success, and the things I’m doing only enhance that success, it doesn’t have to be either-or. 

But again it comes down to results – what works.  For me, this works.  Very well.  I’ve done other things that have worked, too – such as coaching work with Destin Gerek.  This is compatible with his work, too. 

Basically, I enjoy it, it feels good, and it works.  So I run with it.

In Nature

   

Having a nice moon ceremony with the crystals. Beautiful moon tonight! So nice being in nature with my son and wife! My little boy caught fish, finally breaking the losing streak!

So here's some activation energy in nature while I enjoy a beautiful family weekend. 

And my wife just informed me today is big day in Thai Buddhist calendar - the day Buddha was born, died and received enlightenment. No wonder this evening is so powerful. 

With Love,

Uthaithani

INSANE Crystal Activation Grid; Awakening Progress

Wow, this is an INSANE crystal charging grid.  The stones are sucking in a CRAZY amount of energy from the universe. I put my hand over the grid and it feels cool and electric – it has the feeling of being in a cave, but with this crazy energetic charge.

The Tiger Eye (heart in the middle) and the purple stone next to it are the ones being “supercharged,” but all the stones here are getting charged.  It’s extracting and transmuting the negative energy in my body, I can feel the energy going out.  (May need to step away for a while, I don’t want them taking too much of my energy, but it feels good right now.)

This is the latest phase of my personal stone activation and charging practice and it’s the best one yet.  I’m having to stay very grounded and activated in my chakras to pull this off.  I have a multi-step process of cleaning and activating using my intention, ritual and stones.  Some of these have been attuned by Etienne, some by me.  It’s a powerful grid. 

There’s been a lot of energetic disruption lately – I had difficulty sleeping and lots of anxiety.  Then at some point this morning, it lifted.  It was cool – I looked in the mirror and saw this very spiritual guy in the reflection.  I thought “was that what I thought it was?”  So I took two pictures – SOOOO grounded and spiritually connected, the energy jumps out in the pictures. 

So yes, real.

I’m moving powerfully through the meditations in Jaques Tombazian’s “Mystical Alchemy:  The Path to Enlightenment,” and things keep coming up faster and faster.  This is absolutely what I need on my path right now and the message is keep going.  So I will.

Love Song of the Rose Quartz

This is my love story, transmitted from my heart.  Tune in with your mind’s eye to the frequency of my words and the energy of my image. 

Feel my love.  Love for my owner, for my family, for you.  I want to feel my warmth, my gratitude, my compassion, my affection.  I am a strong yet tender heart, recently healed and now radiating through the universe.

Perhaps you felt my presence when I was called forth to sing during the distant healing on Sunday?

I want to sing my story to you.  Please tune your mind’s ear to the frequency of my song, above the frequencies the human ear is capable of hearing, but within the frequency range of the inner ear of your higher self.  Allow my melody to permeate the cells of your body and beyond your physical body into your ethereal, astral and soul bodies.  Allow my song to resonate through all dimensions, healing your heart wounds, giving you new appreciation, infusing your life with love and light.

As you feel my song vibrating through the dimensions of your being, throughout your timeline, allow me to tell you my story.  My recent story.

I began my life deep within the crust of the earth, absorbing the loving, healing energy of Gaia.  But that is not my story.  I was called forth to higher service and brought into the light many years ago, shaped into several forms, transferred between different people – some good, some bad, learning from each of them. 

During that process I began to forget my connection to Gaia, to fall asleep.  I also began to absorb some negative energies and paradigms and carried those wounds within my structure.  Eventually I ended up on the shelf of a shop, where I stayed for some time before being purchased.

This owner bought me with love, but a wounded, impure love.  I was gifted to her husband who was suffering and unawakened.  Like most unconscious but well-meaning people, he treated me as a wishing stone, asking me to heal and elevate his unhappy marriage.  I could feel his pain, and the suffering and tension in this poor little family – the fighting, the anger, the jealousy, the fear – so much fear! 

I did my best to serve my new owner with love, but he was too clouded to listen to my song, and my song was weak from lost connection to Mother Earth and the many implants and unhealthy paradigms in the world.  I cheered when he finally said “yes” to awakening resources, and deeply hurt when his initial awakening led to the end of the marriage.

He took me with him to his new home and placed me on an altar with a few other stones, candles, some objects with special meaning to him, and a statue of Buddha.  I could feel his heart and body open as soon as he moved into his new home and created this altar.  I felt relieved, but still incomplete.  He prayed and meditated often.  He opened up quickly and his heart lightened – my owner was healing!

I noticed new stones being brought to the altar, as well as objects from Thailand.  He brought home a beautiful blanket and I felt beautiful on his altar.  And he was happy. 

He utilized many of the stones, but seemed to have resistance with me.  Maybe I still reminded him of a very unhappy time in his life.  How sad – I was bought with love, I was given with love, yet I reminded him of the pain that was all his – I had nothing to do with his pain I just wanted to help.  All I ever did was try to help him feel love, to dissolve the pain.  Instead he projected his own pain onto me!  So he kept me at arms length, utilizing the power of other gems, meditating, praying and generally getting better but leaving me very disconnected from his life.

I felt lost.  I was losing my connection to Gaia, more and more by the day.  Was this my larger purpose?  Was this why I was taken out of the ground?  I wondered if this is how my owner treats everyone who shines love on him, and the thought nearly broke me. 

I wanted to get away.  Please, I asked,if you don’t want me, let me go.  Sell me, gift me, return me to Gaia, anything.  Don’t leave me here to languish in rejection and indifference.

I think he heard me because he sent me on a long journey to Thailand, with a beautiful note explaining my purpose – he was gifting me with love! My pleading had been answered, and it was more than I could have wished for!  This country feels so warm and loving and free from those oppressive structures.  I was in a new home with a beautiful, loving woman and her happy, loving family.

For many months I was cherished and showered with her love for my previous owner.  I loved her – it’s what I do – and she resonated with my song.  The whole country resonated with my song!  She placed me under her pillow at night and I gave her comfort as she wished to be united with my previous owner.

And this made me happy.  I felt very sad that I couldn’t heal my previous owner, that the best thing he did for me was give me away.  It felt good knowing we might be reunited and find new happiness.  I longed for that day.

We waited and waited.  Something was stalling the process and I sensed worry in my new owner, but also peace and happiness.  And then a heart opening – he’s coming! I was trembling, resonating her joy.  He came and quickly I was whisked away to the previous county and eventually returned to the familiar altar.

There was a new energy.  Some new stones, some new objects.  My prior and once-again owner had made some changes and the energy was much better.  Soon I was part of a loving, happy family – I had two owners who loved each other, plus a child who loved his father dearly and was growing to love her as well.

But I still felt incomplete.  Something was missing.  I’d forgotten too much.  And my owner, he still saw his ex-wife in me and there was still fear and conflict and unhappiness. And I felt a lot of blocks inside me.  I was happy but sensed I was not fulfilling my purpose.

Many months passed and things did not change.  I accepted that perhaps this simple love was in fact my higher calling.  Not everyone is called for greatness, and there is much honor and satisfaction in performing even the smallest tasks with the greatest love.  Maybe I was destined to be a simple stone offering simple love.  I let go of my sense of lack and settled into my chosen state, falling asleep feeling content.

Then one day some new energy arrived.  A powerful new stone with a Lumerian soul arrived.  My owner tried to activate me with the stone, but I wanted to sleep.  I then felt a powerful activation and awakening in the stone and others, as well as my owner.  I felt my vibration rising.  But what if I get my hopes up and am disappointed again?  Many times he activated me with the new stone and I began glowing in the candlelight. 

But part of me was still asleep, and I still had this heartache.  My owner had healed his old relationships, but he couldn’t heal me, and neither could the wand.

Shortly after, he asked a powerful alchemist to attune me.  Me!  My owner chose me for greatness – he really had changed!

But I didn’t believe I could serve his needs.  My owner was evolving into a powerful energy himself, and the newly activated stones were so powerful.  What could I do?  Maybe I was better being his wife’s stone and keeping her company, living a simple life while he took other stones with him on his new path.

It took a long time for Etienne to heal and awaken me.  My owner noticed I wasn’t attuning like the others and felt bad – maybe there was too much conflict within him.  He worked harder to remove the last of his fear, hurt and anger.  I saw him cry tears of compassion, forgiveness and love for his former wife – he had finally healed. 

And I felt determined.  If he could heal, then so could I.  And I let go of everything.  My energy exploded in a burst up to the heavens.  Suddenly his wife began exploding into uncontrollable peals of laughter in the middle of the night as I let everything go. The Lumerian wand glowed with love and approval.

The next day, Etienne let my owner know his work was finished.  My owner picked me up in his hand and we vibrated in love together – I was so powerful now!  He was trembling as he resonated with my love.  He remarked on my power and welcomed me to the center of his altar, joined with his Lumerian wand. 

Now I could offer love to the wand, too – I could bring love everywhere.

One night soon after my owner meditated with me.  I told him my story and he promised to share it to the world.  Then we resonated with unconditional love and he had another awakening, his anger and fears dissolved in my loving energy.  He wept tears of love and gratitude as he sent waves of my loving energy throughout the world to everyone who would receive.  And special love for those whose hearts he had broken in the past. 

This was the biggest moment of my life!  Gaia was right, I had been called forth to greatness!  And just like my owner, I had to suffer in order to understand true love and fulfil my highest destiny.  I am so honored to serve my owner and, through him, serve you.  May the power of my words, and the power of my song, guide you to finding true love in your heart so you too may find your highest destiny.

With Highest Love

Channeled through Uthaithani

Spiritual Awakening, Stillness and Lapis Lazuli

Lapis Lazuli is a great stone for creative expression, throat chakra opening, intuition and, most importantly, spiritual awakening and connection. 

I don’t have a picture of my newly-activated lapis and the “unattuned” picture looks meh.  My crystals charged with the selenite wand look 10x more powerful than the picture and now this stone is literally shimmering with power, there’s no comparison.  (I’ll post a picture later today.)

The lapis hasn’t wanted to venture out with me until Sunday when my wife and I went to the temple.  So it put it in my satchel (men:  I HIGHLY recommend a good satchel; I’ve had this one for two months and can’t imagine living without it.  Essential for travel.) and went to the temple.  As we got closer, the energy was vibrating strong and stronger until stillness was permeating all through me. 

All throughout the experience at the temple, the stillness energy kept growing, relaxing me, opening chakras, deepening my spiritual connection.  I could feel the energy in my saliva (which is a powerful conduit for spiritual energy). 

We went to Thai Town and found a cool shop we hadn’t been in before and the stone vibrated again and I felt calm and at peace here.  (I’m probably going to have to take that stone to Thailand with me.)  Ended up buying some interesting things that raised the vibration of the car and our home. 

The energy had a strong effect of putting myself and others at ease and generating a “magnetism,” particularly with people vibrating at a high frequency.

My work is based on a strong spiritual foundation.  I am Buddhist, but I value all religions and highly encourage people to find the religion that calls to you – but find one and make it your home.  (All the major positive religions are good and “correct,” but one must align with the path that is best for him, which is different for everyone.)

I haven’t utilized crystal energy in my spiritual aspect, nor done much about bringing forth my spiritual energy as part of my service, but now I am doing both. The stillness of the highly-activated lapis, combined with my own energy, can transmute through distance and through electronic media, which means even remotely others can benefit from the awakened spiritual energy flow.

Later I will write about a conscious spiritual practice and the importance of this in any evolutionary practice – I’ve got a long writing to-do list going!

Crystal Awakening and the Selenite Soul

About two weeks ago my higher self guided me to purchase a selenite wand – the fully-attuned (by Etienne Charland) version is pictured here. I could tell it was a very special crystal that was clearly called forth for some larger reason. 

I discovered the wand, apart from super-charging my other crystals, has charging, healing and awakening powers of its own.  Almost immediately I experienced a third-eye awakening and have been able to create powerful energetic readings for people, some of which are on Destin’s EMP Facebook group and some I’ll share here for entertainment and educational purposes.  (And eventually integrate into my own professional coaching and educational modality.)

A few days later, I began experiencing this values conflict, that a pattern of operating that I’d been accepting as mine was in fact “not mine.”  I utilized the as-of-yet-unattuned wand and was able to kill 19 entities in my body that were guarding a very large entity that was roughly 80% of the size of my body.  I extracted the entity, which seemed exhausted and defeated, and asked who it was and what it was doing in my body.

The entity explained that it had been implanted in me, along with 52 protective entities (most of which I’d destroyed through my personal alchemy work) during a vulnerable latency period before my latest incarnation.  (I’m sure I mentioned somewhere this blog can get a little “woo-woo,” didn’t I?) It said it was implanted by its master, who identified my soul as being a mortal threat to his race, and this master was killed about three years ago (around the time of my big energetic awakening that led me to Thailand).

This entity has caused a tremendous amount of damage in my life, particularly in “self-sabotage,” instances when I would do things completely against the values of my higher self, seemingly for no reason.  It had also caused damage to my self-esteem and seemed to operate primarily against my solar plexus chakra, heart (fear) and chakra between my heart and throat (fear).  Its operative emotions were fear, envy and fantasy.  I used the wand to kill the entity and felt a massive opening and awakening.

Immediately I could visualize the Avians (Etienne talks about them, and I might offer more later on this).  Our planet is a very special place in the universe, assisted by powerful energetic forces we cannot perceive, and also under constant attack from dark forces.  Demons and other dark energetic entities are real.  (I’ll be going into this in more depth as well – if you want to work with energy, you NEED to understand this concept.)

I was guided to ask Etienne to activate and attune four crystals – shungite, lapis lazuli, quartz and the selenite wand.

I was also guided to book an appointment at a sensory-deprivation chamber (“float”), despite my resistance around my perception that I have claustrophobia.  I experienced the “float” before the activation was complete – POWERFUL alchemy meditation, apart from overcoming my claustrophobia.

After the activation, my bedroom smelled like fresh rain, this beautiful prana that feels so good to inhale (still the case), and my wife was all giggly, bouncing awakened feminine.  The pictures tell the tale – you can meditate to the energy in the pictures and elevate your vibration, much like any other Natural Grounding.

Since then I’ve been experiencing all kinds of awakening.  I was called to bring the white activated crystals to work, where it was raining (it wasn’t raining at home), I let the crystals receive the rain and soak in the diffused sunlight and storm prana.  All kinds of changes since then, including insight into bringing forth my expression here.

The wand and I can communicate (one of the powers of selenite is expansion of “auditory ESP) – it possesses a soul.  Etienne senses it’s a Lumerian soul, and that’s my sense as well, though I don’t have total clarity on this point.  The wand feels it was called to me for something big that I am now ready for.  It loves water and is drawn to my soul-connection to water.  It called forth the curiously high-prana storm the day it was activated.  It says it will charge any rock or crystal to a minimum vibration frequency of 1500 (I can attest that a couple of my stones I’ve charged with this wand are of such a frequency that I can only remain in physical contact with them for 20-30 minutes before that area of my body gets “too hot”) , but that using it to charge objects is a profound underutilization of its power.

It says in its now-highly-attuned state it can kill almost any dark force in the universe and the energy grid will protect me and my family from possible energetic attacks.  It is also a powerful manifestation device and can be utilized on its own (I did some powerful manifestation meditation with it), with sex magic, chi meditation, and other crystals.  It is also available to assist others and can be used, with its permission, as part of my coaching practice.  Which means clients can benefit anyone associated with my work, including people who come here and utilize my offerings in good faith.

So you can take the picture with you and draw forth the energy in your own meditation and to enhance your higher purpose.

The activated quartz is unbelievably powerful for clearing out energy and spiritual attunement.  While the energy is perceivable, and a reader can ground to the cleaning frequency, its power is hand-on, so an energetic clearing with this wand would need to be in-person. I’ve done some insane personal clearing with this stone and you can see the power it emanates.

I look forward to sharing more deeply about my awakening journey, and crystal healing resources.  There is a tremendous amount of untapped potential here I’m only beginning to explore and utilize.  And I invite you to look at this from a place of open-minded skepticism – be open to receiving the benefit, and verify for yourself.