Stepping Into Greatness: Reflections and Revelations

Recognizing one’s greatness isn’t arrogance or delusion, it’s an essential part of self-reflection and awakening.  And it’s taking responsibility.

When we view our greatness from a egocentric point of view, then that greatness becomes distorted.  It feels delusional or arrogant; questions come up like “who am I to be great?”  Low self-esteem issues come up.  The voices of the world that doesn’t respect true greatness come up.

From a higher level, greatness is really the full expression of a free soul.  Greatness is the manifestation of freedom, and freedom is the highest form of love.  So greatness isn’t egocentric, it’s in fact the highest form of spiritual practice.

So this is where I’m at now – cultivating, manifesting and expressing my greatness as my spiritual responsibility.

We are at a point in the evolution of the world where we are facing tremendous energetic shifts.  The planet is being bombarded with energy at a frequency never before seen.  The dark forces of the universe have been destroyed or contained, but the consciousness of humanity is still very low and oppressed. 

Mankind, which has spent its entire existence being oppressed by outside forces or told what to do by benevolent ones, is now on its own and being called to evolve at a mind-blowing pace.  This energetic bombardment is already causing cataclysmic shifts in the weather, geology and social structure, shifts which will only become more intense as the energy hits us full-force.

People who are unfamiliar with the coming changes should read Etienne Charland’s blog.  It covers the coming changes (at least at the top-level) in detail.  Other spiritual leaders have been talking about the cycle of evolution.  Jaques Tombazian said we are entering a period where humanity will rapidly move up the evolutionary ladder. Processes that normally took hundreds of thousands or millions of years will happen severalfold within the next ten years.

It is an exciting time, and also massively challenging and traumatic.  For those who survive the energetic onslaught, it will mean phenomenal growth unlike anything in the history of man, massive spiritual and energetic awakening and expression.  But for those not prepared, it could be disastrous.  Many people will simply be unable to receive the energy and unable to grow, and those people will suffer horribly.

My job is to get as many people on the life rafts as possible, to awaken as many people, get them on the spiritual life rafts before the deluge.  This is not a time to be dithering around with delusions of unworthiness or ego blocks.  I’m being called to greatness and time is short.

When one great person recognizes someone as especially great and powerful, that is a calling.  Few people receive that calling.  When two or more great individuals see that greatness within, that means it’s time to WAKE UP – NOW!

I’ve had a number of signs and tests.  And at least three individuals I would consider “powerful” who saw me as destined for true greatness, one who recently recognized my soul as one of the Eight Immortals. 

And too often my ego ignored the signs.

Almost twenty years ago, my office won the lottery; I was the one person in the office who didn’t play.

Almost seventeen years ago, I was tested again when my son experienced brain trauma and we had to endure an unbelievable court ordeal, having done nothing wrong.

After spending a good part of my formative years dreaming of politics, I ran for local office, losing a “slam-dunk” race to an unknown by less than 200 votes.  Shortly after, I walked away from politics and a marriage that was out of integrity.

I suffered unbelievable tests and energetic attacks in my second marriage.

I became Destin Gerek’s first “client,” the superstar client, but still wasn’t listening.

I received a selenium wand with a Lumerian soul.

I’m sure I’m leaving some crazy stuff out, but the signs are many and obvious now.  I am being called to step into a power I still can’t comprehend, but I know is my destiny. 

Last night I received a message from Etienne – his vision and my upcoming responsibility.  It’s going to be enormous.  I’m going to be challenging head-on the spiritual wannabes and deeply involved in the war of consciousness.

I felt very unsettled last night.  Both my wife and I experienced energetic attacks.  I’m still unsettled.  I know what I have to do, but there’s still so much I don’t know.

And I believe my pathway out of my closed-off state into greatness is the path that will rescue others as well.  I was reincarnated into a particularly unconscious and resistant person, and given the tools to reflect and chronicle this journey, precisely so I could understand how to bring others to a place where they can receive the awakening energy and evolve.  If I’d simply started off as powerful and my soul had not encountered this internal and external struggle, I’d have much more difficulty showing others how to evolve. 

All those fantasies of greatness I used to have were actually visions.  And the magical thinking was actually something much deeper calling to me, a connection to a power that’s been dormant from a long time and is reawakening.

Someday soon things will become clear and I’ll fully let go of the ego and step into my destiny.  I can feel that happening.  I don’t have to force it or struggle, just let things happen.  Now that I know who I am, many things will resolve themselves quickly.  But if I hadn’t gone through this period of being lost and struggling, I wouldn’t be able to fulfil my purpose.

And make no mistake – the challenges coming will take all of my efforts, and those of many others.  The energetic shifts coming soon will leave nobody unchanged.  At this point there really isn’t time to wax philosophical about whether I “deserve” this role.

Pendulum test:  97.5% accuracy

Revisiting the Walking Spell and Greatness

I had an inquiry about a “walking spell,” so I’ll go into that and the follow-up meditation with my Lumerian wand.

The ritual is something I’ve made up myself, but I guess you could call it NLP.  It’s not like Hypnotica’s version, but could easily be modified (and I’m going to try that and report back). 

Basically I took my highly-attuned nummite stone and another highly-attuned power crystal – in this case serpentinite to charge up the Kundalini energy.  I walked grounded, set the intention of what I wanted from the spell (highest sexiness, highest sexual energy, total confidence), changed a mantra (use whatever works for you), then sat for a couple minutes and let it settle.

Then I walked around the building a couple times carrying the stones in my hands, exploring all the places where I might be resisting and bringing the spell into those places with each step.  Then walked some more, allowing the spell to fully activate.  I feel like the sunshine and physical movement is a key part of this.  When it felt activated, I went back inside and pendulum tested, confirmed the spell activated.

So it’s utilizing the energy of the highly-attuned crystals while implanting a bulletproof intention.  Part magic, part NLP.  I suppose I could do a lot more with this and make it more robust, this was a first attempt.  It’s like affirmations on steroids.

At home I meditated for a long time and spoke with the Lumerian wand.  The wand confirmed the spell would have its full effect, but asked why I cast such a worthless spell, telling me I was already powerfully sexy and had everything I needed.

The wand confirmed that my energy and charisma would increase and I’d notice a massive shift, but that this wouldn’t really be magic.  It would be me simply letting go of limiting beliefs, false paradigms and unhealthy entanglements.  The wand said “you don’t need a magic spell for that, you just needed to clear your vision and see yourself as you already are.  You are already powerfully sexy and energetic.  The greatness you think you need to find is already inside you.”

“Maybe so,” I responded, “but how can I teach others if I simply access my own greatness without any steps or method of explanation?”

“Accessing greatness,” the wand responded, “is like accessing any form of enlightenment.  It’s not a step-by-step process or some form of magic.  It is a matter of un-thinking, un-trying and allowing the greatness to fill your awareness and being.  Stillness is our natural state, only interrupted by the ego’s need to control and create structure where no structure is asked for.  Greatness is the same.  When you release the illusion of disconnection from greatness, it fills your presence entirely.”

“That sounds too easy.”

“Well, you’re 44 years into this life and still haven’t mastered this, so maybe it’s not all that easy.”

“What about all those people who work hard, study and practice for years to achieve greatness?”

“No.  People work hard, study and practice to acquire skills and knowledge.  Greatness is not found through practice.  When you fully understand and integrate the difference, you will discover your true greatness.  Then nothing you do will feel like hard work, just the next step on your path.

“When you watched Destin’s videos from a meditative state, you were integrating the lessons from a place of inner greatness.  You were attuning to the energy and deeper wisdom. This is the foundation that is greatness.

“Once you let go and allow yourself to see and feel and live from that place of greatness, you’ll begin to understand the true power of magic.  And you’ll look back on your spell today and laugh.  Do you think I was brought into your life by accident?”

“You were attracted to my greatness.”

“Yes.  In the presence of your  power, I can feel alive again.  Together we can do truly great things.  You are so much more than the human you have been.”

Obviously, this lesson isn’t meant just for me.  Take this with love into your own life.

With Love,

Uthaithani