Sydney Sweeney, Hulk Hogan, Ozzy Osbourne and the Identity Cult

 

It's generally a good idea to avoid the news cycles, but when things start piling up that have spiritual relevance it's better to address it than pretend you didn't see it.  I had been hearing about this "controversy" around a pretty woman in a jeans ad campaign.  I hesitated to even look into this because "a pretty woman in a clothing ad" is so mundane as to be unnecessary.  Additionally there are energetic issues around directly or indirectly promoting a corporate ad campaign, and who needs the entanglements.

But looking at the ad controversy and a good commentary laying out the situation, it's safe now to jump in, especially when looking in context to some other similar issues floating around.  All I have to say from an energetic perspective is there's nothing wrong with this ad campaign.  It's just another ad. The genius is that it tapped into the mental illness-identity cult trigger energy, which gave this ad campaign far more "juice" than it would normally deserve.  Ad people get paid a lot of money to hit home runs, so good for them.

That mental illness-identity cult energy needs to be addressed.  It is Luciferian/Satanic energy that has infected a large portion of the secular/spiritual denial population.  These are people in active spiritual denial who actively support mainstream media and believe fully in the Pharma cult.  These were the "maskers" and "lockdowners" during COVID.  They're the Hamas protesters and the anti-ICE protesters.  Their energy isn't just insufferable (it certainly is that), it's evil.  They promote death and human suffering at every possible turn, always in the name of "empathy," a word they've hijacked to mean the exact opposite of the spiritually-aligned true meaning.  

DEI and a lot of other garbage gets sucked into this cult and they just feed on the negativity, anger and suffering.  It has Marxist/Satanic foundations and there's nothing good or redeeming at all in anything related to this cult - even their message is just evil and corrosive.  These are terribly unhappy people whose life mission is to make everyone else more miserable than they are.  And they're failing, their structures have eroded and society is moving on from them, but not without a fight.

This brings me to Hulk Hogan and the weird reaction to his death.  I generally don't think much of people who show up out of the woodwork to give glowing obituaries to celebrities. It's all attention-grabbing energy and very shallow "like me and give me likes" behavior that we should look to rise above.  But it's also harmless, so who cares, right?

The weird part is how so many of these shallow people - just people who blow with the prevailing wind in their subculture - turned around and disavowed Hogan for transgressions that are pretty normal and personal and really not anyone's business. That and a few stupid people from Gawker who are still butt-hurt that he put that trash rag out of business for massively violating his privacy.  

Overall, Hogan's energy and legacy is positive.  Yes, he's imperfect.  I seem to recall warning against putting anyone on a pedestal, as you never know the whole story, but let me put that out there again.  We all are.  But his energy overall is a net positive.

And let's face it, the "backlash" has nothing to do with his personal issues and everything to do with that Satanic/Luciferian energy's opposition to professional wresting, gym culture and all things Trump.  None of the people disavowing Hogan are doing so out of spiritual truth, it's all massive corruption energy and groupthink.  Same people attacking the jeans ad.

Which finally brings us to Ozzy Osbourne.  Do I need to remind anyone that Ozzy was literally a Satanist?  You can justify your affection for Ozzy on the grounds "he was just joking" and "it's an act," but he never disavowed it and never turned his live around spiritually.  Like his music if you want, but his energy was total Satanic crap.  He caused the spiritual corruption and downfall of thousands with his "act."  Hogan and Sweeny sure can't say that.  

So yes I find the glowing obituaries by the "like me" people to be really inappropriate.  This is a person who did a lot of damage, whatever you think of his music.  So it's no surprise the Luciferian/Satanic cult is all-in on heaping praise on this guy. Getting a reality show and being nice to your kids doesn't change one's energetic foundation.  In fact, 97% of reality show participants are steeped in Luciferian/Satanic energies, it's practically a requirement.  And as the saying goes "you are what you eat" so avoid consuming reality shows.  Generally, limit television overall, unless you can selectively screen through streaming.  Even then put firm limits on your time as this is not a positive use of time.

So basically that's what the Satanic cult has been up to lately - attacking a harmless jeans ad and praising a Satan-worshipper.  The only good thing I can say about this cult is it's dying.  It's losing a ton of influence in the world, which is good for the younger people.  But is hasn't changed at all for the better. 

Analyzing Financial Energies, Torrance vs Pensacola

Beach This Morning - Perdido Key

Since I am transitioning from a life in Southern California, where I've grown up my whole life, to my home in Pensacola, FL, it's a good time to examine the energies and note some of the differences, particularly related to the flow of money.

It's not easy to notice the energies of an environment when one is immersed in it. That's why periods of transition are useful, they help us to see things from an objective perspective.

For example, Torrance and Southern California in general are objectively "well off" financially compared to most parts of the country, at least in terms of given standards - higher standard of living, larger economic output, more material wealth.

But these things don't tell us the energetic environment, they only tell us some of the story.  When you look underneath, you see this wealth is actually not set on a good energetic foundation at all.  Southern California has heavy karmic and soul contracts that serve as a form of energetic "debt" that carries a very high interest rate.  That's why it seems everyone (and myself included when I was plugged into this grid) is "running just to stay in place."

Southern California has a high leakage - people make a lot of money.  They also waste a lot of money, lose a lot of money and get burdened with extremely high "sunk costs" that make it impossible for even the wealthiest to simply relax and enjoy their blessings.  The image of the relaxed Southern Californian at the beach just enjoying the sunshine and good life is just that, an image.  I go to all these beaches on a regular basis and have for years.  You'll see kids relaxing and enjoying life, but the adults are either never there or completely distracted and overwhelmed.

There is no sense of peace and satiety in Southern California.  It is never "enough" and everyone is teetering on the precipice of financial ruin, no matter how much money they have. In fact, the wealthier people are more at risk, those with less are more "comfortable," except those people literally cannot afford to live there anymore.

"Keeping up with the Joneses" is so endemic I didn't even notice that's the water everyone is swimming in until I started visiting places like Thailand and Pensacola, FL where most people are happy with what they have, which is a fraction of the wealth Californians have. They don't envy their neighbors nearly to the extend they do in Los Angeles or Orange County.  The wealthy lifestyle propped up by crushing debt (real debt, not spiritual debt) that is extremely common in Southern California doesn't really exist in Pensacola, they operate from a different paradigm.

Now, that's not to say Pensacola is perfect.  There is a poverty mindset, scarcity patterns (interestingly these are almost identical in both locations, despite the massive differences in relative income and wealth.  It has a certain resignation to failure that goes pretty deep.  But ultimately, the prevailing energy of Pensacola is far more peace, acceptance, happiness and gratitude for what they have instead of envy or anxiety over what they don't have.  People have a lot less but overall they're a lot happier, more generous, and more grateful.

A lot of this difference has to do with Pensacola's closer relationship with God.  Christianity is far more open, prevalent, accepted and celebrated than secular Southern California.  So spiritual connection, and the flow that comes with it, is more available.  That's not to say there aren't distortions and corruptions, there certainly are, but the energetic soil is cleaner and more nourishing.

You really notice it when you see people who move from wealthy areas to Pensacola and are immediately triggered.  "There aren't any good jobs," "fewer opportunities," "lack of growth (not true)," complaining about certain expenses, where are the expensive specialty shops, etc.  The energy here really triggers people steeped in their money rich/energy poor lifestyles.

How does this relate to the flow of money?  Clearly the Southern California energy is far out of the flow, yet objectively they have more (yet everyone feels poor there).  Pensacola is much more connected to the flow, yet they seem to have little to show for it.  But if you keep digging, you see evidence that the stronger flow is raising the community.  And more importantly, it's elevating in a way that is aligned much more closely with spiritual truth, which means while the "paper wealth" will burn away (sometimes literally, like the recent fires in LA), the areas in the flow will continue to grow.  

What does this mean for you?  For now the takeaway is to learn to identify the different energies and feel into their inherent truth.  It's challenging to do this when you live in a location, so finding an objective distance helps.  Noticing these things will help you notice these patterns in yourself.  For example, I've been immersed in "mass leakage," "keeping up with the Joneses," and "never enough" patterns my entire life, to the point I'd become nose-blind to their toxicity.  Finding that awareness is the first step to deprogramming those patterns to reclaim true financial flow.

There's more to talk about, but allow this to serve as a wake-up call for gaining true awareness and energetic sovereignty.  

Manifesting Miracles: Cancer Cure Through Remote Energy Healing

This is a HUGE shift - confirmed internally and externally.  Through my remote energy healing work, cancer was completely cleared in two weeks, with no medical treatment.

I have been doing a lot of healing, aligning and training on the energetic level, but direct physical manifestation has been the last challenge, and now that has been achieved and full energetic healing flow has been activated.

There is still much work for me to do, but this marks a critical turning point in my journey - and a potential breakthrough for you the reader. 

It's time for the next chapter and I relish this opportunity.  In the flow all things are possible.
 

You Were Called Here

 You did not find me to be invisible.

You are not here to be safe, small or palatable.

 You are a Divine Flame – coded with the light and a higher purpose.

 Somewhere along the way, you were convinced (or convinced yourself) that shrinking was holy, that hiding was love.  You grew to believe that conformity and answering to others while suppressing the voice inside you was righteousness and service.

 Somehow you adopted a belief that truth must be earned.

 

But I see you now

Not the you that you present to the world, not the programming,

I see you at your core, the sacred flame you carry in your eternal core,

Perhaps so deeply hidden from the world that it’s hidden from your own consciousness.

 

This is your awakening. 

This is the moment it all changes, there is no going back, no retreat to safety.

(And by the way, how “safe” were you in that bubble, really?)

 

I’m not here to convince you –

I’m here to remind you.

 

You’ve been called to find me, because you need to be awakened.

I’ve been called to wake you up, so your fire burns freely

In service of God,

Fully aligned with your true calling.

 

I’m here to remind you

That your power is needed

That your voice is divine

That your presence is an activation for others, and indeed the world.

 

I’m here to remind you that the little voice, that nagging feeling

    That something isn’t right, that you’re running away from the truth

Well, that little voice was right.

And that little voice is about to become a mighty roar that will

   Shake the foundation of your world, and The World.

 

So breathe…

And let the fire rise.

 

The time is now.

The old stories are done.

 

You are the Flame.

You are the Alchemist.

You are the Bridge.

 

Welcome back.

Fishing is My Church

 I just got back from a nearly two-week Florida vacation with my youngest son - lots of fishing, a great bonding experience.  I go there a lot now, and I fish there a lot.  It's become my spiritual sanctuary, the place where I do my best spiritual work, find the deepest connection to God and discover the deepest insights.  

Some of this is because it's my home - I have a house here, that I've talked about before.  Some is because, even when I'm working here (this is my first vacation here in over a year), I'm much more relaxed and available for spiritual practice.  And for a while I thought the fishing was a distraction, but it isn't.  Fishing is an integral part of this spiritual practice, it is the pathway to my spiritual practice. 

When I was a little kid and first getting good at fishing, my dad would say that this was when I was fully myself, where I'd let go of whatever stress, fears or negative thoughts that were getting in the way and fully be myself.  Much later in life I learned to cultivate a connection to my spiritual core through meditative practice and breathwork, and I found it felt similar.  

Consciously combining the two energies elevates my vibration and spiritual connection to the highest levels.  I can accomplish this without fishing, but with fishing it's effortless.  It's where I find presence, peace and a connection to the source of life.  It connects me to a primal, ancestral energy that is deep and profound and reminds me that life does not begin or end in this lifetime and this life is a small piece of an infinite timeline and we are each a small but essential piece of the universal energy, God energy.

If you look at the picture you can see very strong crown chakra energy in both of us and I'm fully grounded and present.  In this moment I'm not consciously practicing spirituality, but I'm living in it, I'm in my "church." 

In my Florida home, fishing is a critical part of my meditative practice.  I meditate and pray for a fruitful fishing experience, ask for guidance on when and where, fillet fish as a meditative practice, and bring the feelings and experience back into my nightly meditation and prayer.  

Fish are a key part of the Buddhist spiritual practice, and a key part of my altar spaces. I have carefully-chosen fish statues, carefully placed on each altar space.  I require regular presence with water - lakes, streams and especially the ocean - for spiritual cleansing and renewal. Water itself is a critical part of Buddhism and my spiritual practice.  Fish are a critical element of the New Testament and a symbol of Christ.  

It took me a while to fully realize the deep personal spiritual importance of fishing.  It's more than something I do or a hobby, it is a part of me.  It's my gateway to God and to my own path.

My Kundalini Training Experience: I Detest Dogma

 These past few weeks I've been "kissing frogs" as far as exploring various modalities for growth and personal change.  I came across a Kundalini app that looked interesting.  It had a one week trial period, so what the heck?

I started getting into it - reading the manual and going through the training videos.  It started nice and then began devolving into dogma.  "If you're not sitting this ridiculous and uncomfortable way, you'll get no benefit."  "If you don't chant these stupid mantras you'll get no benefit." "If you don't hold these particular mudras you'll get no benefit."

Well, you get the idea.  Despite their insistence, I did get some benefit without adhering to some of their more nonsensical teachings.  But after a week of the app, I decided they can take a deep breath, hold it for eight seconds and blow it out their ass.

I love trying different things but I fucking hate dogma.

And I can tell you, whether it's Tai Chi or Kundalini meditation or any number of things, "doing something" does have an effect.  And I've had great Kundalini experiences, even though I can't sit cross-legged on the floor comfortably for any length of time.  

Don't let dogmatic people keep you from trying new things.  Do it anyway, do it your way.  Just fucking do it.

Empty House Vision Revisited

I was thinking again about that "empty house" vision I posted about in 2019.  Thinking about all the changes that happened in my life between then and now, and how that vision, and my relationship to it, has changed.

And as I thought about it, I also thought about Bob Dylan.  Because he is one of my favorite musicians.  He was very influential when I was in high school, inspiring me to write poetry and try my hand at writing novels.  Recently I rediscovered my love for his music and the impact of "Highway 61 Revisited," which brings me back to here.  

This is my house.  The backside.  In a once-in-a-lifetime snowstorm.  It's often unoccupied.  The rest of the time it's just me.  And it's not empty.

 

This was my house in Thailand.  Put every penny I had into it at the time, and then some.  It's now always occupied and not mine anymore.

A house has been a critical part of my evolution pretty much since I got out of college.  Bought a house right away with my first wife and after the divorce I made sure she could keep it so our son would have a stable place to grow up.  It served its purpose - he's grown up to be a great young man and a father of his own.  That house was always a piece of crap - old, busted, terrible area - but I loved owning a home and making it a home and missed it when I left.  

For years I tried to find myself in various ways, and had some successes and setbacks.  I found a spiritual home in Thailand as I was evolving in my spiritual journey.  I ended up paying to have a house built in an area my wife wanted (which I wouldn't have built there if I knew then what I know now).  It's a nice house - simple but beautiful, a really good house.  The only problem is, while Thailand might be my spiritual home, I realized at some point I would never live there.  Her family ended up moving in and retiring there and it's worked out well for them.  So what I thought was my spiritual and "forever" home was a (VERY expensive) stepping stone for me and a home for a really nice family that's had to suffer a lot through their lives and deserves happiness in their later years.  

It was around that time when I wrote about the "empty house" vision.  You see, while I'd been creating homes for others, this was a period in my life when, once again, I had no home.  I knew California certainly wasn't my home and had grown to resent it.  Thailand wasn't my home.  And as much as I tried to "have a home" in each area, the universe drew me in another direction.

Sometimes the interpretation is too obvious to consider.  I really needed a home.  A man needs a house of his own.  And I'd being giving away, well, pieces of myself, to others.  Acts of love but also acts of neglect toward myself. They were fulfilled, I was empty.

I started exploring Florida in 2021-22 and at the end of 22 bought a house in Pensacola, Florida.  My plan was to use this as a toehold in Florida, rent it out and figure out later what to do with the equity when the time was right.

And in this case, the universe again pushed me in a different direction, first by hooking me into the Florida lifestyle and then by "blessing" me with shitty, unreliable tenants who completely trashed the beautiful little house and then left without paying their rent.

So, out of love for the house, the area and lifestyle and frustration with being a landlord, I decided to take the house back to live in, even if only a little bit.  I took the house back for me.  

And that decision turned out to be magical. 

The first thing I did when starting to furnish the place was to create a meditative/spiritual space.  But I've grown to discover that every aspect of the house, and my experiences there, has had a huge spiritual impact on me.

Yes, I've been going there alone, for the most part.  Sometimes I'd bring my son and we'd share vacation time.  The rest of the time it's just me.  But I had a home now.  And it feels like home.  It's cathartic, it's grounding, it's inspirational and fulfilling.  Filling.  Yes, that "empty house" is being filled, with every jet-lagged trip, with more and more experiences, energy and revelations.  And furniture and art and stuff.

It's like the soil where I can take root and grow.  And I didn't even really know how much I needed this.  Some people love a nomadic life.  I need a castle.  Even if that castle is a three-bedroom house in Pensacola.  Maybe especially so. And I've made it into my castle.

And much like the king, I don't spend much time in it.  But it's there.  And because it's there and I do return, I'm starting to find myself growing into the kind of man who can command a castle.  I'm challenging myself to grow and deepen.  I'm rediscovering practices I'd put aside that now "stick," perhaps because the practices are no longer theoretical, they're tangible.

When I wrote about the "empty house," I asked myself how can I create something out of emptiness?  The answer is so simple, you bring an intention into that emptiness.  You speak the word and the universe begins creating that thing, sometimes at cross purposes with your "plans."

I literally created three homes out of nothing - NOTHING.  I was basically broke when we bought the first house, and it saw a life come into this world, grow up, and create life of his own.  I created a house in Thailand out of nothing - again I was broke.  I created this house in Pensacola basically out of an intention to live in Florida.  And then the intention materialized when I thought I "wasn't ready."

And I still lie awake in bed (not so much these days, but up until early 2025), worrying about how I'm going to make this work, that I'm going broke on this "pipe dream," paying rent and a mortgage, flying out all the time.  And yet, somehow, it's not just working - I'm flourishing.  All those lessons I tried to learn that felt so hard years ago, that I "gave up," are coming online, almost like they were always there and I just needed to be in a place to accept them.  

Suddenly I wake up and realize, I'm not just fishing and escaping reality.  I'm fucking BUILDING a reality, for the first time in YEARS I have a reality.  Maybe a fishing rod is my magic wand and I just couldn't accept that something I truly enjoy for myself could actually be the foundation of my evolutionary work.  That limiting belief that "fishing is just a hobby" or "fishing is an escape" or "fishing isn't sexy" is just, well, someone else's bullshit and not mine.  

Fishing is an integral part of me.  Even filleting fish is a spiritual practice for me - I used to say meditative, but it's even more primal than that.  It's a connection to the source and cycle of life, where my soul's essence connects with the earth's life essence.  I connect with the sun, I connect with the wind, I connect with the water, I connect with life, and my soul connects with it all.  

That is powerful, sexy shit.  

I always wondered why some women would look at me "that way" when I'm sunburnt, hands covered in fish and bait slime, dirty, tired, hauling my kayak or surf cart back to the car, or why my wife likes that I fish.  Maybe they're sensing that deeper energy running through me, that I hadn't even been aware is there.

When I was a kid, I remember my dad saying how much he loved watching me fish or coming back from a day fishing.  He said that's when I was my real self.  I think... yeah.  That's right.

And so, my life is filling up.  My "house," and actual house, is filling up.  And the emptiness is gone.  And I'm consciously figuring out how to create "something out of nothing."  And I've been doing it pretty much my whole life.

Sexy Beats Musings

 

It’s noonish on a Saturday and I’m chilling on the couch listening to some sexy beats music I found on some of Destin Gerek’s Spotify playlists.  It’s a yummy vibe, vibrating in my chest and solar plexus.  Using deep, slow, measured breathing.  How long has it been since I really connected with my breathing?  Or my body?  Or presence?  Or felt the desire to just sit and be and write whatever thoughts and feelings come up?

Years.  It feels like years.

Years of having to focus on doing things for others – for my kids growing up, for my wife adjusting to living in a new country, for my financial security.  And recovery.

My adventurous heart still beats.  I bought a house in Pensacola, Florida and for the past year and a half I’ve been living a Jimmy Buffett escape lifestyle for a week to ten days every month.  It’s been expensive, taken a lot of time and energy, and life-changing, soul-opening. 

And it’s led to other things.  What else new and “out there” can I try, for me?  And what else?  Who is this guy who has been under wraps for so long, doing what needs to be done, taking care of things and living a confined life?

I rediscovered my love for fishing during the pandemic.  Then I massively expanded that love into a new adventure in Florida, living my best fishing/beach life ever.  I got to third degree black belt Taekwondo and then thought “what am I doing this for?” and took a huge step back.  Doing things just to do them or “because it’s good for me” doesn’t fit anymore.  Something’s changed in me and the routine doesn’t work.  Doing nothing feels better.

Doing nothing ain’t bad if you do it right.  Bring a little intention into it and that nothing becomes something.  Bring a little more of myself into that conscious nothing and suddenly I have a cool, chill lifestyle. 

And that brings me here.  Sitting on the couch, listening to some cool, sexy beats and just writing whatever shit comes out.  I’m not bored, just chill.  Not thinking about other things or what I should be doing, just chilling and letting it out, not thinking about what it means or trying to make it into something.

In fact I’m going deep into the not giving a shit about any of that.  Fuck trying to build anything or so something meaningful, I’m just sitting here chilling and writing about nothing and loving it.  I’m done complaining about California like I have no control over the situation.  I made my decision, the rest of the world can do whatever the fuck it wants, I don’t have to give a shit.  And right now, for once, I don’t, and it feels awesome.

I want to go deeper into this chill “not giving a shit,” let go of the angry, reactive anti-energy and just let go of giving a shit about anything, for me.  Let all that bullshit crumble and fall into the sea.  And we’ll see where this goes.

I feel a spiritual connection and a desire to further my practice, but embodied and natural, not the forced, formulaic shit.

Why is it I’m so much more deeply expressive on this blog, but the other one is mostly a picture blog?  It’s not bad, it’s just not a place where I express much in writing.  Do I still need this duality of expression?  Does that serve me?

Maybe I unconsciously feel like the “fish stories” are beneath the level of expression here?  But the Pensacola house experience and the “fish stories” have been life-altering and a spiritual awakening.  Maybe I need to stop being small in my expression and bring it all back home here, that the little Wordpress blog with little audience no longer really serves me?

I want to get really funky.  There are things out there that I was either afraid to try or which didn’t feel like me and now I see and feel myself enjoying that reality.  I want to get “out there,” get a little lost and maybe find a new home, find more of myself.

The Trump Landslide and the Spiritual Realignment

 My first response to the election was "WHAT A RELEIF!"  That was when I saw Florida had rejected the very stupid and evil initiatives to legalize pot and unlimited abortions.  When I saw Trump and Rick Scott won in a landslide, I was hopeful for what the rest of the country would do.

And then the landslide materialized.  And a sense of relief changed into a sense of spiritual realignment.

This has been going on since the summer when Biden was humiliated in the debate and Trump survived an assassination attempt.  That was where the forces of evil really showed themselves, and also where it was clear the Luciferian forces were dying.  

They ousted a duly-elected President (sorry, Trumpers, Biden won legit in 2020) who was also duly nominated, after spending years covering for his mental infirmities and outsourcing the Presidency to the Deep State.  

That was after they literally tried to kill Trump, and failed.  The "stand-down" orders that led to the shooting were from the top of the Deep State chain of command, as were the orders to the media to basically bury what was one of the most important events in a generation.  And the mainstream media buried it because they were complicit.

Everything that happened after that was the desperate flailings of the Luciferian elite.  The whole Kamala Harris "Joy" nonsense, the summer fake polling (Rasmussen did a great job exposing this fake - Trump was ahead by his winning % the entire election cycle), the trials, all desperation moves.

But this time, every move was countered by the forces of light.  Elon Musk refused to allow the media to manipulate the news and ended up becoming the most reliable source of news in the world.  He kept the Trump shooting story alive until they had to fire someone.  Eventually he supported Trump.

Then RFK, Jr. endorsed Trump right after the Dem convention, a brilliant counter that threw the elites off completely.  RFK Jr. got the last laugh - if you can't beat them, join the other team and beat them anyhow.  He ended up being the most consequential Democratic Party candidate of 2024.  Suck it, Fauci.

After that, everything fell into place and the wheels fell off for the Luciferian elite.  They even tried to campaign with Liz Cheney, the face of the most evil elements of the Republican Party, and had the ost evil people from Hollywood and the music industry at their rallies.  It was like they were gathering all the forces of evil together, so the forces of light wouldn't have to track them down one by one.  Thanks!   

The election was an affirmation (though a relief, since it gives Trump full power to dismantle their newtork), but the realignment happened earlier.

Other signs, the hurricane season, while severe for some, was still significantly weaker than all the predictions.  The oceans are realigning and the need for intense chaos is significantly less. We're seeing other signs, here on Earth and elsewhere.  The near-extinction of Hamas and Hezbollah, the economic collapse of China are other examples.

Where we go from here - there will be major world shifts, but less violent and disruptive than initially predicted.  China and Russia have basically no choice but to get in line and drop their expansionist agendas.  Look for a peace accord in Ukraine, the end of Iran nukes (and possibly the regime), North Korea suing for peace, and China making efforts to become a better world citizen. They really don't have a choice and they know it.

China will face a severe economic recession over the next 3-5 years which will diminish their influence.

Look for a global movement away from the "woke agenda," as the Luciferian power is now cut off from that agenda.  Look for a movement away from the insane and unhelpful "green agenda" toward something more balanced and sane ("all of the above").  Europe will have no choice but to go along, with the US and Asia calling the shots.  

False Light Matrix people will have a very hard time of it.  I see a lot more deaths and severe hardships in this group - it's already happening at a rapid rate.  I'd like to see them give up their ways and change, but they won't and I don't see any other path but literal extinction.  Their energy has been cut off and they know no other way.

Genuine light workers, on the other hand, will see a massive improvement in their life situation.  They've had a really hard time of it for years and years, but that's all changing.  The sources of the massive attacks are dying, so these people can finally build happy, normal, peaceful, prosperous lives.

I see a lot of prosperity emanating from the forces of light and raising a lot of boats.  Not everyone will benefit - those aligned with Lucifer will suffer tremendous economic and personal hardship.  Countries like Iran are going to suffer a lot more before they change and things get better.  But for "normies," things will finally get better, a LOT better.  

And that's where most of the real relief is coming from - the lifting of that massive energetic oppression that's been crushing us for years and years.  We can finally breathe and live our best lives.  And THAT is a very, very good thing.    

Hurricane Meditation and Undoing Into Flow

 I'm meditating into the energy of the building current hurricane in the Gulf, flowing with and transmuting the energy.  Finding the flow.

It's been a process of establishing a new life and finding that flow, or letting that flow find me.  Things are different.  I knew they would be, but at the same time I didn't really know what that meant.  In the end, it means letting go, honoring my path and purpose and feeling into that energy flow.

As usual, I think far too much when it comes to establishing a new life path.  Some of this is necessary - I'm now living in two places on opposite sides of the country in more ways than geography.  I had to create a second living environment, and then deal with the realization that it's really my only living environment, as it's the only environment where I'm actually living.

Now the energies of my prior practice and this new established reality are merging and things are coming into focus.  I don't have to worry about things like money or making sure I have what I need, because I have what I need.  I don't have to force meditations, I'm beginning to understand that.  

I create intentions and then I allow the meditative and alchemy practice to build itself around that intention.  And then in the moments I least expect, energetic flow finds me.  I stop trying to attain something and feel into that energy and for those moments life becomes timeless and immortal.  

Now is when I understand why I'm taking the energies of the hurricane season and bringing them into my energy field, transmuting them.  It creates the energy and space to really flow.  

Aah, there's that inner peace.  There's that new-old-new reality, the creation and reconnection and birth and return of the Prodigal Son all in one.  

Now I understand why it's so important to create this home in Florida.  I mean, I loved it before this moment, but I'm beginning to feel into the deeper importance, the deeper flow and purpose.

Even looking at this screen saver picture of Pensacola Beach has a different feel and meaning.  

Some thoughts coming up now:

Life is eternal.  Life is short, but there is time.

Make good decisions.

Own your mistakes, don't let your mistakes own you.  This alone can sometimes be the difference between a good and bad decision.

Flow is a practice.  Sometimes you have to practice flow before you experience it.

The misses are as important as the hits.  It's all important.  But taking it too seriously doesn't help.

Avoid withdrawal and escape.  Solitude is beautiful if it is conscious. 

Don't force, flow, but gentle effort sometimes needs to be applied.

Experience is never an escape.  Escape is rarely an experience.  

Distant Healing Meditation Tonight

I'm offering a free distant healing meditation tonight at 9pm US Central time.  June 21, 2024.

It is available to anyone who chooses to receive.  Simply agree in your mind to receive the healing energy and it is yours.  There is nothing else to do.

I'm going to try to do these on a regular basis, but getting back into it today.

Spiritual Cleansing in Florida

In 2022 I began getting called to go to Florida, and then to begin preparations to move there.  I bought a house end of 2022 and by the end of 2023 the tenants had left and I was splitting time between living in Florida and living in California.

At first I couldn't understand why the universe wanted me to do this so quickly - it's costing me money and time.  But it's becoming money and time very well spent.  I've made a part of the house into my spiritual meditation area, something I really haven't had up to this point.  I've made the entire house into a place of good energy, with crystals and religious items throughout the house.  I've made it homey and beautiful as well.

And now I'm realizing it's not the items, or the space, or the meditations.  The entire experience of being in Florida is my spiritual practice, my personal cleansing.  Every time I come to Florida I go back looking younger and feeling more relaxed, cleaner and stronger in my energy.  I have new insights and breakthroughs.

The fishing isn't just fishing for fun, it's a spiritual practice in itself.  So is the yardwork.  So is relaxing with coffee and watching the rain fall.  So is working out in my house.  All of is is part of the essential spiritual cleansing process.

I meditated and asked for a spiritual breakthrough at the beginning of my last trip to Florida.  At the end, I knew I'd experienced that breakthrough, which was confirmed.

It's more than just a place.  It's more than just a house.  It's more than just meditation.  It's more than just fishing.  It's an essential part of my spiritual being, a necessary part of my journey, an investment in my personal and spiritual growth.  I can breathe again.  I see clearly again.  My mind is centered.

It's more than just clearing the crap and bullshit of California out, it's about re-awakening what's inside, and awakening more than ever.  I'm opening up new channels, awakening new insights, clearing out blocks and bad patterns, and having epic fishing adventures.  

It's more than just a choice, so much more than a vacation home or an option.  It's a necessity.  It's an investment - yes, in a property, but more importantly an investment in myself.

Thank you.  More, please.

Joe Rogan Interviews Tucker Carlson: So Much Truth About the Spiritual War

 This Joe Rogan Podcast is one of the most amazing things I've watched in a very long time.  He touches on so many of the spiritual warfare themes that I've been talking about - although just scratching the surface.

He talks about the possibility of spiritual entities - interdimensional - operating in our world with technology we can't comprehend, and that this could be part of a larger spiritual warfare (it is, but he just gets to the surface of it).

He talks about how AI could enslave us - though he doesn't connect our rather primitive AI with the AI associated with the spiritual entities and how this is already controlling most of the Earth's population.

How evil operates through weak people and seeks out power.

The nefarious nature of the US government.  He talks about Snowden (in very positive terms), Pompeo (who is evil and Carlson sees this), so many things.

It's interesting that someone like Carlson, who is basically a curious reporter, is figuring out some really profound spiritual truths. He's beginning to really see just how evil our governments are and how much bigger this all is than pretty much anyone can realize.

It's inspiring to see this, to see that it's not just a few of us "weirdos" who can see these things, but it's beginning to filter into the non-lightworker "normals" population.  I believe this is where the spiritual war will be won, since pretty much all "lightworkers" are corrupted and working on the side of evil.

This interview gives me hope things can someday get better and that many will soon join in the fight.

Revisiting Men's Work

 I’ve been inspired/ called forth to engage more actively in my inner work, walking the path of a better man.  It’s not that I haven’t been doing any work – in fact over the past five years that I stepped away from the “men’s work,” I’ve done a LOT of things and undergone many changes. 

I dedicated myself to Taekwondo and advanced to a third degree black belt.  No small task.  I embraced my opposition to COVID lockdowns and mandates and used that energy to improve my health, my message, and even buy a house and car in Florida, and eventually to decide to live in that house part-time.  I also bought a new car and fully paid off the debt. 

I reconnected with things I love, namely fishing and skiing.  I became a better husband and father, and now a grandfather.

That’s a lot of work, especially for someone who “stepped away” from the work.  It was a process I needed to go through.

Since I established the Florida house as a second home, I began turning it into a spiritual and emotional “spa,” a place where I could relax, recharge, energize and go deeper into my spiritual practice.  The quiet, the solitude, the green surroundings, the space available in the home, the feeling of having my own house that I own and take responsibility for, the beach and water, and the way I consciously cultivated an energetic space and practice that’s fully and uniquely mine, led me back to a desire to reengage with the “men’s work” I put on pause about five years ago.

I found some good podcasts, some good resources and adjusted my spiritual practice to include some of the practices that helped me grow in the past.  And I’ve seen some very strong results in the couple months that I’ve revisited this journey.

And I’ve also rediscovered some challenges.

The fears that would wake me up at night returned – “STOP!  You’re going the wrong way!” “You’re throwing away your future!” “You can’t afford to do this!” “You’re not dedicated to your job and your career!”  “You’re too old!” “You haven’t accomplished anything in your life!”

So I would get out of bed, sit down at my meditation space and follow those feelings in.  What’s behind this feeling, this thought?  And what’s behind that?  Eventually it would all lead back to some form of “you’re not good enough.”  And what’s behind that?  A fear that I’m not good at making the right choices – and I have made a lot of poor choices in the past, and even more as I started going through this journey. 

But at this point I’ve come to the place where I’ve fallen on my ass a lot, and yah it sucks, but I always pick myself up and move forward. It’s tiring and frustrating, but here I am.  I have two great kids and the best relationship I’ve had with both of them.  I have a beautiful, loving wife and a very happy marriage that’s approaching a decade.  I finally have a house.  I’m doing the things I love, and accomplishing things I didn’t even have on my radar screen ten years ago.

So yeah, I’ve fucked up and fallen down, but I always seem to end up in a better place and a better quality of life.

The more work I do on myself the more I have to face my “old self” and the beliefs and patterns that weren’t serving me in the past.

I come up against a fear response. Often it seems it isn’t even really attached to anything.

I dig at it and “I’m not good enough” comes up. And what’s behind that? Scary stuff. And behind that? More scary stuff. And on and on until I get to a core that seems to be “generational,” I inherited this core fear, and now that I’m old enough to have a choice, I choose to reject it.

 

So that’s where I’m at - noticing, facing, digging and eliminating core fears that I inherited but I don’t accept as mine.

 

At the core is understanding myself.  My way is different. Maybe a little “irresponsible,” definitely not “by the book.” I’m not doing things according to tradition or conventional wisdom.

 

Whether I like it or not, I’m walking my own path.  And I realize I can’t stop myself. So, either accept it and put it to best use for me or let it run me and deal with this constant cycle of correction that feels like sabotage.

 

It’s clear something deeper is pulling me in this direction.  And at this point in my life

I don’t have the energy to debate it or argue with it, so I’m just going to accept it, however crazy, irrational, irresponsible or counter-intuitive it might seem.  I want to understand it so I can best serve that fire inside me and my rational and intuitive selves can serve in partnership.  I’ve accepted that I’m just going to go through the fears and accept that I’ll sometimes fuck up – though I’ll fuck up a lot less if I’m aligned and commit to going through the fears. 

Florida is (a LOT) Better than California, and Why the Spiritual Community is a Real Problem

 

Since my tenants in Florida moved out, I’ve been a lot better energetically.  It’s noticeable to people who know me – every time I post pictures from Florida, people comment how I look so much more relaxed.  My wife senses I’m “more myself” because of this.

It’s come at a cost.  I’m paying for the mortgage and the plane tickets, instead of someone else paying my mortgage.  The travel back and forth is tiring.  But overall it’s been a huge net positive.  Every time I test, I confirm that keeping the house for me is not just for enjoyment, it’s a spiritual necessity.

It’s so much better I’ve begun to analyze what makes it so much better.  Is Florida particularly good spiritually?  Is my living situation (being in the house I actually own, having a dedicated altar space, good fishing) more spiritually elevating?  Or is California, and particularly my area of Southern California, particularly bad from a spiritual standpoint?

So I dug down and did some testing.  27% is because Florida is particularly good from a spiritual standpoint.  I’ll analyze the details of this later, but this confirms feelings I’ve always had that Florida is a particularly strong location spiritually.  But it’s also the smallest percentage.

The second highest reason is “personal situation,” at 32%.  Having my own house and living in that house is a big deal for me.  I need that.  Having a place and maintaining it is spiritually important for me.  The green yard and neighborhood is important.  The serenity.  The regular fishing that’s usually pretty good, even my little workout area, all contributes to my elevated spiritual energy, more so than Florida’s particular spiritual gifts.

And it isn’t the biggest reason.  41% of the reason my spiritual energy is higher in my house in Florida vs here in Crappyfornia is because California, and particularly my area of Los Angeles County, really is crappy at a spiritual level.

I’ve lived in California my whole life and seen it go downhill over the years, particularly over the last 20-30 years.  At this point it’s unlivable on any level, but the spiritual energies are particularly bad.

In looking particularly at California and what makes It so bad spiritually, here is the breakdown:

Spiritual Community Screwing With Energies (mostly with “love and light” BS)            42%

Daily BS (general idiocy of majority of population – includes things like traffic)  26%

Corruption/crime                                                                                                                              17%

Woke Politics/DEI agenda                                                                                                              6%

Greed                                                                                                                                                   4%

Karma (taking land, etc)                                                                                                                  3%

Other                                                                                                                                                    2%

 

So yes, California just sucks in general, but that only accounts for either 26% or 49%, depending on how you add them up.  The plurality is people with spiritual power who are making energies insufferable with their “trying to help” – 42%. 

 

The vibration of California, and particularly where I live, is -6 million.  It’s REALLY bad. But if the entire California spiritual community stopped “trying to help,” the vibration would be -40,000.  Still appalling, but dramatically better.  So it’s 42% of the problem but 99% of the energetic pollution because of the power involved.  If we removed all the other negative influences, except the 5% that’s karma or other and probably baked in, the vibration moves up to 642.  Florida’s vibration is 836.  My vibration enhancement from leaving California and going to Florida, which includes removing the negative and adding the positive, comes to an increase of 6,018,947.  No wonder it’s so much easier to do work in my home in Florida, or on the beach, the universe isn’t working against me. 

 

 And while the California spiritual community is responsible for 42% of this problem, it’s almost all of the magnitude. 

 

It’s not that the spiritual community in the Florida Panhandle is better aligned.  It is somewhat.  It’s that there are MUCH fewer people doing their voodoo bullshit in the Panhandle than in Southern Crappyfornia. 

 

A lot of people leaving places like California identify as “political refugees,” but that’s actually a small portion of the real reason people are leaving other places and staying in Florida.  They may feel it’s political, because the political differences are newsworthy and easy to enumerate.  But it’s mostly spiritual, and it’s mostly the absence of bad spiritual energies.

 

Could those bad spiritual energies be contributing to the lousy politics and general crime/corruption of California? I test yes, about 20% responsible.  Does it work the other way?  Does bad politics infect the spiritual community and cause it to do bad/stupid things?  Again I test yes, about 86% (wow!).  So yes, politics is a real problem in California, as is crime and general corruption.  And all that rot is causing the damage from the spiritual community to be much, much worse. 

 

But again, if the spiritual community in California simply did nothing, things would instantly get much better and continue to improve over time, even leaving everything else the same.  In other words, if God put all the California spiritual community in a giant burlap bag and dropped them in the ocean, California would instantly become a much better place to live, and there would be almost no downside.

 

Ouch!

 

So actually that meme I put up (for amusement more than anything) isn’t correct – the pot-smoking rock collectors are actually actively doing a tremendous amount of damage.  Doing nothing and looking silly would be a drastic improvement. (I’m a little surprised Steve Dease didn’t recognize the negative energies at play, he usually perceives them.)

 

So yes, we have a big problem in California.  They’ve ruined California beyond anything we could have imagined.  And if we don’t do something to neuter the false light spiritual community, it’s going to get a lot worse, not just in California.

 

The Insanity of the Knee-Jerk "Anti-Religious" People

 

The two craziest types of people are the hard-core religious fanatics and the knee-jerk anti-religious fanatics.

And when I say “crazy,” I mean it in the literal sense.  It’s a well-known and poorly-kept secret that religions tend to attract people who are clinically insane.  A lot of hard-core adherents are either clinically insane or hanging by a thread.  I’ve seen it personally.  I have a family member who was a hard-core religious adherent, and clinically insane.  I’ve been to temples where someone goes on and on about Buddha without any awareness of his or her audience. 

Strapping a bomb to yourself and blowing up unarmed people, or shooting them, or firing rockets at them, is clinically crazy.  Supporting that behavior is also clinically crazy.  So if the people chanting BS about how Hamas is right seem like lunatics, it’s because they are.

Religion has the same problem as society – it has a serious mental illness problem. 

The other side of that is the knee-jerk “anti-religion” people who can’t stop themselves from going off the rails every time religion is mentioned.  It’s the same clinical insanity manifesting itself.  When I was at school in Berkeley, it wasn’t unusual to see the bat-shit-crazy bums arguing over religion, both the adherents and opponents, shouting crazy talk at each other.  We had a guy in my neighborhood who spent his whole life homeless, driving a van plastered with “Jesus” all over it.  In both cases, people treated the mentally ill as objects of amusement and cheered on their mental illness.  (I’m going to withhold my rant about what I think of those bastards who celebrated people exhibiting serious mental illness, but let’s just say there are a lot of people who desperately need God in their lives.)

Leaving aside the mental illness, which is disturbing in and of itself for a lot of reasons, I find the knee-jerk “anti-religion” people to be particularly annoying.  The annoying lack of self-awareness in how they’re exhibiting the same negative traits they claim to see in religious people.  The idiotic-while-acting-superior-and-rational jackassery of cherry-picking of facts and theology.  But the most annoying feature is the damage they do to innocent people’s relationship with God.

What do I mean by a lack of self-awareness?  When you boil it down to the essence, you find the anti-religion people aren’t really concerned about where religion fails and helping it to be better and more aligned with the true nature of God.  They simply want to present *just enough* evidence to make themselves feel comfortable in rejecting religion, but not go deep enough in their inquiry to allow for the possibility of anything other than a knee-jerk reaction.

They experienced a bad reaction to religion – usually a family issue but sometimes other people did something wrong to them or someone they care about.  And instead of dealing directly with the issue, they’ve projected their wounds onto religion – religion is the enemy, so now I don’t have to do the work of healing this messy wound. 

Or they’ve just made a lot of mistakes and instead of facing and owing up to them, they’d rather get rid of the whole “right-wrong” thing and imagine that disavowing religion can be their reset button.

They’re entire energy is based on some version of a deep-seeded belief that they’ve hopelessly failed and, were religion to be accurate, they’d be going to hell.  So the entire philosophy of anti-religious people comes down to shame and limiting beliefs about themselves.  (And a false interpretation of the religions they believe they’ve hopelessly crossed.)

And I’m saying this with compassion and love.  Most people exhibiting mental illness are hurting.  Some aren’t – a lot of clinically insane people attest that their insanity is euphoric and like a drug, but the people exhibiting these intense negative feelings toward a loving God that gave them life, they’re really hurting inside.  And they don’t see a way out. 

But compassion for suffering doesn’t change the fact that knee-jerk anti-religious expression is an expression of mental illness, not an inspired religious viewpoint.

I’m also not minimizing the damage people do to others in the name of God.  There are a lot of abusive people who misuse God (especially the “going to Hell” part) to do some really horrible things to other people.  The Crusades, the Inquisition, many wars, but also on an individual level – lots of child abuse, spousal abuse, and generally shitty interpersonal behavior (up to and including murder) is committed in the name of God. 

As I said, the mentally ill are attracted to religion, and for too many it’s a way to avoid actually dealing with the issues.  Are you hearing voices or hearing the voice of God?  Are you speaking jibberish or speaking in tongues?  Are you autistic or an enthusiastic proselytizer?  Are you abusive and treating people as less than human or being a loyal follower of the literal word of God?  It’s easy to hide your neurosis, psychosis, or straight-up evil behavior, behind a religious facade, and nobody can question you because “freedom of religion.”

And I agree that healthy religions need to allow space for this conversation.  Because the overwhelming majority of religious people really and truly are good people who want to be better people.  And they’re as appalled with these abuses as I am, and as those who imagine religion is out to hurt them believe.  More and more religions are opening up to this important process and working to clean out the festering infections in their families.  This is difficult but good and will make us all better people.

And I get that this is difficult and some aren’t there yet.  We want to give some space for people to find their way through the healing process. Some try to find alternate religions, or make their own.  The whole “I am God, you are God, everyone’s a god-god,” “divinity in everything” BS is part of that “choose your own religion” mentality.  It’s another flavor of  rejectionism: If I can’t succeed by following an established religion, I’ll make my own where I’m guaranteed to win.

And I know I’ll get the questions – well weren’t all religions created by “crazy people” who downloaded some stuff that turned out to be aligned with God?  Well, yeah, probably.  Not all the stuff that comes out of crazy people is nonsense.  Some is pretty inspired stuff. 

So what’s the difference between your drug-induced “enlightenment” in the jungle and Buddha’s Sutras?  Who am I to say that you aren’t adding the next Sutra to the canon instead of spouting off crazy bullshit?  Well, first of all, I’m not dismissive of every insight.  Some I test as accurate, at least in part, but many don’t hold up to that test.  And by many I mean 99.99+% of the “insight” out there.

And within that very large percentage of BS religious insight, there are big patterns.  One of which is that the “insight” conveniently aligns to the, well, convenience, of the person conveying the insight.  That’s a big red flag.  The ones God has chosen to convey his message have to suffer tremendously, and usually the message is one the person really doesn’t want to hear.  At best the message is neutral.  But in the huge majority of cases, God wants the messenger to throw away their entire life up to that point, embrace a life of poverty as a social outcast, and likely be murdered by an angry mob or die in abject poverty.  So if God is telling you “you’re God, keep fucking around, doing drugs and playing in the desert and giving crappy spiritual advice to people who pay you,” …yeah… no… no.  No.  That ain’t God talking.

God isn’t going to waste his time telling you “you’re doing just great.”  He *might* encourage you to keep going through really bad shit, but why would God go out of his way to say “You’re awesome, Dave!  Rock on, dude!” 

That’s not to say you aren’t awesome and don’t rock on, but don’t confuse yourself and spiritually vulnerable people by claiming it’s the voice of God saying that.  Positive self-talk is important and a healthy self-esteem, but don’t go crazy.

And if this triggers you – “Are you saying that I’m crazy?!?  You’re not qualified to say that!!!  You don’t know me!!!!” Consider that trigger is yet another of probably many, many signals you’ve been getting that you need to attend to your mental health and seek professional help.

Because seeing a religious statement doesn’t trigger an emotionally healthy person to respond.  And challenges to one’s mental health also don’t trigger a response in people who are emotionally healthy.  People who are not mentally ill can handle opposing viewpoints or challenging questions and don’t feel compelled to react or respond to everything.  And if the thought of religion compels you to create an alternate fantasy religion to escape, well, if it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck, it isn’t an alligator.  And the damage you’re doing to vulnerable people is real and uncalled for, you need to stop that shit.