The Gift of Anger: Spiritual Reframe

The time away from the rituals and Internet was nice, a much-needed break.  This is a critical part of the journey – taking a step back, resting, recharging and gaining a new perspective.  And one new perspective is around the issue of anger.

Last night I had a discussion with my archetype and I received this message:

“Anger is a very misunderstood emotion.  Despite what people in the “spiritual communities” say, anger is a critical part of evolution.  Denying anger, or any other emotion, will suppress evolution.  At the same time, anger can lead to problems that can massively set back evolution.

The problem isn’t anger, but the ability of the student to properly focus and apply the surge of energy toward the appropriate outcome.  In your case, anger applied while you are in a state of fatigue comes out as irritation or impatience.  Nothing positive comes from this.  Anger when you are in a state of disempowerment comes out as rage, which is both dangerous and possibly liberating, but causes a tremendous amount of damage, like a tornado going through a prison.

However, anger when utilized in a state of strength and calm, when all your resources are available, is a powerful ally.  It is only with the energy accessed through anger that you are able to confront and destroy the powerful forces of darkness on earth, both within you and outside.

So do not ask to be free from anger.  Instead, ask to be free from energy drains and distractions that cause your energy to flow in unhealthy directions.  Ask for calm.  Ask for clarity.  And then welcome your anger and use it to do what must be done.”

This is interesting.  Far from being a stumbling block, my anger is actually a superpower.  It just needs to be treated as such and fully-respected.  And applied appropriately. 

Which means rest, clarity, focus, these are the critical elements in order to properly channel my energy.

For example – in more distracted states, I would feel this anger – hatred – toward my exes.  But last night, in a clear state, I was able to locate the sources of that anger – the dark forces residing in my exes and myself – and destroy them.  Without the power of that focused anger, I would not have the energy needed to destroy the entities.  But now they’re gone and things are much clearer and lighter and everyone can heal. 

I also found and destroyed the entity in me getting in the way of my wife’s visa.  This one told me I had created it as a defense mechanism and asked that I not destroy it, but I disintegrated it and that aspect is clear now.  Clearly I had mixed feelings when my wife came over, but she’s been here well over a year and things have been fantastic.  Perhaps the structure could have been reintegrated, but I didn’t feel like giving it the chance to cause more problems – so poof, gone.

My archetype was impressed – and a little surprised I’d destroy a structure I’d previously created with such ferocity.  It seems the archetypes were surprised I was now committed to my wife and no longer interested in “covering my ass,” but once they were convinced that I’m serious about my marriage, they promised to be supportive.

I realize this is getting all “woo-woo” here, but the basic point is that anger is not “bad,” it’s just energy.  And anger can be used for tremendous good if it is respected, valued and carefully applied.  In fact, it can be a gift.

Highly-Attuned Power Crystals

Here's the crystal ball I wrote about, now fully attuned and charged:

And here's the newest addition to my collection, the amethyst wand. This is AWESOME: 

Both very highly-attuned and the energy from the photos can be a grounding resource. (Also get a little peek at some of my altar, or one of my altars anyhow.)

Message From My Higher Self: Go Dark

I encountered some pretty strong energetic attacks today and after I settled down I inquired about everything - well, actually I got upset at the divine archetypes for apparently "testing" me in ways that I felt violated our agreement - namely the agreement not to involve my family in their "tests."  After considering everything, they told my higher self I needed to rebalance, that the energy and consciousness in myself and my environment was shifting too much too fast.

I received a warning about this last night - I've received a LOT of crystals over the past week, including the crystal ball and then these bags and jars of crystals, the potion, supercharging all my crystals.  My Lumerian wand warned me it was becoming concerned with the direction of things.  So after today - with more crystals attuned and supercharged - the archetypes have decided I need a break to recalibrate and get used to the energies I have at my disposal.  And also to find better uses for this energy.

So, until Monday, no blogging, no Twitter, minimal Facebook, no more stone activation, no potions, none of that.  If I feel inspired, I'm to write off-line, and direct it toward my novel, leave the other stuff alone.  Monday I can meditate and begin to create a new pathway that better serves my purpose. 

So I'll be offline. I can post a picture or two here, and you won't see me at all on Twitter (honestly, a lot of the time I feel like Twitter is more trouble than it's worth, though it's bringing a lot of traffic here).  And we'll see what comes up on the other side.  Until then, enjoy the resources here and have a wonderful weekend!

With Love,

Uthaithani

Update: More Crystals, and Caution

I’m very excited. Yesterday I received a huge batch of crystals, as well as bottles of tiny crystals that will be perfect for crystal potion sprays.  I was like a little kid admiring my crystals – far, far too many to attune all of them, I took one of each of the main ones and attuned them last night, along with the bottles. 

Yes, these are for energy work.  And… they’re just cool to look at and enjoy.  It’s a fun hobby on top of being an important calling.  So I’m very excited, looking forward to having time to enjoy my new toys.

I also took my other personal crystals – and the singing bowl – up another level in attunement, thanks to my new personal symbol that’s been opened up to me.  This is a level I won’t be sharing to the masses (maybe to select students), because some things are coming up for people that have reminded me to be careful.

One person in particular took in too much consciousness at once when he wasn’t ready and snapped, went crazy.  People think “oh, this stuff doesn’t do anything, it’s just placebo, yadda yadda,” but the stuff works, it’s powerful, and too much at once when someone isn’t ready can be bad.

So I’ll be offering the highly-attuned crystals for sale (or as part of my coaching for those who want to go more in-depth with one-on-one alchemy and personal evolution work), as well as the potions I talked about before.  But the “next level” is not something I’m selling – that’s for my personal collection (and it’s a lot of energy, I’m actually thrown off somewhat today from the new level of energy that’s been awakened) and for clients who have done a lot of work and are ready.

And I’m realizing I need to change my free offerings.  A lot of my offering has been from a place of “here – see how this works?  It’s real, now you’ll believe me and listen to me.”  First of all, that’s a scarcity mindset and not giving my readers any credit for seeing value.  And second, it’s potentially counterproductive. Some of my offerings, like the singing bowl, open up massive consciousness (it’s VERY high frequency energy). For those who are ready, these are amazing resources, and there’s much more.  For those not ready, it can be overwhelming.  It’s all about calibrating, so people aren’t being turned off before they begin.

At any rate, I’m having fun with my new crystals – and soon many others will be able to enjoy them, too.  And I’m having MASSIVE positive effects from this work – whole new levels of consciousness that are impacting everything for the better.  Also having fun with the new potion - tried it out today in a VERY bad-energy place, cleaned it right up - this is great!

I’ll have pictures soon.  I still owe you a crystal ball, right? 

Do You Want To Be "Working On Yourself," Or Just Be Powerful Now?

After seeing some troubling descriptions of some supposedly enlightened practices, I feel the need to more fully explain what I’m doing and why. 

Because there is a lot of crap out there.  From creepy “Tantric spirituality,” which looks more like a Halloween party than something that elevates people, to black magic, to “shamans” who are basically there to rip people off, to weekend “retreats” that claim to be “taking the Red Pill” when they’re just there to make you feel good for a weekend, maybe get you to break down and cry and call it a “breakthrough,” there’s a lot of BS being sold as spirituality and evolution.

So I can understand why you’d look at someone like me, or the people I trust and support, and think it’s BS. Believe me, for a long time, I thought the same thing.  And for a long time, I ran far away from the “woo-woo” stuff.  I stuck with the practical – I wanted more dates, I found programs that dealt with that.  I wanted to feel better about myself, I went to therapy.  I tried NLP, EFT (“tapping”), hypnotherapy, anything I could find.  I even tried some of the methods I warned about above. 

The point is I’ve tried a lot of things.  And a lot of those things have some value, they do. Not enough to recommend spending thousands on a weekend retreat to get bombarded by them, but value, yes.

And a lot of it did help, over time.  It took years and lots of trial-and-error, but yah, NLP works.  Self-hypnosis works. EFT can be effective.  Even the “pick-up” stuff works – well, it gets you dates – and if you haven’t done anything to take care of the rest of your life, it’ll actually create more problems, but PUA stuff will get dates, which is something.  Therapy works – sometimes. 

But the thing is, I spent a LOT of time and energy and money trying to find something that is actually quite simple and was right in front of my nose the whole time – happiness. 

And as simple as it is, happiness is a very deep concept.  It’s not about joy and contentment here on earth, it’s about being fully grounded, awakened and connected to true self and purpose on all levels.  It’s much more than NLP – it’s a spiritual practice.

It’s about raising one’s “base energetic state.”  And as one’s energy level rises, everything in life gets better – you’re more attractive, you have dating success, career success, health, purpose and well-being.    And what I found is you don’t have to work really, really hard on the physical plane – subjecting yourself to trauma and degradation through crap like “circling” or some other retreat, or going out night after night to learn “pick-up” – to elevate your base state.  What’s worked best for me is learning the principles of personal energy and learning to attune my energy to higher levels.  Then everything else falls into place.

You can meditate and struggle for years, or elevate your energy in minutes.

It took me a long time to believe this would work.  Once I got over my programming and resistance, the changes have been amazing.  And many of these changes have happened within the past few months!

The things I do – Natural Grounding, meditation, energetic resonance, spiritual awakening, mindfulness, stillness, sexual alchemy – are THE fastest, most powerful and most permanent methods of improving one’s life in every aspect.

I believe the psyche, like the body, is self-healing.  We are programmed to operate at the highest levels and create amazing things in our lives.  We don’t because we are held back by programming – external and internal – that causes us to restrict our own growth.  When we remove the blocks and elevate the energy, problems dissolve and everything gets better. 

Everything.

So ask yourself, who is the crazy person – the person who wants to spend years and thousands of dollars cycling through a myriad of modalities that give “some” success, or the person who decides to simply elevate their energy and be successful? 

The choice is yours – do you want to be constantly working and improving yourself and maybe someday be powerful, or do you want to just be powerful now?

I’m not selling wishful thinking or “black magic” (alchemy is spiritual development, NOT black magic), I’m offering real power, right now. 

Your time on earth is precious. Others are counting on you.  Stop “working on yourself” and choose to be powerful. 

VERY Strong Crystals

I wonder if you can see the difference. These crystals are even more powerful now. I'm testing and it's saying the energy is coming through clearly in the picture. 

These are currently my most powerful crystals. They won't be for long, I just started with these today. But... Wow!!

Update: Big Things Happening, Taking a Breath

There are a lot of exciting developments taking place.  And I’m beginning to realize that over-sharing on this blog may be counterproductive.  Which is unfortunate, because I have so many things going on – big, exciting things – but there are concerns about sharing my personal story and how it is received.  My gifts are always available to share.  The stories might start seeming weird or prideful and distract from my purpose and message.  I’m being told that, as much as I hate “tailoring a message,” this is going to become increasingly important as part of my journey – speaking openly about everything going on is counterproductive.

Last night I felt very sleepy and slept very well.  I find when I’m at my highest spiritual energetic states, sleep is easy and I sleep very soundly.    A lot of this is because my situation isn’t giving me enough sleep.  Also the alchemy I’m doing takes a lot of personal energy, and this can be deceptive.  A lot of the alchemy I’m doing seems simple – it doesn’t take a lot of time or doing anything special – but after a while I notice I feel sleepy and kind of head-spinning out-of-it feelings. 

I’ve been doing a lot lately – things keep coming up and I keep doing more and more.  It’s a massive state of creation and manifestation, but I’m sensing my system needs a break.  I was told by my higher self that I’ve been doing a lot of work – most if it didn’t feel like “work,” but when it was all laid out, yah, it’s a lot in a short period of time.  I sense the message here was not to lose myself in my work, to maintain balance and enjoy other aspect of my life.

I’m also getting the message that now is the time to return to my novel, to renew the writing process and let the alchemy aspect integrate while I expand my expression on other levels. 

Oh okay… not going into big details, but I’ve opened up some AMAZING new channels – the crystals I’m attuning, charging and activating are at INCREDIBLE levels – and soon I’ll be able to bring you some more crystal-infused singing bowl resources – along with the potions, and the attuned crystals for sale.

But for those who haven’t done so, go check out the Podbean resources.  I’m getting some feedback that the meditations are AMAZING!  I’m going to go more into the “how it works” (and why it works much better than other very intense and expensive – and problematic – options).