Coming Back: Old Me On a New Timeline

I had to take a step back, and I’m glad I did.

You’ll notice there aren’t many new posts here. It’s been months since my last one, and over the past year there have been few and far between. 

Basically I couldn’t think of anything to write.  So I stopped.

I did other things.  This blog clearly wasn’t serving my higher purpose, it was just kind of a waste of time and energy.  It seemed like a lot of my expression was just out of alignment with my higher truth and purpose, so I lost interest and did other things.

I’m so glad I did. 

I thought I was suffering writers block, but it was really my higher self that had enough of the bullshit and refused to go along anymore.  For a while I retreated inward, focused on home, family, exercise, meditation.  I kept things very simple. 

At first I thought this was a sign of something wrong.  No, it turned out to be awesome.  I cut out all the BS in my life.  I was left with my family, job, home life and a very simple lifestyle.  I spent a lot of time in quiet reflection.  I cut out contacts with people who weren’t serving me and things that weren’t “me.”

For a while it was pretty quiet.  But it felt good.  I wondered if I was okay, if I was going to turn into some hermit.  Instead I found the “old me” I really liked, cleaned of the BS distractions.  I had a good foundation of meditation and alchemy and some other things I picked up over the past ten years or so, and I just “forgot” the junk I picked up that never served me.

I ended up in a good place where it felt good just being me and living a simple life.  It’s a good life – love, family, peace.  I found that when I stopped trying to be something else, I ended up really liking who I already was.

I pretty much ditched the whole “evolution” and “personal development” crap.  I stopped trying to be a coach or some guru or master.  There was a lot of “not giving a shit,” and some of that energy felt really lazy and like tar, just feeling like I was going nowhere.  Then it felt good.

People would ask what I’ve been up to I’d say I’m doing well, just nothing newsworthy to talk about.  I like it that way.  For me, the simple life is the good life, and I’m surrounded by people who also enjoy the simple things in life.

Looking at it now, my sense is that when I was going through my “self-improvement/ evolution” thing, there was an underlying need I was serving.  Overall I did some real good for myself and the people around me. And I did make some big an important changes in my life and how I show up.  But what was showing up in my communication was a form of “keeping up with the Joneses.” I was communicating in a way to try and demonstrate “hey, look at me evolving in a way I think is pleasing to my coach.”

That obviously wasn’t me and it obviously didn’t stick.  And apart from that, I really overdid the coaching, and the wrong kind of coaching.  Then of course when the disconnect grew too large for my higher self to ignore, I went into “fuck coaching” mode. 

And the whole “evolutionary coaching” thing really was a waste of my time and money and didn’t serve me.  Because what I needed wasn’t to radically change who I was being, but to clean out the junk, clear out the bad energy that was leading to a series of really bad and self-hurting decisions, and get back to my “old self,” but an energetically clean, wiser and self-confident version whose living the life he really wants instead of someone else’s or some bullshit fantasy.

And over the past fifteen years or so, I’ve actually been doing a lot of that – it was just messed up with other people’s BS.  Over the past five or six years, and especially the past three or four, I’ve been clearing out that other BS, and this radio silence was really just the final cleansing.

Now I don’t feel regret for what happened before.  I’d been unhappy at my core for a very long time – fundamentally unhappy with my life and myself.  Pretty much from childhood on.  And looking at it now that experience taught me a lot of empathy.  I’m good at listening to and understanding people who are suffering.  I can talk people off the ledge, and I do.  I’m good at it because I can relate to their deep suffering and self-hatred without buying into their stories.

Yes I made some really poor choices in that state of mind. But some wonderful things also came from those poor choices.  Yes, it was a lot of suffering and a lot of the stupid things I did have really set me back in life, but it was the fuel for change.

Then in my thirties I went through a long period of conscious change in various forms.  I had a lot of success in certain aspects and became a lot happier pretty quickly.  But then I was struggling with carrying other people’s baggage, trying to impress the audience and coaches with my “success” and dealing with profound panic and anger issues I couldn’t understand at the time that seemed to be overwhelming.

Basically I was in this spiritual no-man’s-land between the “unhappy real me” I had been growing up and the “happier but something’s not right new me.”  I thought at the time much of this was just getting used to a new way of being, and some of it was – it was good to get out of my comfort zone (which wasn’t comfortable at all, in fact it sucked ass).  I took risks, I had fun, I learned some things, I made some mistakes, but everything was getting much better over time and I was finding real happiness at my core.

I stayed too long here and spent too much time and energy communicating I was the kind of person I thought the coaches wanted me to be – to prove my worth and to prove their worth.  Neither of which I had to do.  All I had to do was decide for myself what works and doesn’t and then live my life the way I want – fuck what anyone else thinks of it.  If it’s too boring for you, then fuck you for judging, asshole.  Try minding your own fucking business next time before my foot goes up your ass.

So basically I found a place where I was finally able to clear out my energy and find some peace with myself. I made some big changes and settled into my new life and really didn’t have a place for the Destin’s and Rion’s of the world.  I turned inward and let it all go.  I focused on my home life, family, exercise, studies, energy meditation and rest.  I cut ties with some people I’d bonded with during the turbulent years who were just bringing in more chaos.

And I spent a lot of time doing what on the outside would seem like nothing, or not much.  And it was here I found that “old me,” but without the unhappiness and self-hate.  It was like a purified version of my old self, coupled with the good things I’ve found along the way since then, either by accident or intention.  As I cleared out the energy inside, things on the outside got cleaner, too. 

As I was going through that process, I’d feel pissed.  I “wasted” a lot of time on bullshit coaching to deal with things I didn’t give a fuck about when the only thing I really needed was something I learned through an online program over a few weeks that cost a couple hundred bucks.  The big huge takeaway I got from Rion was in a free ebook that he’s archived and largely ignored (though that advice did change my life dramatically). 

And I felt embarrassed that I was trying to be this thing that was so not me and going out of my way to communicate myself as this thing, when all I really wanted was to live my simple life with more confidence and better energy.

Now I feel like – yah it was silly and wasteful, but maybe I needed to go through that shit to finally burn away the BS I’d been carrying my whole life that was making me unhappy. Because in the end, when I burned away the BS from that “evolved” period of time, the old crap burned away too.

It would be easy to say “gee, if I had only found the alcemy first, I could have burned away all that bad energy, healed myself and avoided all those mistakes and suffering.”  Yeah, sure.  But all that shit led me to the alchemy.  My soul clearly needed to go through a journey and a full purging to finally feel like a happy version of my old self. 

That seems like a long and painful way to just get back on the path I somehow veered off after college, but that’s not true.  The truth is, this path is the same “old path” but on a new timeline.  This is like the “me” I’d be out of college if I’d somehow cleared all the spiritual, emotional and other crap I’d been carrying around since birth. 

So depending on how I look at it, I either “wasted” twenty or so years of my life struggling to get to where I should have been all along, or in twenty years I managed to create for myself a whole new timeline (which is something that usually takes many life cycles of high-level spiritual practice to do), and I still have the rest of my life to actually live on that new timeline.

So now I come back here, because I have something to say and something to do in this world.

I can help people who are suffering.  I can help people who are going through the things I went through and who feel the way I felt.  I can listen.  I can help people with their financial matters, including on the energetic level.  I can help people change their reality from the inside-out on a cellular energetic level, like reincarnating in this lifetime.

That’s some pretty good shit.  It’s worth sharing.

The Empty House Vision

I have this recurring dream/ vision that I’m in a completely empty house.  There’s not a piece of furniture or anything else in it.  It’s spotless – clean, the air is crystal clear, the temperature is a steady, moderate temperature everywhere.  And there is nobody there, nothing there, just an empty building.

Sometimes a guide brings me there and then she leaves.  The last time there was a guide, she looked like the Thai singer Palmy.  Sometimes I just show up.

Outside is an empty desert – just nothing.  Not hot, not cold, just open and empty.

I get the message that I can create whatever I want, but I don’t know how.  How do I generate what I want from nothingness?  So I feel stuck there, like I’m trapped in a void.  It feels empty, lonely.

The slate is clean, my life is whatever I want to make of it and I can’t make a damn thing.  And there’s nothing there.  And the feeling of emptiness seems to go on forever.

So all the bad stuff is gone, but then there’s nothing but me and I’m alone.

Shouldn’t I know how to create something from nothing?  Shouldn’t I be able to draw from the infinite power of the universe?  But there’s just nothing.

And there’s no backstory.  Am I dead?  Was I transported there? Did something happen?  Where is everyone else? 

That is a big worry of mine, that everything I’m doing will end up being for nothing, that this is all a big waste of time in the end.  It gets to the heart of my lack of belief in some of the spiritual aspects I’m engaged in – what if in the end it’s all bullshit?

I can’t shake that, this feeling of limbo. I do these things, I test them to be accurate, and I still worry that it’s all bullshit.

I test:  my spiritual pursuits are all bullshit – false.

My spiritual pursuits are true and accurate – true.

My doubts are valid and real – true.

So I really am in some state of limbo – I’m drawn to a certain pursuit, but I don’t see the point and can’t bring my physical and emotional self to align and accept this as reality.  The dualistic spiritual concept I grew up with is false, but the alternative seems like some lame science fiction novel.  

Things are happening that point to some higher spiritual path, but right now it just feels empty and lonely and a big waste of time.

I haven’t broken through to the physical and emotional levels yet.  I’m still working through internal conflicts and feel kind of lost.

So I guess the empty house is really where I’m at right now.  I’ve cleared out the falsehoods but have yet to receive the truth.  This is not a fun place to be.

Gotta Keep Rising Above the California Douchebaggery

It's a Douchefest, but Still Have a Mission

I was drawn to buy some Libyan Desert Glass and it arrived yesterday.  After a day of cleansing, attuning and activating it opened up yesterday.  Since then my energy has been difficult to deal with.  Last night I woke up and couldn’t fall back asleep.  The energy of the crystal is intense and it’s calling me to do something, but there’s clearly some resistance in me.  Right now it’s just a lot of confusion and inner conflict. 

This is likely related to the external conflicts Etienne is talking about that are getting crazy.  But something else is going on, too.  The energies in Los Angeles are the worst I’ve ever seen.  Energies in California are bad, and I really notice it when I go to the mountains and then come into contact with Californians or return to LA.

I was in Tahoe and when I was alone, energies were good. The minute I come into contact with people from the San Francisco Bay area I feel the crap energy and it almost makes me want to puke.  I go to Hollywood and the energies are insufferable – how do people live in this total crap?

I can’t wait to get to Thailand and be away from this shit for a while.  Los Angeles has gone from annoying to just horrible.  Really, California, what the fuck is wrong with you assholes??

This can’t sustain like this.  I feel like the crystal is calling me to do something to fight against this energy, but what? I’m tired of fighting this tide of crap that is California society.  At this point I feel like if this stupid state wants to suck, let it burn itself to the ground, fuck these people.  They’re a bunch of douchebags I don’t vibe with at all and I feel like they’re my energetic enemies.  Just protect my family and fuck everyone else.

That’s me being in a bit of a dark place.  I just can’t shake my disgust for Californians, or at least the huge majority of these motherfuckers. 

And as I’m drawing more from the new crystal, I’m finding it’s giving me the fortitude to keep going and rise above the energetic crap instead of letting it get me down.  Yes, California is a mess.  Yes, most Californians are a mess.  And – none of that has to get me down in any way.  The real problem was I was losing strength.  I build it back and feel better, much better.  And ready to do what I need to do instead of fighting.

There are definitely some major things going on and a lot of negative energy flowing through the area. That’s why it’s all the more important to give myself time and space to heal and take care of myself mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually.  It’s tempting to disengage and just say “fuck it all,” but that just means I need to put more attention on my personal well-being the little things.

Because I am here.  And I need to be here doing my work, regardless of what’s going on around me.  I need to find ways to rise above it.  Yes, California sucks, and I have to let it suck and keep doing my work.  The non-douchebags are counting on me.  Even if there are only a handful of them in a sea of garbage around here.

I've Been Hiding

I’ve been hiding.  I’ve been hiding my true message, my true feelings, because that message isn’t always consistent or appropriate and my feelings aren’t always good. 

I’ve been hiding because I’ve been afraid – afraid some petty people who are prone to dislike me no matter what I do will pounce on anything I say and try to use it against me.  Afraid I’ll be doxed or publicly attacked because I have thoughts and feelings that don’t fit with the rigid conformist standards of today.

I’ve been hiding because I don’t want my “stuff” to interfere with my message, to get it the way of me just enjoying my life.  I don’t want others to be hurt because, God forbid, I might be hurting.  Or angry.  Or sad.  Maybe I don’t see the world the way others do and I don’t want to be attacked and suffer more because my thoughts offend.

I’ve been hiding because, maybe if I speak up, nobody will want to listen, and I’ll find out people really don’t care. 

I’ve been hiding and it hasn’t made me feel safe.  It hasn’t made me feel better.  It just leaves me feeling angry, stifled, hurting, alone and bored.

The anger is from letting these things fester.  I don’t like feeling this way.  I need to release and writing is my release.  It’s time to let things out – stop worrying that I’m whining or being too personal, or that my haters will turn my words against me.  Fuck that.  I need this.

Everyone has their way and this self-imposed writers block is utter bullshit. 

To my haters, fuck you. Really, fuck you.  You’re the most pathetic, petty, worthless people I’ve ever known.  I’m ashamed and embarrassed that I was ever close to people like you and couldn’t see your true self.  But anyone who goes through the trouble you do to try and make someone else a little unhappy is pathetic beyond help.  Really and truly pathetic. 

The person sharing their feelings and thoughts isn’t the bad person.  The petty person trying to shut that person down at every turn – THAT’S the bad person.  Everyone has thoughts and feelings.  Good people know how to mind their own fucking business.  The bad people?  Well, that would be you haters.  So… enjoy wasting your time reading what I have to say and thinking whatever small, negative, petty loserific thing you want to think in that petty pea brain of yours.  There’s not a damn thing you can do about it, so if you want to waste the life God gave you following me around, it’s not my problem anymore. 

But I do see you.  I know you’re there.  And we both know you’re completely pathetic no matter how you try to justify this in your mind.  (And what’s going on in YOUR mind?  Maybe you should share with someone…?)

That feels good.  I need to get this out. 

I still feel this need to qualify my experience by sandwiching it between positive things, and I need to drop that, too.  I don’t need to say “My life is good, but…” I’m the one who lives this life – if it’s good enough for me, I don’t need to explain that to the rest of the world.

And no, saying I feel sad, or angry, or bored, or lonely, or confused, or empty or whatever doesn’t take away from the alchemy and magic I do.  If anything, it helps – there’s actually a real, normal human being in here living a normal life, and he’s far from perfect.  And yet I have some gifts I can use, there’s no contradiction here. 

I have been hiding a lot.  Maybe I’m afraid if I say I don’t feel great all the time I’ll disappoint my mentors and followers.  But so fucking what?  It’s not anyone’s fault I have flaws and thoughts and feelings.  I never hired anyone to make my life perfect, or really even make it better.  That’s entirely up to me.  I came looking for skills.  Some things worked, some didn’t.  Okay.  And I say what I think about all that.  But in the end, I’m still a human being with the range of thoughts and feelings and experiences. No amount of mentoring or whatever is going to change that.

But this expression here doesn’t feel like me.  It feels like, well, someone hiding.  Someone looking over his shoulder.  Someone laying low, lest anyone find out he’s actually human. 

And I think I owe you the reader an apology for that.  I haven’t been authentic.  I haven’t been open.  I had my reasons, but in the end you and I both deserve better.  This is my way of sharing.  I need this.  And you’re here because you need this, too.

I’m a man, standing on my own feet, full of flaws, full of feelings that go this way and that.  And full of light.  I look at my crystals I love so much and every one of them is flawed.  They are all jagged, have cracks and imperfections. It’s what makes them beautiful and powerful.  A fully perfect crystal is… fake.  Anything that comes from the earth, that comes from nature, is by definition imperfect. 

So this is me, opening up.  Coming out of hiding.  Facing the possibility of attacks from haters and everything else.  Because I just can’t keep quiet.  I need to write, I need to share.  Even if I’m the only one reading this. I need to put this out there.

I can’t hide anymore. 

Premonition: Calamity?

I had a very vivid and disturbing dream the other night that I confirmed is a vision.  It was rather shocking, so I’m disclosing it to get the information out. There is further information to follow.

In the dream, people were reporting their friends a loved ones dying in alarming numbers, probably three fourths of the population I could see was dead from some disease.  Many of those still alive were suffering under delusions that their loved ones were alive, but I knew they had perished.  I saw no point in telling them the truth and they wouldn’t listen anyway.

Apparently there was some meeting going on where the survivors were talking and trying to assess the situation. It appeared that the authorities had no control over anything, probably because they were decimated beyond the ability to function.  So total chaos and anarchy and massive depopulation.

I looked outside and this wall of black fog with thick white lightning in it was moving across the land and heading toward me.  I had this feeling that there was nothing that could be done at this point and I didn’t know if there would be anyone left (or anything left to live for if there were any survivors). 

That’s when I woke up.

I was compelled to meditate, clear my energy, and discuss the situation with the archetypes.  I confirmed that, yes this was a vision, not my own crazy dream. 

But I got some more news – yes, it was a vision.  Yes, it was a scene of things to come.  And, by sharing this vision with the archetypes, I had altered the timeline so that this outcome was no longer inevitable. 

I went to sleep again and had another vision – this one of people who had survived the calamity.  They were very happy.  There were fewer people and things were kind of a mess, but there was also a lot more freedom and massive prosperity, massive abundance.  And it was like a giant weight had been lifted off everyone’s shoulders.  I didn’t get the sense people were mourning, so either most people made it out okay or those who were lost weren’t worth mourning. 

I confirmed this was also a vision, and accurate.

So what I’m coming away with is that a massive change event is either taking place or will be taking place.  One possible timeline – near or complete destruction of all life – has been averted.  But the transformation is coming.  It will be a massive shift in economics, society and government.  There will likely still be pretty substantial physical destruction, but when it’s done people won’t mind. 

The end result will be a massive freedom – it’ll be euphoric.  The current structures that impose on us will be gone.  The internal social conditionings that cause so much constraint and misery will be gone.  There will be abundance everywhere, a destruction of attachments and limits, and an explosion of genuine widespread happiness.

I get the sense some people will perish, but they will be the ones hopelessly attached to the oppressive, limiting, unhappy paradigm we currently live in.  So not only will they not be missed, but I get the sense the rest of the world will be extremely happy to see them and everything they stand for expunged from the earth.  There will be very little if any collateral damage or innocent lives taken, it will be a very quick and precise act, and the change will be like being magically transported to another world.

The changes will not only be external but internal – we will change. Our perspective, thought patterns, attachments, patterns and habits will change.  Everything will change.

And it’s going to happen soon. 

So crisis averted, change imminent. 

Basic Foundations for Alchemists

I write a lot about energy, and a lot of what I write might seem like BS, or esoteric.  But it’s not.  Energy is real. It’s not some supernatural magical unicorn thing.  It’s real and tangible.  There’s physical energy that runs through your body, and from and to the earth, that you can feel its effects through basic techniques.

There’s subtle energy in the body that can be moved and manipulated and interacts with the energy of others.  Then there is higher energy that impacts the energetic vibration of all things.

And in all of these cases, we can learn to use these energies instead of letting them use us.

And they are all interconnected. Physical grounding is essential to gaining power over your internal subtle energy, and in turn the higher energies around us.  You are responsible for all of this, but most of us have given up that responsibility.  Most of us lack the beliefs and understanding necessary to assume that power and be at cause with our energies and the energies around us.

The world around us seeks to pull us away from our power. It wants us ungrounded, in our head, fearful, believing that we are an effect of forces beyond our control, both inside and outside ourselves.  None of this is true.  We have full power over all of this, more than we realize.

A couple basic practices, to introduce you to the concepts (or reintroduce you):

Find a partner to assist. Begin by simply sitting and having your partner push you from the back by your shoulders. Your tendency will be to push back with your back and shoulders, and it’ll be easy for your partner to push you over. 

But then focus on stillness, focus your energy on your hips and connection with the earth.  Focus the energy to drive your hips into the earth. Now have your partner try to push you over.  Keep your shoulders relaxed and focus on grounding your hips down into the earth.

You’ll find you’re much more solid and it’s very difficult for your partner to push you over.

What’s different?  Your intention.  Your intention to ground your energy makes you harder to tip over.  That’s energy.

Next, rub your hands together for about a minute and then hold them about six inches apart for another minute.  You’ll feel the energy between your hands.  Focus on that ball of energy.  Try and push into the ball or pull apart and you’ll find that ball has substance to it – it’s difficult to push or pull.  You’ve directed energy outside your physical body.

Another exercise is to sit still, breathe slowly and deeply, and begin to imagine a circle of energy going from your tailbone, up your spine, into your head, down the front of your body and returning to the base of your spine. You might have to imagine it at first, but eventually you’ll be able to feel the flow.  You’ve guided the flow of energy inside your body.

Now you may be saying “this is low-level stuff, I thought you were doing more high-level things.”  

It’s all interconnected.  If you’re on the Throne of Creation, where is your body?  What is the energy in your body doing?  Where is your energy in relation to the earth?  Where are your thoughts and beliefs?  Because it’s all related and “small things” matter as much as “big things.”

The most accomplished musicians still play the scales.

Also, how do you know what you’re “supposed” to be doing if you’re not grounded, centered and aligned? 

I have a few recommendations for Alchemists to enhance your practice from a foundational standpoint.

1. Lift weights.  Yes, everyone should be lifting weights, preferably free weights with full range of motion.  This activates and strengthens your muscular system and does all kinds of great things for your body.  It also activates the energy in your muscular and skeletal system.  (It also halts the aging process.)  Don’t skip leg day, those are the most important.
2. Body-weight exercises such as push-ups, sit-ups, chin-ups, squats, jumping jacks, burpees, etc.  Additional to #1, same reasons.
3. Cardio like jump rope, swimming, sprints (high intensity interval training) to get your heart rate up and get you sweating and winded. 
4. Some kind of functional martial arts or physical combat training that involves fighting another person and encompasses the concept of energy.  This one took me a while to “get,” but it’s been massively beneficial to my alchemy journey.  You learn practical attacking and defense and the use of energy in a functional sense.  Train under a master with real people, none of this YouTube crap.
5. Grounding meditation – sit and find stillness.  Focus on grounding your hips into the earth.  Even a minute or two a day is good. (Feel free to go longer if you like.)
6. Microcosmic Orbit – sitting still, imagine energy flowing from the base of your spine into your head as you inhale, and down the front of your body back to the base of your spine as you exhale.  Place the tip of your tongue on the roof of your mouth to complete the circuit and make sure your body isn’t holding tension anywhere.  Again, even a minute or two is good.  (Longer is good, too, if you want.)
7. “Energy ball” – visualize the energy between your hands until you feel and ball of energy, and play with that ball for about a minute.  (Or longer, if you like.)
8. Do everything in life with full intention.  (Not easy, I know.  And note I said “do,” not “try.”  It’s understood you’ll fall out of intention during the day, then return to it.  Assume it’s your natural state and it will be.)

These are things you can do on a daily or regular basis, all of which will create a solid energetic foundation for Alchemy.  (Apart from just generally enhancing your life.)  I don’t want these things to feel boring or like work, so bring in what you need to so they are enjoyable and not “have to do’s.” 

Also I try and keep these things short and simple.  Obviously the exercise and martial arts will take some time, but a healthy human needs a half hour to an hour or more of meaningful exercise every day.  This would cover that requirement.  The other parts can take 5 minutes total if you’re pressed for time, not a huge ask.  And if you’re practicing Alchemy, you’re already putting aside time for meditation, so just allocate a portion of that time to “playing the scales.”

And you’re an Alchemist, not just someone going through the motions in life.  So do everything with intention.  That’s #8.  With every step and movement, every thought and breath, bring awareness to where your energy is flowing.  What’s the energy around you doing?  Are you grounded and aligned?  Are you exercising?  With intention?  Are you meditating?  With intention? 

As you practice these basics more and more, your own path will unfold in front of your.  Insight will find you.  Your gifts will awaken.  You’ll see things.  You’ll understand.  Your purpose will find you.  Too often as Alchemists we get a taste of our gifts and start reaching for what we think we want or need.  We forget that those gifts found us when we weren’t looking for them. 

Good Men Love Women Who Cook and Clean. Deal With It.

There was Feminist Outrage ™ on Twitter over some long-haired dude who put out what was essentially a list of things he required in a girlfriend.  Apparently women who didn’t feel they met the requirements were upset.  Because – damn, there goes your shot at this random Twitter guy??

Or is it because this guy and his list might convince other guys to follow his lead and start asking for certain standards in their partners?

I guess that’s the big fear – that quality men will start asserting themselves and coming up with requirements for the women they choose to spend their time with.  And since the feminists proudly lack those qualities, that would mean said feminists would also not receive the attention of said quality men.

Well, sorry ladies, but it’s already happening.  The guys who have value are waking up and asserting themselves when it comes to standards.  And they’re finding that most feminist women are seriously lacking.

Knowing how to cook a meal is a basic requirement of being a functioning human being.  And it’s a quality that most American women under 30 (and far too many over 30 for that matter) now lack – because of laziness, being raised by crappy parents, and a fucked up belief that cooking food is somehow repressive to women.  Knowing how to wash clothes and clean your home – also very basic life skills everyone should know, but most women under 30 fail at miserably.

But the thing is, people still need to eat.  We still need clean clothes and we should live in a reasonably clean home.  Life on a basic level hasn’t changed.  Also, these things should be done by individuals, not hired out to services.  Eating out or ordering in every day is ridiculously expensive, impractical and unsustainable for an average person (not to mention it's unhealthy and will take years off your life).  Maid service is also not for average people.  Basic economics hasn’t changed.

And let’s face it, affordability aside, wasting money on paying someone else to cook and clean is just that, wasteful.  It’s what wasteful rich people do, not what average functional people do.

So a man who is quality – who has a good career, a good social life, who is desired by a lot of women – he can (and should) be choosy.  And you find among those men “cooking and cleaning” are very high on the list of things these men look for in women.

Whining on Twitter and Facebook, hashtagging, bitching and complaining – doesn’t change this.  Guys who have choice generally choose women who cook and clean.  And those “woke feminist” guys – well, they’re turning out to be as lame and unsatisfying as one would expect from men who center their lives around catering to the whims of women. 

(As an aside, I've noticed it's the "woke feminist men" who gravitate toward weird sex workshops that focus entirely on clitoral stimulation, and seem to be especially popular it woke feminist hotspots like the San Francisco Bay Area.  Because they are sooooooooo bad as sex and being a fucking man they think placing extra attention on the obvious symptom of sexual dysfunction will somehow lead to good sex.  And then they can't understand why their women keep cheating on them...)

But even though women really disrespect those men who do their bidding, women like having them around.  They like having the borefriend who will do their chores, cook for them, clean their place for them, and look the other way while they cheat on them with the guys who won’t do any of that crap. 

The problem is those wussy boys are looking around and noticing that their lives suck.  They’re noticing that other men are having it a lot better.  This whole dynamic used to be under-the-radar but now more and more of the “alpha men” are reaching out to help the “betas.” 

And this is very bad news for women.

There is PUA (“Pick Up Artist”) coaching where men who are successful at dating help teach less successful men.  There are other offshoots of this coaching modality.  There’s advice all over the place (some crap, some good), and certain themes keep coming up.

More importantly, men are starting to ask themselves what’s important in a relationship, instead of just looking for the next lay.  It turns out for most men “what makes men happy in a relationship” hasn’t changed much over the generations. 

A good cook is high on the list.  So is a partner who is agreeable and supportive.  A woman who maintains a clean, organized home is a good catch.  A woman who is nurturing and wants to be a good mom is very high on the list.  Interestingly enough, “career success” doesn’t rank on the list.  It’s not that men don’t want their partner to work, they just don’t care much what she’s doing at that job or how well she’s doing it as long as she’s happy and it’s not impacting any of the other things.

Basically, men of quality want women who are the exact opposite of what feminists tell women are important qualities.

And what’s happening when men don’t find good choices in their neighborhood? Well, more and more the men who have options are looking elsewhere.  Either they start looking in Middle America, or they look overseas.  South American, Eastern European, Asian and even African women are becoming more and more popular with American men.  Because they don’t have the attitude problems of Western women.

For a long time, looking for a partner from overseas was very problematic.  The quality of the women – and men looking – was very hit-and-miss, and the quality of platforms (places for potential partners to meet) was poor.  But over the past ten years this has changed.  Technology has made it much easier not only to find people all over the world, but to get to know them very well.  Online dating services have become far more savvy, international and now intra-nationally focused. 

A lot of this has been fueled by the increasing wealth and overpopulation of men in China and India who NEED to look elsewhere, but the demand in the West has been skyrocketing as well.  This is because the typical “horror stories” of finding a foreign bride are being replaced more and more with “success stories.”  Men are seeing their friends and neighbors happily married and raising families with their foreign brides and it’s removing the stereotype of “lame Western dude marrying foreign woman out of desperation,” especially when they see those guys living very enviable lives.

Oh, wait.  There are women in the world who cook and clean and take care of the home.  And they’re good mothers and treat their husbands really well.  Meanwhile I’m struggling with these angry, lazy, flaky, entitled women who can’t even take care of themselves much less anyone else.  Hmm, let me take a look at one of those websites…

Then some average-looking nobody on Twitter posts a “list of requirements in a wife” and women flip out.

But people can flip out all they want – men more and more are raising their standards and finding that Western women raised in feminist ideology are falling far short.  And they’re not bending their standards, they’re casting a wider net. 

We can already see the results, and it’ll only get more pronounced.  We have “two Americas,” the one that lives in the progressive urban feminist bubble and the one that doesn’t.  Yes, there are geographical divides, but there are also vast cultural differences even between neighbors. No, urban areas aren’t a monolith.  The progressive feminist model may be the most dominant and visible one, but there is a very strong countercurrent even in urban areas.  And that’s not even accounting for the people who get fed up and just move to other parts of the country or world.

And no amount of Twitter hashtags or Women’s Studies classes will change human nature.  More and more society is becoming stratified between the more attractive and successful men who value “traditional relationships” (and the women who desire to partner with such men) and the far less successful and desirable men who continue to suck up to women and parrot ideologies they don’t even really believe in because they think sucking up is the way to get laid.  A lot of this is simply because men who value themselves are more attractive and men who value themselves also have high standards for themselves and others.

Apparently “valuing oneself and having high standards” is offensive and politically incorrect, because it excludes those who don’t make the cut.  But then again, happiness is derived in large part from self-confidence and being good at focusing one’s time and energy on things that are worthwhile – which would include things like “priority lists.” 

Which is another way of saying that the “two Americas” is also “Happy America” and “Unhappy America.”  And judging from the attitude of the social justice Twitter mob, it’s not hard to figure out which is which.   Guys – if you want to be happy, ditch the political correctness and keep the “list.”

Basic Universal Truth: Stealing is Wrong

I’m going to lay down a truth that apparently is really upsetting and controversial to some people:

Stealing is wrong.

It is wrong to take things from others without their permission.

Theft is wrong.  It is bad.  If you steal, it damages your karma and bad things will follow.  This is just the way it is. 

This should be obvious to people, but for whatever reason a certain significant minority of people have a problem with this.  In their mind, stealing is okay, or even a good thing. At some level, they support a kleptocracy and see this as a way to right some wrongs or something.  But to put it very simply, they’re wrong.  They’re full of shit.  And they can repeat their BS as often as they want, it’s still BS.

The truth is the truth – taking things from other people is wrong and it damages your karma.  Period.

Please stop with your Burning Man “share everything” nonsense.  That’s not how the world works – it’s not even how Burning Man works, so please stop. 

This is a simple, basic, universal truth – stealing is wrong.  Don’t do it, period.

I’m getting very tired of people blaming cops for shooting someone who inevitably turns out was stealing.  Bad things happen to you when you do bad things – sometimes spectacularly bad and right away, sometimes later or over time or into the next lifetime.  Instead of complaining about how karma dishes out punishment, learn to accept it and – again – STOP DOING BAD THINGS!

And I know people will react with the typical “oh you’re not supposed to be judgmental” nonsense. Hey dummy, I’m not the one punishing you.  I don’t deliver the karmic justice. Instead of blaming me for stating an obvious truth, try ACCEPTING the truth for a change.

A person was shot by the cops because he was caught stealing.  People might want to complain it’s “harsh,” but the reality is the only reason he was shot was because he had decided to steal.  This is how the law of cause and effect works.

It seems there is a significant portion of the leftist – I’m not sure if it’s a majority, but it’s a lot – who either approve of theft of think it’s not a big deal.  And yes, it cuts very clearly along ideological lines – people on the “liberal” end of the spectrum are MUCH more okay with theft.  The leftists are also okay with (or even actively supportive of) murder of babies.  The lines are pretty distinct here.

And this is the group that will whine and complain “you can’t say stealing is wrong, you can’t say abortion is wrong, that’s judgmental!”  Folks, karma does not care one bit about your feelings.  Stealing is wrong.  “Oh, but I really want to steal!”  Doesn’t matter.  “Telling me it’s wrong makes me feel bad!”  No, you choose to feel bad when presented objective information – that’s not the information’s fault, it’s your fault for lacking proper emotional coping skills.  “Saying abortion is wrong is offensive!”  Only to someone who lacks basic emotional skills.

“You can’t tell me what to do!”  I’m NOT.  I’m not the authority here.  Take it up with the universe.  Universal Law says stealing and murder are wrong.  If this truth hurts your feelings, that’s because you are painfully out of alignment with the universe.  If you want to stop feeling that pain, then you need to adjust to align with the universe – by changing your behavior so you’re no longer stealing and killing, for example.  And change your behavior so you’re not enabling others to fall out of alignment with the universe.

If all this makes you feel bad, then really you should be feeling bad and then do something positive about it. Because the truth isn’t going to change – but YOU can change. 

So instead of arguing with me when I state universal law, try FOLLOWING THE LAW.  Because one way or another, the universe is going to make you change.  And karmic justice can really suck for you and everyone around you. 

Sealing is wrong.  Murder is wrong.  Stop arguing and accept it. 

Fake News, The Cabal Collapse and the Energetic Tipping Point

The Cabal is crumbling. The mainstream news media is being exposed daily for fraudulent, deceitful and outright made-up reporting.  The Western leftists are going crazy and exposing their true agenda, as well as the lies behind this agenda.  The meltdown of the Cabal, the media and the leftists is accelerating.

In other words, the energetic elevation of Planet Earth is going along nicely and according to plan.

For those of you who have been following this, the current realignment and collapse of the Cabal and the leftists makes sense.  Those opposed to freedom and engaged in deceit and manipulation cannot survive as the energetic frequency of the planet rises. First, their energetic structures will collapse; then their outward expression will devolve; and finally, they disappear completely, either converted into higher-frequency energies or fall completely by the wayside. 

So let’s look at what’s going on.

The whole “Trump-Russia collusion” story was made up from the beginning.  Now the motives of the Cabal agents behind the false charges are coming to light.  There was in fact an attempted coup in May 2017. There were two other attempted coups that have yet to be reported.  The media has been spinning lies nonstop to try and delegitimize Trump and keep the Cabal alive.

But the energetic structure supporting the Cabal (which includes the media) is gone, so their lies are being exposed. The outright media lies are becoming more brazen and easily refuted.  They got so desperate as to smear Covington High School students – and were exposed for lying almost right away. They tried to cover for the Virginia governor’s support of death (I’ll get to that later).  There was also this bizarre fake story involving Jussie Smollett that turned out to be a hoax – he staged a fake hate crime and tried to blame it on Trump.  All this is on top of the daily lies about Trump supposedly colluding with Russia. 

At this point the mainstream news media is dead.  Nobody has any faith in the media anymore.  It’s to the point that “I heard it on CNN” is shorthand for “I heard a rumor that’s probably not true.” Those aligned with the Cabal are completely detached from what is accurate and true.

Truth, freedom and life are intertwined.  Those not aligned with the higher energies are now taking a strong stand against these things and exposing their true colors.  New York leftists celebrated passing a bill that basically legalizes murder of babies.  Virginia leftists tried to do the same thing and their governor nonchalantly explained why he didn’t think infanticide was a big deal – and the media agreed.  Again, those who are not aligned with life cannot fathom why killing would be a big problem. 

Instead, the governor got embroiled in some crazy story about him wearing blackface or a KKK hood – and not being able to remember which it was (which can only mean he wore both at one time or another), then claimed he didn’t, and no claims he’s a champion of civil rights.  The lieutenant governor is accused of rape and another official admits to wearing blackface.

I grew up in the 1980s.  Blackface and KKK robes were NOT a thing.  In fact, that shit was considered very uncool then. Even in the 60s normal people didn’t do that crap.  Apparently the news media wants us all to believe an alternate reality about the 1980s.  But then again, when you spend all day telling us Trump colluded with the Russians, what’s the big deal about an alternate reality where everyone in the 80s was wearing blackface and KKK robes?

Nobody is buying these lies except the people who need to, because their lives depend on the survival of the Cabal.

And that brings us to the “Green New Deal,” juxtaposed with the collapse of the socialists in Venezuela.  The rising energetic vibration is destroying socialism right down to its core, and you can see this in what is going on in places like Venezuela.  Meanwhile crazy people tried to promote that socialism under the guise of “saving the planet” (the planet in fact doesn’t need saving, it’s just fine, thank you).  Then they tried to run away from it.  Then the media tried to cover their tracks.

Meanwhile, leftists go crazy over pictures like this: 

And nobody believes any of what the media is doing.  So why did they do it?

Good question.  Pendulum testing confirms it’s a symptom of their deepening insanity – they’re now living in a delusion that believes the planet is collapsing ecologically, that Trump is colluding with Russia, that socialism is functional at any level, that the media is telling the truth and that the Cabal is in control.  Basically they’ve invented an alternate reality bubble and they’ve put themselves inside and they’re telling themselves it’ll be okay.

The earth will be okay.  It is okay.  It was never in danger.  The environmental false flags were put there specifically to distract and confine the opposing forces while the archangels set up the grid and began the process of elevating the frequency of the earth.  Now that this is in place and inevitable, there’s no need for the false flags (thus the rapid cooling of the earth, the continuation of process that was intentionally bypassed), and there’s no need to worry about the Cabal or other forces opposed to the ascension process.

So now, again according to plan, the lies are exposed, the liars are revealed, those opposed to life are forced into indefensible positions and karmic justice, and the Cabal and its supporters lurch into insanity and eventual death.  Yah, I was a little vague before – the planet is perfectly fine, but those on the side of the Cabal will not survive the process.  They’re already manifesting signs of insanity. 

It’s not yet time to rejoice, but we have reached the tipping point.  The energies are moving inexorably in our favor.

Death Cults and Politics

I didn't plan on this blog becoming political. In fact, I figured "Spiritual Woo-Woo" would put me far away from the sphere of screaming monkeys and troll bots.

But - politics is human nature.  And human nature is a part of the spiritual evolution dynamic.  More specifically, the part that gets in the way of spiritual evolution.

So here we are in this day and age talking about the evolution of our planet and we have people losing their minds over Donald Trump, who is an anti-Cabal change agent, slandering kids who demonstrated at a pro-life rally, and passing legislation to legalize abortions all the way up to the last day of pregnancy.

We've got crazies promoting "open borders," to facilitate human trafficking, illegal attempts to try to remove Trump by any means, slander against Kavanaugh, lies about environmental collapse to try to impose socialism, oppression by the dictators in Venezuela, on and on.

I'm talking about how humanity is evolving while humanity is showing itself to be ever darker, more evil, more anti-life and anti-truth than ever.  How can this be?

How can we be evolving with this going on?

The Cabal is dying, but it's not dead.  It knows it's dying and it's desperate.  It's lashing out on all fronts and in every way.  So "above the surface" we can see a lot of froth and movement.  But it's "wind chop."  It looks like a lot but it's actually weak and whipped-up for visual effect.  Underneath the current is moving ever stronger in a different direction - toward life, toward truth, toward freedom.

Venezuelans want freedom.  Americans don't want open borders or socialism.  A huge majority of American want Roe v Wade repealed.  Reality is moving in the opposite direction of what we see on the news.

The death cult is real.  Their celebration of abortion is profoundly bizarre and downright inhuman.  Only a death cult would actively celebrate abortion.  It's one thing to take a stance that government cannot be a substitute for individual moral judgment - in other words, avoiding doing something you want to do because it is illegal is still immoral, so remove the government from the equation.  But this is a full-on celebration of death. 

That's the true colors of the Cabal on display.  And it's ugly. 

But I'm saying the Cabal is dying - yet they're out there doing a lot of damage. Leftist governments, leftist political movements, old-guard corporate governance, government bureaucracy, universities  and the establishment news media are the last vestiges of the Cabal.  Their objectives are always oppression and death and they operate through fear - there's always some "worse thing" that's going to happen (some end-of-the-world) which makes their hellish alternative seem palpable. 

And since most people live in fear, their messaged get resonance.  But less and less so.  Because the energy of their messages is dead now.  People are starting to see thorough them.  Yes, they got a law passed in New York.  But that's surface chop, like I said. Remember, at one point Hitler, Stalin and Mao controlled a majority of the world's population within the same generational time period. 

The current has been moving against the Cabal for a long time now.  Today might look bad, but the end of the Cabal is fast approaching - evolution is happening.