I finished reading “Understanding the Shift,” Etienne
Charland’s latest channeling from Metatron.
I actually received the channeling directly on a subconscious level last
night – I was seeing energy raining on me with my eyes wide open. Within hours I broke through a HUGE level of
spiritual denial and with it this buildup of back pain over the past couple
days, that seemed to come on for no reason, instantly evaporated.
I feel free now.
Free, but sad and angry.
Basically I realized I had to completely cut off one of my
oldest “friends,” and accept that he is an inherently bad person. And with that, I had to release the limiting
belief that “all people are inherently good.”
All people are not inherently good.
Maybe our essence is inherently good, but in this lifetime many people
are condemned to live their lives as inherently bad people. Yes, most people are basically good – we make
mistakes and strive to get better in life.
But some have chosen to identify with their flaws and as such are
hopelessly lost – they are no longer good and never will be in this
lifetime. The only thing to do with
people like this is to isolate them and hope they learn their lessons in the
next incarnation, because their current life in this world is not helping
anyone.
That’s a powerful realization – and that I gave him love and
support for decades, kept giving him the benefit of the doubt and compassion,
but in the end all that effort was in assistance of a bad person. He is irredeemably
abusive, deceitful and hurtful and the poison runs through every aspect of his
being. To remove the poison would
involve draining every drop of energy from his system – death, in other words.
And none of this is a reflection on me. I did my best and I’m grateful for the
lesson. I don’t identify with him just
because I’ve made mistakes too. Everyone
makes mistakes, everyone engages in bad behavior. Very few integrate that into their core as he
has done. But I know my energy got
carried away into that bad energy at times being around him. That’s not good. Even just having him lurking on FB isn’t
good. So he’s completely blocked and
un-friended at every level – happy birthday, abusive asshole.
Interestingly, I posted this new awakening to a group that I
support a lot but suffers from massive spiritual denial and… *crickets.* WOW.
The denial is THICK. I can hear
some of them attacking me, that it’s a projection, that I didn’t connect
enough, to give him time, anything to avoid the obvious truth that all people
are not inherently good. Not sure what
to do with that. It confirms my
suspicions about at least a few people in that group who hold themselves out as
leaders and their level of spiritual self-delusion. It also doesn’t say good things about the
California Tantra community. I have to sit with that.
In the meantime, go over to Etienne’s website, get an energy
tune-up and get yourself the book to read for yourself. Things are changing at a rapid pace and you’ll
need to adjust your attitude accordingly or be swept out to sea. www.spiritualselftransformation.com
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