The paradigm shift is occurring inside me as more of the
ego-based energetic portals and veils are destroyed. This weekend I came face to face with a
disempowering energetic structure that I seem to always notice when I visit my
parents, but mistakenly attributed to my upbringing.
That’s actually the intention of the veil – to distract from
the truth by hiding it and inserting a false story – the false story that “I
feel bad about myself because of my upbringing.” That’s a nice story. It’s confirmed by psychologists in the media
and it “feels real,” but an accuracy test reveals this story to be false.
The truth is there is an energetic structure in place that
was placed there intentionally to diminish and throw off my energy. It goes
back several lifetimes and was put there as part of my protection and also to
ensure my ego didn’t get so big that I’d forget my path and get lost in the
traditional trappings of “success.” It
doesn’t serve me now, but it was still strong in the house.
I was able to disintegrate the structure and the veil and
reintegrate the energy and I feel better.
To put this into practical terms – one should not base their
happiness on comparison with others, as that can never lead to happiness. This
seems obvious, but it’s really important to understand these sorts of energies
can literally take on a life of their own.
The area where my parents’ home is sits on a wealth paradigm – success and
happiness is derived from a career that generates the most wealth. (There’s
more to it than that, it’s a wealth and status paradigm.)
Obviously by those standards I’d feel pretty bad about my
life, even though there are many things about my life that are pretty awesome
and make me very happy. It’s all a
distraction. In the end success is about
alignment with one’s path and alignment with Source, the other standards are
meaningless. The energy of the
neighborhood is very badly out of alignment even though the neighborhood is
outwardly very “successful.” So you have
thousands of people who have achieved the pinnacle of success and yet are
energetically complete failures.
The psychic oppression I endured growing up was
overwhelming. It’s really powerful and
spirit-crushing energy. It shaped my
identity and my view of the world and it’s taken me a lot of time to see it and
break free. And it’s hard to explain,
because by every objective measurement my childhood was very good. I had great parents, family and neighborhood
life was good. But something was wrong –
I just thought it was me and got very down on myself (something I carried with
me into adulthood).
Now I come back and I feel it – it feels stale, stuffy,
thick, festering energy. What I thought
was “me” or “family environment” was this energy disturbance. And I could clear it.
And I come away with a much clearer truth about how we shape
our destiny. Yes, our thoughts and
attitudes and beliefs create our reality.
And if we don’t pay attention to the energetic foundation and clear our
energy, that structure will end up running our lives from the background. Yes my problems were due entirely to my
negative identity and belief, but these energetic structures were creating that
environment – this is why mantras and NLP and this other stuff wouldn’t work –
until something’s done about the energy, it’s going to keep throwing things out
of alignment and any change work becomes a waste of time and effort. The individual will end up consciously
creating more failure.
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