"Huh, This Isn't a Bad Little Blog"

 Obviously I'd given up on this blog for a while, years in fact.  Over that time I started a more public and "mainstream" blog about my fishing and Taekwando and such.  The thing is I'd kind of felt like I lost my mojo.  I have a couple decent posts over there, but the energy feels restrained and there's little creative mojo.  I've been feeling like my expression has been neutered, there's no passion or creative flow, like my sacral chakara is blocked or something, and that... blah... is coming out on that blog.  

Also hardly any viewers over on that blog.  I'll get around to linking it here.  I'm not trying to hide my identity in this blog, but I like the freedom of being able to speak my mind without it being directly linked to me. People who care can find me and reach out, but it gives me and my family some space while giving me a little more freedom. The other one is stuff I wouldn't mind posting on Facebook, I keep it very non-confrontational (for me, so it's still got a little edge to it).

Meanwhile, this blog has been dormant for a very long time.  Yet it has regular visitors.  A lot, apparently.  Pretty amazing, considering I gave this one up for dead.  I wasn't even sure I could still log in.

So I started reading some of the old posts and I found myself really enjoying them.  They were old posts and I could forget it was me wrote them and it was an enjoyable read.  Lots of energy, good flow, great insight.  I sound like I'm tooting my own horn, but I'm a pretty harsh critic of myself.

But here's an example:

"It is far better to know that you don't know what you want than to think you do.  The man who knows and accepts that he does not know his path is far closer to his goal than the man who actively dedicates himself to an illusory path so he can say "I have a purpose."

"The first step to personal growth is not to "find your purpose," it's to realize you have no idea what your purpose is and to find peace in this."

"Certainly a guiding puspose is essential to a fulfilled life, but pretty much everyone is so clouded in their thinking (msyelf included) that a man has no chance of finding that purpose in his disoriented condition."

"So a man who knows hs has no idea what his path is can easily learn to find peace, while a man who stubbornly insists on following his purose first will circle the globe several times and never come close to his path (and likely delude himself into thinking his aimless circling is a pathway, when he's just wasting his time)."

That's PART of one post.  But that is GOLD.  And looking back at it I can see the Zen influence.  It's like, wow, I actually integrated some pretty profound shit. And in the time passing since then, I've seen that mindless circling in "men with a purpose" and felt that inner turmoil.

And, DUDE, I called "BULLSHIT" on the COVID "pandemic" on March 11, 2020, BEFORE the lockdowns.  And I called it out on Trump AND Biden, and there's the receipt.  Granted, most of my ire was directed at the spiritual people who I expected to be a vanguard against tyranny and instead became foot soldiers and comfort girls for the fascists.  But DAMN.  The thing is I wasn't "ahead of my time," I was just being me, holding center while the whole world went bat shit crazy.

So what have I been up to since I posted last?  I could say "nothing," and that could be accurate.  I've done a lot of nothing.  And in the midst of doing nothing and going through the inner conflict and turmoil of learning to accept the nothing - the Void - I "did" the following:

• Creating a fishing practice that began with surf fishing in Southern California and expanded into surf fishing, offshore and kayak fishing in Clifornia and Florida, complete with a storage shed full of my equipment all the way across the country.
• Bringing me to another thing I did - I bought a house in Pensacola.  And more importantly, I spiritually divorced myself from Califorina (not easy since I was born here and am not a nomad by nature).
• I got a Black Belt in Taekwando, then Dan 2, then Dan 3.  I went from dabbling in Taekwando to being very active and failry proficient, and it's become a big part of my life.
• One of my kids got married and has a baby.  I'm a grandfather!
• My other kid is in high school.

And it's been a lot of nothing.  A lot of working through the ennui, stress and depression of training myself away from the need to "do something." Some of this was circumstantial - my wife works a lot and now she's working and going to school, so I'm alone quite a bit.  And instead of just "filling" the void, I want to also embrace it.  Consciously go deep into it. And it's harder than it looks, a lot harder.  Especially when I speak it outloud like this.  

"I'm bored and lonely" is the gateway to the void.  It's the pathway to embracing the nothing.

I REALLY need to post here more!  This isn't a bad little blog at all.

  

Australian Media Told Not to Use Term "Pedophile"

 As reported by the Daily Mail, Australia is telling their media not to use the term "pedophile" to describe people who sexually abuse children.  Ostensibly, this is to help the abusers from "feeling marginalized."

This is actually one of the most brazen attempts to openly legitimize pedophilia that we have seen.  I'd call it a "trial balloon."  It is also a big tell - the world leadership has been engaging in child sex abuse (documented) for a very long time, and it looks like they're trying to bring their "under the table" actions above-board by openly legitimizing pedophilia.

Between 1981 and 1985, a dossier that detailed a list of "big names" in Britain who were engaging in child sexual abuse and child porn was compiled.  Mysteriously, this dossier was lost.  In 2013, an new investigation began that uncovered even more names.  The background can be found here.

Basically, the situation in Britain is as bad as ever, and the pedophilia (which can no longer be called such in Australia) is rampant at the highest levels of government in the UK.  But not just the UK, the entire Commonwealth and very much in the US as well.

This is where it gets interesting.  You might recall the vehement reaction against "Pizzagate," trying to discredit the story.  But the issue of pedophilia and child porn in the US government has not gone away - it's as rampant as ever, they just work overtime to block or discredit any investigation.

Now they've taken a bold new tactic, to openly legitimize what they're doing.

This is going to be the new civil rights movement.  Transgender rights has already been firmly established. Yes, conservatives like to think there is still a battle here, there isn't.  It's over.  The next battle is "polygamy/ polyamory," and we will very quickly see "rights" established for this as well.  We will also see easing of restrictions around incest.  

It doesn't take a psychic to see any of these things, they're already in front of our eyes.  

After polygamy and incest are established as "rights," the next natural step will be pedophilia.

The first step will be to cast the perpetrators as "victims," as is the case in the Daily Mail story.  Sure, child sex abuse is wrong, but these perpetrators are misunderstood, they have a disease, they get singled out in prison, blah blah blah, and we should treat them the same way we treat drug offenders, with therapy (well, except that we don't, we just do nothing about drug abuse instead of jail).

Once we've established that pedophilia is just a misunderstood disease, it's a small step to argue it isn't a disease at all, it's natural and a right.  They'll further argue that the damage done to children isn't from the abuse, it's from society's negative viewpoint of child sexual abuse, that if we didn't treat pedophilia as something bad, then, hey, kids wouldn't be traumatized.  So we need to make it "normal," for the kids' sake.  And bingo, all the abusers in at the highest levels of government and media now can abuse children right out in the open and nobody can say jack about it. 

Far-fetched?  Hardly.  You watch - this is already happening.  And because those in the government and media are some of the biggest abusers, it's going to take something extraordinary to stop the trend.

Light workers need to get to work.  We need to get off our asses and stop with the "love and light" bullshit.  Our job is to destroy the forces of evil, and yet we sit here being idiots thinking "we are non-judgmental."  No, you just suck at your job.  

Get to work, light workers!  Stand up and FIGHT!  

There is NO WAY anyone working with light can think for one second that child sexual abuse is "okay" and we can keep looking the other way.  We need to start taking a hard stand.

We need to stand up against the evil, against the corruption, against the forces that seek to take away freedom.  We need to stand up against censorship, lockdowns and distortion of history and facts in the name of "social justice."  We need to stand up against evil cloaked as "human rights."  

The media is not our friend. It is lying to us - but is is OUR job to bring the light, bring the truth and destroy the darkness.  To do that, we need to stop being complacent and "open-minded" and start DOING OUR JOBS!

Join me, light workers, before it's too late.

Disconnecting from "Uthaithani," Reconnecting with Zhongli Quan

The place was never that great.  My connection was based on false pretenses and now it's poisoned with lies, theft and deception.

There's no "Uthaithani" here, because, honestly, I don't want anything to do with that place.  And never really did.

My home is by the ocean, not some boring farm community in the middle of nowhere.

Yeah, it's nice and slow and off the grid.  Also boring as fuck. And my former connection to the place was based on a series of bad decisions derived from bad information.

In the end, the place is not a spiritual hub, but a cautionary tale about trusting greedy and stupid people.  After years of resisting the truth, I've finally faced it and cut off energetic ties.  

Building a place there was a huge, unnecessary mistake.  I don't want any part of that property anymore. I don't even want to visit or set foot in that place.  And I don't even want to look at the other crap those idiots bought with other people's money.  

To hell with them.  And to hell with that place.

So I cut it out.  I don't go by that name.  

Zhongli Quan is my past life name.  That's where my attention needs to be, not some stupid village that's caused me nothing but hardship and frustration.  The longer I stay away from that cursed house, the better my life gets. So keep it far, far away from me and my energy. 

I'll find a way to dissociate from all of the name. 

That village was boring and energetically corrupted.  This is my higher self.  This is much, much better. Detach from other people's "stuff" and focus on my own life and purpose.  

Depopulation Agenda is Happening Under Your Eyes

 Very important video from my friend and mentor Etienne Charland.  It's very important that you receive this message and understand some of what is actually going on.  Then you need to pass this on to other people to get the message spread far and wide.

We've reached a point where we can no longer keep these things shrouded in the Alchemy community, this needs to be pushed out to the general population before it is too late.  

PLEASE watch and share.

The Spiritual Civil War and My Time Away from Blogger

 

It’s been a long absence from the blog.  Too long. 

Some of it was necessary – I needed to regroup energetically and get clear on what I’m doing, at least enough to communicate.  I also needed time to process what I’ve seen this year, and that’s been challenging.

And in the process, I found better things to do than type nonsense on the computer. 

I became much more engaged with my physical body – not just exercising more, but real, functional skills.  I’ve become much more adept at martial arts and really integrated it into my being. It’s been very rewarding and made me in better shape than I’ve been in well over ten years.  Better flexibility, endurance, functional strength, agility, power.  An all-around better body.

And in the process of doing that, I found myself going less and less to the computer to write.  I’m getting more and more out of my head and into my physical body, at a time when the whole world seems stuck in its head and going crazy.

I feel very disappointed with my fellow man.  So much of the world bought straight into the panic and willingly gave up their most fundamental rights, and literally gave up their time on earth, because of fear.  Then they demanded everyone else do the same. 

Then when it became clear the panic was unwarranted and the virus is far less harmful than originally thought, they went into this weird “we must lock everything down to destroy the virus” mentality.  They’re giving up their rights and demanding others do the same not as an emergency measure, but as a political measure – to justify their belief in the efficacy of government. 

When this year started, I knew many people were brainwashed into blindly following the Cabal.  I had no idea just how many and how deep that delusion goes.  So many of my friends and people I know are hopeless zombies addicted to being controlled.  And that’s apart from the insanity of the greater population, which I encounter all the time.

What I’ve been doing is actively living my life – exercising more, getting outside more, traveling more, doing the things I enjoy more.  These are things I should have been doing anyhow, but now I feel an imperative to actively not stay inside and to actively engage, like it’s my sacred duty to do my part to not “stay at home,” to not give in to the messages of fear and repression.

What do I recommend for you?  Do the same. Do not stay home, do not disengage.  Go outside. Travel.  Engage with people.  If you’re single (or not and just want to anyhow), date.  Date, kiss, fuck.  Over and over.  Travel by airplane.  Travel to other states and countries as much as you can.  Do activities that involve other people.  Invite people over to your home.  Go visit others.  Visit friends and family.  Often. 

Exercise, preferably with others.  Go to your office when you can.  Get in the car and drive – everywhere.  Do not stay at home, do not “go virtual.”  Do the opposite of what the panic people want you to do.

Post messages on social media that show the truth about the virus and the extremely low fatality rate.  Point out that Trump’s (and everyone in his circle) very short episode with COVID and full recovery is NORMAL – that’s what happens to 99.9% of the people who get it.

Post messages on social media criticizing lockdowns.  Belittle people who support lockdowns – we need to actively attack the Cabal.  Fight back against stupid messages like “new normal” and “we’re all in this together,” and ESPECIALLY “safer at home,” perhaps the stupidest and most dangerous message ever.

Coronavirus is not a threat.  The threat is the multitudes living in fear and panic, regurgitating mainstream media disinformation and demanding we all give up our freedoms.  That’s the evil.  That’s the threat.  These people are the virus, the cancer, the evil force that needs to be eradicated.  We are not all in this together, it is a war – the forces of freedom versus the forces of fear.

It’s a war being waged on all levels.  Every spiritually-evolved person or aspirant needs to take up arms for freedom and use our spiritual gifts to protect freedom and fight back against this tyranny. 

We can no longer sit back and wait this out, or hope things go back.  They’ll never go back, because “what was” never was, it was an illusion.  The veil has now been lifted and the forces of evil and oppression have shown themselves.  Some we thought were our friends. We thought wrong.  Now we know.  Some we knew were probably evil, but we didn’t know just how evil.  Now we know.

Many are just really, really stupid, gullible people who aren’t bad but are easily manipulated and will never ascend.  Now we know what “spiritual deadwood” looks like.  You can feel sorry for them, you can wish it wasn’t so, but now you know. The deadwood will not survive the ascension.  I’m sorry to say that, because it’s so many people.  But you can also see the danger of fools in large numbers and why what will be must be so. Don’t waste pity on those who lack basic respect for themselves.  Instead do good for people who can make something of that good.

Instead of focusing on the evil and stupid, focus on the good.  Yes, there are many on the side of evil, but look around at how many are on the side of good.  The world is full of souls awakening to the truth and who have newfound appreciation for freedom.  These are our brothers and sisters – these are the ones we are charged with guiding to ascension. 

And this is where I am at now.  I had to take a lot of time to process and really integrate this reality, while also realigning my own life to be more powerful and effective.  I was feeling down, but now I feel reenergized.  I see the truth and I see where things are going.  The forces for freedom are strong and growing – ascension is happening.

The Cabal and forces of oppression are having their last hurrah.  Coronavirus accelerated this battle, and the evil forces have done a lot of damage, but they are weak.  After less than two months, their powers began to falter and things are unraveling quickly. 

Meanwhile, the forces of ascension are awakened.  The lockdowns woke us up to the truth and forced people to take a stand.  The forces of freedom are getting strong and more organized every day. You can see the evidence – wildfires everywhere in the Western US, massive overt and covert resistance to the messages of fear, mass resistance and outright rejection of impositions on our freedoms. 

It’s going to get stronger and stronger, so if you are waiting, now is the time to act.  Get up and fight – awaken your powers, use them.  Destroy the evil – it’s easy to see now.  Assert your freedoms and expand them as a daily practice. 

This is a worldwide civil war, one we must fight and will win.  Do not dwell on those who have chosen the wrong side, instead focus on supporting our tribe – be grateful and see the good all around you.  You are not alone, you’re just divorcing from an inauthentic life.  Befriend your allies who are ascending with you and make that tribe stronger. 

2020 has been difficult, but it has planted the seeds of ascension, and the sprouts are growing rapidly.  Get ready – soon you’ll be running the place.

About These Past Four Months

I haven’t written much because, over the past four months, I have been profoundly disappointed with world humanity.  I didn’t see a lot of positive, insightful or educational value in expressing my disappointment.  At this point, I feel it is, because the problem goes very deep and affects all levels.

My job is to do my part to elevate the consciousness of humanity.  Instead, humanity has been worse than ever.  That does impact me – something’s very wrong at all levels. I’m not sure how to resolve this problem, but it’s time to speak on it.

Since the Wuhan Coronavirus started coming into the world consciousness, pretty much everyone has behaved stupidly, panicky, irrationally, repugnantly and fear-based.  People in overwhelming numbers gave over their freedoms, their common sense, their jobs, their wealth, their children’s future, etc. to fear-based media disinformation.  People stupidly locked themselves in their homes, shut down their businesses, pulled their kids out of school, tattled on their neighbors, and turned themselves into stupid, panicky, asshole zombies. 

For nothing.

Nobody was “saved” by closing.  It was stupid,  jack-booted and just plain evil.  Everything that was done actually killed more people, both from the virus and from the effects of the extreme lockdown measures.

 

Italy has a really lousy medical system. If you get sick, you don’t see a doctor – you go to the friggin’ hospital.  So if you have an infectious disease, you go to the very worst place you can go and spread it to the most vulnerable.

So of COURSE lots of people got sick and died in Italy.  Between their idiotic “Hug a Chinese” campaign (because the US canceled flights from China) and their idiotic health system, lots of people got sick and lots of people died. 

Then what did they do?  They took reasonable measures to control the spread.  And then they listened to the Chinese, ditched the common-sense measures and locked the country down.

And the rest of Europe, instead of looking at Italy and saying “fuck that shit,” followed the idiotic Chinese model.  Willingly.  Like a bunch of stupid, worthless fucking sheep. 

That’s when I wrote what I wrote and then stopped.  But it only got worse.

While Europe was being mind-bogglingly stupid, the “Ascension Community” was busy being mind-bogglingly disconnected from everything and making a mockery of Alchemy and all the work it had been doing.

You had one group that denied the virus existed and claimed it was some government conspiracy.  Then you had another group that claimed it was Armageddon, would kill millions and cause permanent damage to everyone who survived and the typical “The World Will End Tomorrow” BS. Crap, I wasted moments of my life listening to some knucklehead talk about how lockdowns were great, the economy was going to collapse, oil would never go above $2 a barrel, the virus was going to kill hundreds of millions of people and we should all plant gardens because there was going to be a food shortage. 

And some “evolved leaders” were saying that guy was accurate!  OMFG, that’s when I walked away from the whole community – everyone was FULL of SHIT.

The “exponential death” people were wrong.  The denial people were wrong.  The “love and light” people had their heads up their asses posting pictures of animals in the cities and saying we should stay like this, and isn’t it great everyone is poor like me now.  People I had a lot of respect for were just spouting nonsense that didn’t match anything actually going on in the real world, claiming it was “muscle testing,” but never holding themselves to account when their wild predictions turned out wildly wrong over and over.  People I didn’t have much respect for did things that made me respect them even less.

Basically the entire spiritual community, including the handful of good ones, threw everything away and acted like ego-driven fools.  So for the past four months I was struggling with the collective idiocy and fear-based sheeple behavior of humanity and the collapse of the spiritual/ alchemy community, down to the subatomic level, just obliterated.

I received messages during this time to resist the lockdown mentality and distance myself from the insanity of the spiritual world.  It is time for me to individuate and begin walking my own path, and this experience rapidly accelerated that process. 

I knew the virus wasn’t the Spanish Flu pandemic the media was screaming about.  And the data confirms my intuition.  My intuition actually matches real data, not just some Armageddon BS that only matches the voices in my head, or some idiot with a video who thinks any dufus with a patch of land and some seeds can do a better job than trained, experienced farmers (good grief – you want to show your ignorance about farming and basic common sense, try telling me how gardens will save us from food scarcity and I will assume - rightly - that you know nothing about anything). 

So I fought the prevailing opinion about the lockdown, about the danger of the virus, about the sheeple mentality.  For a long time, it was just me and some right-wing people with their own major blocks and veils.  Not exactly “evolved company,” but it’s all their was.  Eventually, some people from other ideological backgrounds came forward and the data confirming the truth couldn’t be repressed.

Right around the time the general public was sick and tired of being sheep, the US exploded into race riots.  This was the inevitable result of trapping people in their homes, lying to them and then lighting the tinder.

 

The race protests are not about elevating consciousness.  They’re basically a bunch of really stupid white people (mostly women) trying to look good in front of their stupid white people friends while black people laugh at them.  Other than that, it was frustrated people sick of the lockdown blowing off steam and trying to steal back what society stole from them for four months. It’s not consciousness, it’s catharsis.

But compared to the lockdown, the riots were a breath of fresh air.  And they did their job – everything opened up after that because they called out the government on its own bullshit.

Turns out most people didn’t buy the lockdown BS, they just didn’t know how to fight back.  Now that the lockdowns are ending, people just want to put that hellish episode behind them.

I can’t.  I’ve never had such a low opinion of my fellow man.  Just a bunch of pathetic little sheep who do whatever they’re told, no matter how stupid.  And the “evolved leaders” didn’t do any better – just “end of the world” porn or complete denial.  It’s like being reasonable and seeing the middle path, in terms of the severity of the disease and in how to deal with it, wasn’t allowed in the spiritual community. If you were looking for a middle way, you were in “spiritual denial,” you’ve been infected by the virus, you’ve been corrupted by the False Light Matrix, blah blah blah.  The egos in that group were overwhelming, nobody wanted to ask questions with an open mind or support freedom (which is what we’re here for – if you want to lock people in their homes, go be a prison guard, don’t be in Alchemy).

I doubted my truth because I felt all alone.  But it turned out my intuition has been spot on.  I really need to trust myself, even when I feel like I’m in a “bad place” and everything is going wrong.

So I’m on my own.  I’ll still learn from masters, but I’m standing on my own.  What I learned from this is my intuition serves me very well, especially when the world around me is going crazy.  I’m farther along than I thought I was.  I still have a lot to learn and a long ways to go, but I’m also comfortable and accepting of my imperfections and still committed to my higher truth.

Humanity let me down. The Alchemy “leaders” lost their way.  But I’m still standing and now I’m on my own.  It’s time.

Evolved My Ass - Y'all A Bunch of Stupid Fucking Sheep

"Please Pen us Up and Shear Us.  You can even slaughter some of us, cuz we scaaaaarrrrred!"

I thought some people were evolved.  I thought some people were really standing in the light and promoting freedom.  I thought some of y'all were unique and actually using your human talents instead of giving them away to fucking totalitarian governments.

I thought wrong.

You're all a bunch of worthless, stupid fucking sheep.  

You think the Chinese handled this right?  Fuck the Chinese government.  Fuck their authoritarian bullshit.  Fuck Italy and their shutting down an entire country because 1/10000 of the population has Kung Flu.  Y'all are okay with this bullshit?  Then fuck YOU.

China is fucking wrong.  Italy is fucking wrong.  And you so-called "evolved" people want to bend over like the prison bitch and let Donald Trump or Joe Biden fuck your ass at will?  Holy shit.

You know what?  All you so-called "evolved" people baying like scared little sheep because of a fucking flu virus are not evolved.  You're pussies and LIARS, no different than the "low vibration" masses y'all think you're better than.

You're not. You're worse.  Not only do you live in fear and ego attachment, you're also lying sacks of shit.  Fuck all y'all. You're pathetic.

And those of you fake "evolved" people I gave money to?  You ripped me off, and that's your karma.  But I've cut off my energy from you fake "lightworkers."  You ninnes couldn't change a light bulb much less do real light work.  

Real light work stands up for freedom over fear.  At the first sign of fear (and weak-assed, over-hyped, overblown fear at that), you caved.  You have no courage.  You have no sense of truth.  You have no connection to divine light.  You've been faking it the whole time.  You're frauds.

I'm grateful for the Wuhan Virus.  It's tearing off the fake masks being worn by the Cabal agents pretending to be light workers.  It's bringing out the truth - that you're all a bunch of fake-ass PUSSIES who don't know shit and don't have enough divine power to operate that mechanical monkey playing the cymbals, much less change the world.  So shut up, go find real jobs, and get out of the way.  Starbucks is calling - time for your fake asses to start pouring coffee and driving Uber on the side. It'll be a lot more useful to the world than the "evolved" bullshit you've been spreading.

So yah, thank God for this virus.  Next to the sheep, the wolves look pretty damn appealing. 

And FUCK the shepherds!  What the fuck is wrong with y'all??  I only supported Trump because Hillary would have been even FURTHER up my ass, I'm sure as hell not wanting to give him MORE power - WTF?? And no, turning things over to the party that lives to turn us all into fucking sheep sure as hell isn't  the answer.  The answer is to stand up and act like fucking HUMAN BEINGS!

You idiots talk about "5D" when you're all nothing but ONE-dimensional, wimpy, low-vibration-loving SHEEP.  NONE of you seems to have a clue what 2D is, much less 3, 4 or 5, so shut up with that bullshit take your retrograde nonsense off social media.  You're stupid, wimpy and 100% wrong all the time.  You're not light workers.  You're not helping.  Shut up and get real jobs, or step up.

The world need human beings.  Because you sheep SUCK.

Where's an abattoir when you need it?