The following is a very urgent message from Etienne Charland. I have been performing this meditation and am now being called to urge everyone who can hear me to do the same. Many of you following are deeply spiritual people, and if you are still standing, this is for you.
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The first half of my life up to now was like the Oingo Boingo song “Nothing Bad Ever Happens To Me.”
And the past five years or so have been very mellow and peaceful, COVID bullshit and economic turmoil notwithstanding.
But in between… oboy. That was a roller coaster. They say what doesn’t kill your makes you stronger, and that may be. But it also added a shitload of grey hair and set me back massively financially and lifestyle.
But those bad days in between (and they weren’t all bad, by any stretch) made me stronger and wiser. I’m a better person for having persevered through the rough stuff. I’m a lot tougher than I thought.
I am a new grandfather.
Or new as of three months now. I
have a beautiful little grandson, who is adorable.
It’s an interesting feeling.
It’s not the weird craziness I see from other grandparents, but it’s a
profound feeling. And it changes my perspective,
much the same way parenting changed my perspective, but in much different ways.
Parenting felt like trying to grow up while helping my
children grow up and so many other life things that happened along with
it. Including everything that would fall
under personal growth/evolution/spiritual journey. Everything in this blog would fall under that
umbrella.
Being a grandpa feels more Zen. If parenting is the cycle of activity and
moment-to-moment, grandparenting is taking a step back and seeing a much
broader perspective. It’s the
intersection of the past and the future in front of me, and it brings up a lot
of thoughts, emotions and insight.
These past few years have been a time of going more inward
in my growth path, and wondering if it’s even really a growth path at all. The recurring feeling is regret – releasing a
lot of regret, making peace with my mistakes.
I’ve given up “letting go” and it’s “letting be,” which means allowing
things to be as they are, including my feelings of regret. Because I want to make better use of the time
I still have on this earth, instead of mourning the time that’s gone.
And this new experience puts that process in a different
light. On the one hand, I regret my past
marriages, especially the first one.
They were horrible decisions.
And in the case of the first one, anyone looking at it who
is objective would see it was a complete mismatch in every way. Dating her and keeping that going was a huge
mistake, marrying her an even bigger one, and the whole sham of a life I
created to bridge the obvious mismatch was stupid and dumb. I settled into a city I never liked (and
still don’t), and even sought public office in a place I never wanted to be
in. The whole thing was just weird,
bizarre, stupid and wrong. When I
finally woke up from this delusion and left the marriage, I felt vertigo as the
false reality completely burned away (because it was nothing but paper
mache). It took me a long time to figure
out what that vertigo/panic was, but I understand now. I tried to fight my way out of reality but in
the end reality and destiny won.
And in the end, I got rid of a joke of a marriage with
someone who was a complete mismatch but I had this great kid. And he grew up to be a really awesome young
man who is doing pretty well in his own life and has really interesting
thoughts and dreams of his own. So from
delusion and regret came life, love and beauty.
And for me, a generation of life experiences and my own
growth path.
Now that young man has a baby of his own. My grandson.
And here I am, integrating the regret and “WTF?” of my past while
realizing that this is my lineage.
I am looking forward and back at the same time, from a
distance. It’s pretty cool. My life path isn’t finished. There is still work and growth for me. And yet, there are now two generations of
“me” following my life. My lineage will
continue long after I’m gone.
And I can see the paradox, that life is both infinitely
precious and infinitely insignificant. I
am ultimately this imperceptible part of the infinite chain of life. And yet I’m also indispensable. Without me, the chain ends. The endless string of life following me is
dependent on my existence, which is nothing in the grand universe. We are everything and nothing simultaneously,
and I’m holding that living proof of the paradox of life in my hands.
Like I said, it’s pretty Zen.
It makes me realize a lot of the “personal growth” stuff is
stupid and meaningless, and at the same time profoundly important. We strive to create a life of significance,
and yet each individual life is insignificant on the individual level. And yet infinitely precious when extended
over time.
So what insight do I glean from this? First, most of the work we do to “make a
mark” in the world is meaningless bullshit.
Make a life that’s happy for you, take care of the next generation and
find your peace. Simple is better. Because in the end, that’s all there is.
I wish I had done more fishing instead of trying to “make a
home” in this crappy city, and running for school board. So, do more fishing now. I don’t regret the “self-improvement” stuff
that actually made my life more enjoyable.
An enjoyable life (not a hedonistic life focused on temporal pleasure)
is the foundation of generational growth.
I got that part right with my second son.
But don’t worry about work, apart from how it can bring
enjoyment to your life. The universe
isn’t going to give a shit about your career.
Hell, YOU won’t give a shit about your career 18 months after you
retire. Most of the efforts to achieve
in school and get the plum job are a waste of effort (unless it’s something you
really enjoy). Your great-great-great
grandkids won’t give a shit, but they’ll be glad if you were happy.
What matters in the end is what contributes to the flow of
life, the future souls’ journey. You can fuck up pretty good and still make a
profound contribution, and you can work hard and do all the right things and
have your life add up to nothing in the end.
Are you growing and nurturing the river of life or are you taking from
it? Or are you doing neither and just drying
up in the sun?
When you look at life from that bigger perspective, that’s when
the true nature of the ego and the infinite mind come into perspective. Our ego-based lives are utterly
meaningless. They’re not even a grain of
sand on the beach. All the things the
ego values mean nothing and are reduced to nothing almost instantly in the greater
scheme of time. Yet our lives, our
souls, our contribution to the flow of life, is infinite and we are integral
and interconnected.
We are nothing, yet everything. And in the nothing is the everything. And stepping back to see the generations
unfolding behind me and in front of me gives me the physical, visual, experiential
proof of this reality. Individually, our
lives are nothing and we are all one. And
all is nothing, and nothing is all.
I warned about the evils of COVID lockdowns back in early
March 2020, before the lockdowns. At the
time I called out the pussies in the “evolved communities” who were cowering
under their tables over a virus that turned out to actually not be that big of
a deal, and nowhere near worth the damage we put society through. I said at the time you cannot be a champion
for personal evolution and a champion for fascism and panic porn.
From the beginning I said – and over and over since –
lockdowns, social distancing measures and mandates, as well as the pushing of
vaccines, was all evil, stupid and wrong.
It all did far more damage than any good that came from it. Then I continued saying it as I watched our
country and the world devolve into the stupidest, most destructive and evil policies
of my lifetime.
I knew back then all this was doing far more harm than
good. And no, that doesn’t prove I have
special gifts to see into the future, it just makes me rational and grounded.
Anyone who wasn’t deliberately being an idiot could see lockdowns were a really
bad, dumb and morally wrong idea.
So it doesn’t make me special to point out (again) that I
was right. Here is yet more prooflockdowns had a NEGATIVE effect. Not
only did they not “save lives,” they COST lives.
Again, duh.
This was never about saving lives. This was about an idiot President who wanted
to look good to the media who despised him.
It was about an arrogant little elf with small-man disease who wanted to
act powerful. It was about China
imposing its will on us while we bent over and took it like prison bitches. And far, far, far too many of us actually
ENJOYED the ass-fucking.
And it wasn’t genius to predict the “vaccines” wouldn’t work
very well, and would likely have severe side-effects. That’s the normal thing to expect when you
rush out a vaccine with zero testing and zero accountability, and then promise
it’ll cure every problem known to man, and then force people to take it or risk
losing their job- again, because it’s so awesome. It wasn’t genius to notice masks are really
stupid and don’t protect from anything.
And it wasn’t genius to notice that these mandates were
basically a way for insecure people to force others to do what they were doing
so they wouldn’t feel like they were alone and nobody liked them. It had nothing to do with medical science as
far as stopping viruses go and everything to do with the medical science of
psychology.
So no, I’m not a genius for predicting the obvious from the
get-go. I’m a man of average
intelligence in a world full of fucking idiots.
Fucking idiots who want to nominate Donald Trump, the moron who gave us Fauci and lockdowns and Joe Biden, the only man who can hold his own with Trump when it comes to complete stupidity and incompetence. Both parties have strong, viable alternatives who are intelligent, sane, and who have opposed these insane lockdown and mandate measures. If this nation had half a brain, we’d have two normals running against each other and put this lockdown and mandate insanity behind us forever.
We’re mired in inflation and supply-chain disaster, so let’s
give the country a choice between the father of the worst inflation in 30 years
and the other daddy. Really, what the actual FUCK, people?!?
We have alternatives who don’t completely suck, but instead
we’re going to nominate the two China lockdown stooges who have combined to
give us the 2020s, the worst period of our lifetimes. Things suck worse than ever, so let’s ensure
that we only have a choice between the two idiots who are solely responsible
for this craptacular situation we are in.
That way we can make sure the 2020s suck colossal ass for the ENTIRE
FUCKING DECADE.
So right now my mood is “Fuck All Y’all.” If the whole
country wants to suck, then the country will suck. It’s a world full of idiots. Fine.
Fuck them all. A small handful of people get it – I’m here for you. The rest of the world can eat a bag of dicks
for all I care.
It doesn’t matter who wins between Trump and Biden, or
Russia and Ukraine, just like it doesn’t matter who wins some UFC fight. It’s all bullshit in service of unbelievably
stupid, conformist, and low-key evil, people.
I’ll keep fighting the good fight here, but I’m not going to wonder why
the world is going to shit, most of the world want to go to shit. Let them. Fuck them.
Society really has, in a literal sense, gone to hell over
the past 20 years. This has become
particularly so in this current decade.
Every aspect of society has devolved at an accelerating rate, to the
point where open Luciferian agreements are more than norm than the exception.
Politics doesn’t guide society, it “flows up” from
society. So as society rots, we see the
rot manifesting in politics.
At this point, on any fundamental matter, America’s major
political parties are indistinguishable.
On one “side” you have the progressives who favor big, oppressive
government, hero worship, the stripping of personal rights, forced medical
experimentation, command-and-control economics, and societal passivity. They basically want everyone stoned, wasting
time on social media, mindlessly conforming and ignoring everyone and
everything going on around them. They
want people sad, bored and helpless.
On the other “side” you have “MAGA Conservatives” who also
favor big, oppressive government, so long as it’s pointed at the progressives
and not them, and it keeps sending them checks every month. They also support hero worship and demand
loyalty to their leader, even though he has done nothing to actually improve
their lives. They favor the stripping of
personal rights, forced medical experimentation, crony capitalism (with
slightly lower taxes and higher debt, just shifting the costs to the other side
of the ledger), and societal rage. They
want everyone angry, wasting time on social media, wasting their energy on the
latest emotional boogeyman to keep them angry and distracted. They encourage
poor choices with money, such as crypto scams and stockpiling gold. They want a society that’s angry, easily
distracted, running around in circles and too tired to stop and see what’s
really going on.
In the end, while both “sides” hate the other, they really
need each other. A jackboot works best
as a pair. You have the one who stomps
from the left, the other from the right, and society just gets worse and
worse. We get angrier, more stupid, more
conformist, more passive, more stoned, more drunk, more addicted to social
media and the latest adrenaline rush from whatever false flag is put up to make
us angry/scared/depressed or some other disempowered emotion.
You’ll notice each side wants a population that is some
level of powerless and unhappy. Which
conveniently is also want sellers of goods and services want, because unhappy
people buy more things, take on more debt, and make poorer financial decisions. A disempowered society is more profitable
for the sellers, whether they be in politics or business.
So you see, MAGA and the progressives need each other, to
serve their ultimate benefactor – Lucifer.
One side talks about “safety,” which is a code word for encouraging
weakness. The other talks about “freedom,”
which is a code word for “disempowered.”
Because a truly free person doesn’t look to the political process to
grant him or her freedom, they cultivate their own power and just take it as
their birthright.
Talking about “freedom” is treating it as some external
thing. That’s like saying God is “out
there” and you need to “find God.” Well,
that’s pretty convenient if you’re trying to manipulate people. If people understood God and freedom are
already here and the only deprivation is when we choose to give them up, well
then the powers that be lose all their power.
People gain power by convincing others to give up God and
freedom (and freedom really is connection to God, so it’s all God). They do this by either convincing people that
God and their personal power doesn’t exist (the “leftist model”) or that “bad
people” are standing in the way of your connection to God and you need “government
savior” to defeat them and restore your connection to God.
Both of these models are complete bullshit. They are false. The only person depriving you of a connection
to God is you. And if you’re
disconnected from God, it’s because you’re allowing yourself to put society –
what others think, their conditional approval – above God. If you’re denying God, you’re doing so
because you value “conforming to society” and the approval of others who have
chosen Lucifer over God. If you’re
believing a false story that “someone else” or “something else” is standing
between you and God, then you’re placing your value in your emotions – mostly anger
– and not God.
None of our problems are going to be solved through the
political process, that’s just digging a deeper and deeper hole. The idea that switching from the left boot to
the right boot or vice-versa will bring you closer to God (or help you let go of
that feeling of disconnection from God) is ludicrous. It’s the same mentality as the drug addict
who things “one more hit” will get them closer to recovery.
The whole system is irreparable because the whole system is
in agreement with Lucifer, not God. It’s
easy to see if you look. Notice how
things like drug addiction, adultery, embezzlement, bribery, lying, cheating,
bearing false witness, revenge and all the other evil things that take us away
from God are prevalent throughout politics.
It’s in both parties. In fact, it’s gone from being tolerated to being
celebrated. Both sides celebrate the
accumulation of not just unsustainable levels of debt, but astronomically
unsustainable levels.
And for what? What do
we have to show for this? Can you point
to even one government service that isn’t basically a transfer of money from
one set of people to another, that accomplishes anything good? It seems to be an argument between people who
want to waste money and lives on war and people who want to waste money and
time on magical thinking that accomplishes nothing. Wind farms, solar farms, electric cars –
doing nothing to reduce carbon or the world temperature. In fact, it’s only gotten worse – the solutions
are likely worsening the situation, either by accident or more likely design.
So would we be better off if we just shut down the
government entirely, sent every legislator home to go pick up trash on the
road, and had no government, or very very little government? People say “oh,
the planes wouldn’t fly,” but do you realize how miniscule the FAA is and how incredibly
easy it would be to turn that into a non-government agency supported by those
who fly airplanes? All the things they
say we “can’t live without” fit into less than 5% of the budget. The rest is either money transfers (which
could be automated or privatized), wars (which we don’t need), or other crap we
don’t need.
What about the roads?
States already build them. What
about schools? Again, states. What about trade agreements? Importers and
exporters could cover that easily. What
about the FBI and CIA? Yeah, what WOULD
we do with out them…
The only people who suffer from a government shutdown are
politicians, bureaucrats, and the industry supporting them, including
Washington media. Of course they’ll
complain. But was anyone’s life changed
when the writers and actors went on strike?
No, not really. Nobody in the
real world will notice, and once people are weaned off their addiction to the
horse race of politics, people will be better off.
At some point, we need a major crisis where people have no
choice but to realize that the only thing separating them from God is
themselves. And I sense that crisis is
coming much sooner than anyone could have thought. This decade really is going
to hell in a handbasket. More like a
hypersonic rocket going faster and faster with every mile.
I forgot to mention some important things in my last post.
Lately my ability to transmute energies from Florida has
grown stronger. I’ve been transmuting
water energy – reducing the strength of storms in the area – and using that
energy for personal use and other things.
And here’s what’s come up:
There have been other interesting events as a result of this
activity, and it eventually produced my personal timeline shift. It also greatly enhanced my ability to do wok
for others.
In the case of the hurricane and the rain at Burning Man, I
didn’t specifically ask for these things, but the energies have to go
somewhere, so I guess subconsciously I did. Probably consciously, too, if I’m
being honest, though I have a spotty track record when it comes to consciously
manipulating physical energies in such a manner.
Of course in the case of Burning Man, it was long overdue
karma, and there’s more where that came from.
I wouldn’t wish it on them, but I wouldn’t not wish it on them, either.
Energies have expanded even more since the major timeline
shift this weekend.
