Friday, September 15, 2023

Society Really Is Going to Hell


 

Society really has, in a literal sense, gone to hell over the past 20 years.  This has become particularly so in this current decade.  Every aspect of society has devolved at an accelerating rate, to the point where open Luciferian agreements are more than norm than the exception.

Politics doesn’t guide society, it “flows up” from society.  So as society rots, we see the rot manifesting in politics. 

At this point, on any fundamental matter, America’s major political parties are indistinguishable.  On one “side” you have the progressives who favor big, oppressive government, hero worship, the stripping of personal rights, forced medical experimentation, command-and-control economics, and societal passivity.  They basically want everyone stoned, wasting time on social media, mindlessly conforming and ignoring everyone and everything going on around them.  They want people sad, bored and helpless.

On the other “side” you have “MAGA Conservatives” who also favor big, oppressive government, so long as it’s pointed at the progressives and not them, and it keeps sending them checks every month.  They also support hero worship and demand loyalty to their leader, even though he has done nothing to actually improve their lives.  They favor the stripping of personal rights, forced medical experimentation, crony capitalism (with slightly lower taxes and higher debt, just shifting the costs to the other side of the ledger), and societal rage.  They want everyone angry, wasting time on social media, wasting their energy on the latest emotional boogeyman to keep them angry and distracted. They encourage poor choices with money, such as crypto scams and stockpiling gold.  They want a society that’s angry, easily distracted, running around in circles and too tired to stop and see what’s really going on.

In the end, while both “sides” hate the other, they really need each other.  A jackboot works best as a pair.  You have the one who stomps from the left, the other from the right, and society just gets worse and worse.  We get angrier, more stupid, more conformist, more passive, more stoned, more drunk, more addicted to social media and the latest adrenaline rush from whatever false flag is put up to make us angry/scared/depressed or some other disempowered emotion.

You’ll notice each side wants a population that is some level of powerless and unhappy.  Which conveniently is also want sellers of goods and services want, because unhappy people buy more things, take on more debt, and make poorer financial decisions.   A disempowered society is more profitable for the sellers, whether they be in politics or business.

So you see, MAGA and the progressives need each other, to serve their ultimate benefactor – Lucifer.  One side talks about “safety,” which is a code word for encouraging weakness.  The other talks about “freedom,” which is a code word for “disempowered.”  Because a truly free person doesn’t look to the political process to grant him or her freedom, they cultivate their own power and just take it as their birthright.

Talking about “freedom” is treating it as some external thing.  That’s like saying God is “out there” and you need to “find God.”  Well, that’s pretty convenient if you’re trying to manipulate people.  If people understood God and freedom are already here and the only deprivation is when we choose to give them up, well then the powers that be lose all their power.

People gain power by convincing others to give up God and freedom (and freedom really is connection to God, so it’s all God).  They do this by either convincing people that God and their personal power doesn’t exist (the “leftist model”) or that “bad people” are standing in the way of your connection to God and you need “government savior” to defeat them and restore your connection to God.

Both of these models are complete bullshit.  They are false.  The only person depriving you of a connection to God is you.  And if you’re disconnected from God, it’s because you’re allowing yourself to put society – what others think, their conditional approval – above God.  If you’re denying God, you’re doing so because you value “conforming to society” and the approval of others who have chosen Lucifer over God.  If you’re believing a false story that “someone else” or “something else” is standing between you and God, then you’re placing your value in your emotions – mostly anger – and not God.

None of our problems are going to be solved through the political process, that’s just digging a deeper and deeper hole.  The idea that switching from the left boot to the right boot or vice-versa will bring you closer to God (or help you let go of that feeling of disconnection from God) is ludicrous.  It’s the same mentality as the drug addict who things “one more hit” will get them closer to recovery.

The whole system is irreparable because the whole system is in agreement with Lucifer, not God.  It’s easy to see if you look.  Notice how things like drug addiction, adultery, embezzlement, bribery, lying, cheating, bearing false witness, revenge and all the other evil things that take us away from God are prevalent throughout politics.  It’s in both parties. In fact, it’s gone from being tolerated to being celebrated.  Both sides celebrate the accumulation of not just unsustainable levels of debt, but astronomically unsustainable levels.

And for what?  What do we have to show for this?  Can you point to even one government service that isn’t basically a transfer of money from one set of people to another, that accomplishes anything good?  It seems to be an argument between people who want to waste money and lives on war and people who want to waste money and time on magical thinking that accomplishes nothing.  Wind farms, solar farms, electric cars – doing nothing to reduce carbon or the world temperature.  In fact, it’s only gotten worse – the solutions are likely worsening the situation, either by accident or more likely design.

So would we be better off if we just shut down the government entirely, sent every legislator home to go pick up trash on the road, and had no government, or very very little government? People say “oh, the planes wouldn’t fly,” but do you realize how miniscule the FAA is and how incredibly easy it would be to turn that into a non-government agency supported by those who fly airplanes?  All the things they say we “can’t live without” fit into less than 5% of the budget.  The rest is either money transfers (which could be automated or privatized), wars (which we don’t need), or other crap we don’t need.

What about the roads?  States already build them.  What about schools?  Again, states.  What about trade agreements? Importers and exporters could cover that easily.  What about the FBI and CIA?  Yeah, what WOULD we do with out them…

The only people who suffer from a government shutdown are politicians, bureaucrats, and the industry supporting them, including Washington media.  Of course they’ll complain.  But was anyone’s life changed when the writers and actors went on strike?  No, not really.  Nobody in the real world will notice, and once people are weaned off their addiction to the horse race of politics, people will be better off.

At some point, we need a major crisis where people have no choice but to realize that the only thing separating them from God is themselves.  And I sense that crisis is coming much sooner than anyone could have thought. This decade really is going to hell in a handbasket.  More like a hypersonic rocket going faster and faster with every mile.

Tuesday, September 5, 2023

Flood in Burning Man and Other Interesting Side Effects


 

I forgot to mention some important things in my last post.

Lately my ability to transmute energies from Florida has grown stronger.  I’ve been transmuting water energy – reducing the strength of storms in the area – and using that energy for personal use and other things.  And here’s what’s come up:

    • ·California had a hurricane come out of nowhere that went through the southern part of the state

    1. · Burning Man had surprise record flooding that stranded people during the festival

There have been other interesting events as a result of this activity, and it eventually produced my personal timeline shift.  It also greatly enhanced my ability to do wok for others. 

In the case of the hurricane and the rain at Burning Man, I didn’t specifically ask for these things, but the energies have to go somewhere, so I guess subconsciously I did. Probably consciously, too, if I’m being honest, though I have a spotty track record when it comes to consciously manipulating physical energies in such a manner. 

Of course in the case of Burning Man, it was long overdue karma, and there’s more where that came from.  I wouldn’t wish it on them, but I wouldn’t not wish it on them, either.

Energies have expanded even more since the major timeline shift this weekend.

Timeline Shift Out of California


 

This weekend I officially, on a spiritual level, filed for divorce from California. 

I know that seems weird to say, just like a lot of things I write here, so what’s new?  The thing is, this is exactly like a toxic relationship.  I’m born and raised in California, and as much as I like to think I’m good at this whole “changing thing,” I’m actually not. And it’s my inability to efficiently pivot when it becomes clear a situation is bad for me has caused a lot of unnecessary suffering, expense and wasted years.

I’m not a nomad by nature.  I like to stay where I am, build roots and create something good in my home.  So that “home” is really important.  I’m born and raised in California, now over fifty years (which actually sounds good, not bad).  Most of that has been in the Los Angeles County area, which really was never my “home.”  LA area has a much different feel than Orange County and to me it’s always been dirtier, more crowded, lower-class and second-rate. 

So I’ve been spending a lot of time creating a home in a place I really don’t like and am only in because I have to be here.  But it’s never felt right and at some deep level I’ve been killing time in this second-rate suburban section of the craptacular Los Angeles area. 

Maybe I liked it some a while back, but the disconnect becomes worse and worse over time.  And I’d complain, but it was like the spouse in a toxic relationship who keeps complaining but never moves on, for whatever reason.  Even during COVID, when it became obvious I despise the huge majority of the people in this state (if LA sucks, the Bay Area swallows). I even felt alienated from my alma mater football team – you can only tolerate absolute crap for so long before even the strongest loyalty erodes.

In my mind I think “yeah, I’ve moved on from California.”  But I hadn’t.  Anger and frustration are not emotions associated with “moving on,” they’re associated with “hanging on.”  I was angry because deep down I still didn’t want to move on. 

Yes I bought a house in Pensacola, Florida.  Yes, I was living my best life far away from California, and felt miserable when I’d return.  So I was moving in that direction, but still pushing the ball uphill.

Then something switched, and it felt like this weekend the whole timeline shifted.  I did meditations where I asked the archetypes to remove all spiritual and emotional attachments to California and remove all blocks to creating a new home in Florida.  And it may end up my home isn’t Florida, or it is, I have to be open to all possibilities on that front as well.

And soon after that moment is when the whole timeline and reality changed in front of my eyes.  Things were somewhat familiar but also completely different, multiple Mandela Effects, and a very different thought process.  And at that point I felt, I’m not a Californian. Now I’m a Floridian.  And down the road, who knows?  But I do know this isn’t my home, which means I’m not responsible for it, which means I don’t need to get upset when things don’t work out in California.  It’s not my problem.

I was so passionate about Cal football and basketball, but poof, not anymore.  They’re a team a root for, but I’ve accepted they suck and it just doesn’t matter.  I got a degree there, but it’s really not my school or teams anymore, and hasn’t been for a while now.  I’ve been attached to Florida State since before I moved to the Panhandle, and that might have been some of the draw for choosing that area to buy a house. Kind of bandwagon, but more “supporting the home team.”  The thing is, I became a fan in 2021 when they were a bad team, but their fans packed stadiums and gave a big F-You to the COVID fascists.  That and I really like what Mike Norvell has done there.

And, yah, whether up or down that’s a program that prioritizes winning in football and men’s basketball. (Yah, their basketball team sucked last year, but 25 years of coaching success in the ACC is nothing to sneeze at, even with a bad year.)

But more than that, the whole energy shifted.  It’s all different.  Even the way I meditate and do alchemy now is different, everything.  And all the signals show this isn’t home anymore and those roots are completely gone. 

So I changed some things that connect to the old home, and I’ll be changing more.  Even if I’m physically here, I’m already gone.   

Monday, August 28, 2023

"Huh, This Isn't a Bad Little Blog"

 Obviously I'd given up on this blog for a while, years in fact.  Over that time I started a more public and "mainstream" blog about my fishing and Taekwando and such.  The thing is I'd kind of felt like I lost my mojo.  I have a couple decent posts over there, but the energy feels restrained and there's little creative mojo.  I've been feeling like my expression has been neutered, there's no passion or creative flow, like my sacral chakara is blocked or something, and that... blah... is coming out on that blog.  

Also hardly any viewers over on that blog.  I'll get around to linking it here.  I'm not trying to hide my identity in this blog, but I like the freedom of being able to speak my mind without it being directly linked to me. People who care can find me and reach out, but it gives me and my family some space while giving me a little more freedom. The other one is stuff I wouldn't mind posting on Facebook, I keep it very non-confrontational (for me, so it's still got a little edge to it).

Meanwhile, this blog has been dormant for a very long time.  Yet it has regular visitors.  A lot, apparently.  Pretty amazing, considering I gave this one up for dead.  I wasn't even sure I could still log in.

So I started reading some of the old posts and I found myself really enjoying them.  They were old posts and I could forget it was me wrote them and it was an enjoyable read.  Lots of energy, good flow, great insight.  I sound like I'm tooting my own horn, but I'm a pretty harsh critic of myself.

But here's an example:

"It is far better to know that you don't know what you want than to think you do.  The man who knows and accepts that he does not know his path is far closer to his goal than the man who actively dedicates himself to an illusory path so he can say "I have a purpose."

"The first step to personal growth is not to "find your purpose," it's to realize you have no idea what your purpose is and to find peace in this."

"Certainly a guiding puspose is essential to a fulfilled life, but pretty much everyone is so clouded in their thinking (msyelf included) that a man has no chance of finding that purpose in his disoriented condition."

"So a man who knows hs has no idea what his path is can easily learn to find peace, while a man who stubbornly insists on following his purose first will circle the globe several times and never come close to his path (and likely delude himself into thinking his aimless circling is a pathway, when he's just wasting his time)."

That's PART of one post.  But that is GOLD.  And looking back at it I can see the Zen influence.  It's like, wow, I actually integrated some pretty profound shit. And in the time passing since then, I've seen that mindless circling in "men with a purpose" and felt that inner turmoil.

And, DUDE, I called "BULLSHIT" on the COVID "pandemic" on March 11, 2020, BEFORE the lockdowns.  And I called it out on Trump AND Biden, and there's the receipt.  Granted, most of my ire was directed at the spiritual people who I expected to be a vanguard against tyranny and instead became foot soldiers and comfort girls for the fascists.  But DAMN.  The thing is I wasn't "ahead of my time," I was just being me, holding center while the whole world went bat shit crazy.

So what have I been up to since I posted last?  I could say "nothing," and that could be accurate.  I've done a lot of nothing.  And in the midst of doing nothing and going through the inner conflict and turmoil of learning to accept the nothing - the Void - I "did" the following:

  • Creating a fishing practice that began with surf fishing in Southern California and expanded into surf fishing, offshore and kayak fishing in Clifornia and Florida, complete with a storage shed full of my equipment all the way across the country.
  • Bringing me to another thing I did - I bought a house in Pensacola.  And more importantly, I spiritually divorced myself from Califorina (not easy since I was born here and am not a nomad by nature).
  • I got a Black Belt in Taekwando, then Dan 2, then Dan 3.  I went from dabbling in Taekwando to being very active and failry proficient, and it's become a big part of my life.
  • One of my kids got married and has a baby.  I'm a grandfather!
  • My other kid is in high school.

And it's been a lot of nothing.  A lot of working through the ennui, stress and depression of training myself away from the need to "do something." Some of this was circumstantial - my wife works a lot and now she's working and going to school, so I'm alone quite a bit.  And instead of just "filling" the void, I want to also embrace it.  Consciously go deep into it. And it's harder than it looks, a lot harder.  Especially when I speak it outloud like this.  

"I'm bored and lonely" is the gateway to the void.  It's the pathway to embracing the nothing.

I REALLY need to post here more!  This isn't a bad little blog at all.




  

Monday, March 15, 2021

Australian Media Told Not to Use Term "Pedophile"

 As reported by the Daily Mail, Australia is telling their media not to use the term "pedophile" to describe people who sexually abuse children.  Ostensibly, this is to help the abusers from "feeling marginalized."

This is actually one of the most brazen attempts to openly legitimize pedophilia that we have seen.  I'd call it a "trial balloon."  It is also a big tell - the world leadership has been engaging in child sex abuse (documented) for a very long time, and it looks like they're trying to bring their "under the table" actions above-board by openly legitimizing pedophilia.

Between 1981 and 1985, a dossier that detailed a list of "big names" in Britain who were engaging in child sexual abuse and child porn was compiled.  Mysteriously, this dossier was lost.  In 2013, an new investigation began that uncovered even more names.  The background can be found here.

Basically, the situation in Britain is as bad as ever, and the pedophilia (which can no longer be called such in Australia) is rampant at the highest levels of government in the UK.  But not just the UK, the entire Commonwealth and very much in the US as well.

This is where it gets interesting.  You might recall the vehement reaction against "Pizzagate," trying to discredit the story.  But the issue of pedophilia and child porn in the US government has not gone away - it's as rampant as ever, they just work overtime to block or discredit any investigation.

Now they've taken a bold new tactic, to openly legitimize what they're doing.

This is going to be the new civil rights movement.  Transgender rights has already been firmly established. Yes, conservatives like to think there is still a battle here, there isn't.  It's over.  The next battle is "polygamy/ polyamory," and we will very quickly see "rights" established for this as well.  We will also see easing of restrictions around incest.  

It doesn't take a psychic to see any of these things, they're already in front of our eyes.  

After polygamy and incest are established as "rights," the next natural step will be pedophilia.

The first step will be to cast the perpetrators as "victims," as is the case in the Daily Mail story.  Sure, child sex abuse is wrong, but these perpetrators are misunderstood, they have a disease, they get singled out in prison, blah blah blah, and we should treat them the same way we treat drug offenders, with therapy (well, except that we don't, we just do nothing about drug abuse instead of jail).

Once we've established that pedophilia is just a misunderstood disease, it's a small step to argue it isn't a disease at all, it's natural and a right.  They'll further argue that the damage done to children isn't from the abuse, it's from society's negative viewpoint of child sexual abuse, that if we didn't treat pedophilia as something bad, then, hey, kids wouldn't be traumatized.  So we need to make it "normal," for the kids' sake.  And bingo, all the abusers in at the highest levels of government and media now can abuse children right out in the open and nobody can say jack about it. 

Far-fetched?  Hardly.  You watch - this is already happening.  And because those in the government and media are some of the biggest abusers, it's going to take something extraordinary to stop the trend.

Light workers need to get to work.  We need to get off our asses and stop with the "love and light" bullshit.  Our job is to destroy the forces of evil, and yet we sit here being idiots thinking "we are non-judgmental."  No, you just suck at your job.  

Get to work, light workers!  Stand up and FIGHT!  

There is NO WAY anyone working with light can think for one second that child sexual abuse is "okay" and we can keep looking the other way.  We need to start taking a hard stand.

We need to stand up against the evil, against the corruption, against the forces that seek to take away freedom.  We need to stand up against censorship, lockdowns and distortion of history and facts in the name of "social justice."  We need to stand up against evil cloaked as "human rights."  

The media is not our friend. It is lying to us - but is is OUR job to bring the light, bring the truth and destroy the darkness.  To do that, we need to stop being complacent and "open-minded" and start DOING OUR JOBS!

Join me, light workers, before it's too late.

Monday, February 8, 2021

Disconnecting from "Uthaithani," Reconnecting with Zhongli Quan


The place was never that great.  My connection was based on false pretenses and now it's poisoned with lies, theft and deception.

There's no "Uthaithani" here, because, honestly, I don't want anything to do with that place.  And never really did.

My home is by the ocean, not some boring farm community in the middle of nowhere.

Yeah, it's nice and slow and off the grid.  Also boring as fuck. And my former connection to the place was based on a series of bad decisions derived from bad information.

In the end, the place is not a spiritual hub, but a cautionary tale about trusting greedy and stupid people.  After years of resisting the truth, I've finally faced it and cut off energetic ties.  

Building a place there was a huge, unnecessary mistake.  I don't want any part of that property anymore. I don't even want to visit or set foot in that place.  And I don't even want to look at the other crap those idiots bought with other people's money.  

To hell with them.  And to hell with that place.

So I cut it out.  I don't go by that name.  

Zhongli Quan is my past life name.  That's where my attention needs to be, not some stupid village that's caused me nothing but hardship and frustration.  The longer I stay away from that cursed house, the better my life gets. So keep it far, far away from me and my energy. 

I'll find a way to dissociate from all of the name. 


That village was boring and energetically corrupted.  This is my higher self.  This is much, much better. Detach from other people's "stuff" and focus on my own life and purpose.  

Friday, December 11, 2020

Depopulation Agenda is Happening Under Your Eyes


 Very important video from my friend and mentor Etienne Charland.  It's very important that you receive this message and understand some of what is actually going on.  Then you need to pass this on to other people to get the message spread far and wide.

We've reached a point where we can no longer keep these things shrouded in the Alchemy community, this needs to be pushed out to the general population before it is too late.  

PLEASE watch and share.