Was I Right To Be Harsh All Along?

 I was looking back at a "recent" blog post "What Changed?' in July where I felt regret for being harsh about my energetic assessment of "people who really didn't deserve it."

I noticed a few things.  First, almost immediately after that article, my personal energies began going to crap - all kinds of problems.  Problems with the house, money issues, energetic attacks, work issues, health, you name it.  Everything went downhill at the same time, and very quickly.

And one other thing happened - the individual who I was thinking of in that article came out basically celebrating Charlie Kirk's murder and falsely stating his killer was "right wing" (a popular fake conspiracy theory among the delusional left for a while after the murder, total cope, and very low-vibration behavior).

And now I'm looking at things and thinking that post was a "jumping the shark" moment for me.  I went full False Light Matrix.  Which is the same as going Full Retard.

You never go Full Retard.

It turns out my regret was flat-out wrong.  Everything I sensed about this guy that felt "mean" or "harsh" was 100% accurate.  The guy is an asshole, he's a phony, his energy is total shit, his life is a nonstop trainwreck because he is attached to bullshit False Light Matrix beliefs, Luciferian contracts, crappy energy loops and the worst, most unhelpful and destructive patterns of his mentor, without any of the offsetting elements.

There's nothing mean or regretful about speaking the truth.  Speaking the truth about this guy could save many well-meaning but misguided people from becoming his clients and getting sucked into his energetic septic tank (minus the helpful bacteria, or even a vent).  And expressing regret for calling balls and strikes as they are was actually a mimic pattern.

Once again, the lesson here is there's nothing nice about trying to be nice.  Call it like it is, use gentle, positive language where appropriate, but leave no doubt where you stand.  People are counting on you.

And now that I think more on this, it was that lapse into False Light Matrix and mimic patterns that preceded the energetic shit show that followed.  I get what I was trying to say - that anger pattern was its own mimic pattern, but there was a strong foundation of truth.  "Back then" my issue was a difficulty adjusting to and aligning with that energy, which brought forth so much anger.  In July, my issue was I was getting high on my own perfume - I was just beginning to feel the full effects of my energetic alignment and I went full retard.  It's taken me the better part of five months to recover from this.  And it's taken me to today to locate that "slipping off" point.

So here's the challenge going forward:  being in my power, being in my sovereignty, fully accessing and expressing my power - while being who I am in terms of heart and expression, while calling balls and strikes, while being humble, while avoiding traps of "being the nice guy," anger or guilt.  

Some people are assholes.  And if those assholes are influencing other people's energy, that's fucked up and needs to be called out forcefully, not couched in feel-good bullshit.  I might wish that asshole was well-meaning or had good qualities, but that doesn't make the asshole any less of one.  That person shouldn't be coaching or dragging anyone else into his shithole life.  

That's not harsh, it's the truth.  And it needs to be said.