Energies: Florida vs California. It's Clear as Day.

It's very noticeable, the difference in energies between California and Florida.  I'd say it's obvious to anyone who can notice energies.  I've pulled out some beach fishing pictures to make an "apples-to-apples" comparison, to highlight the differences.

When I'm in Florida, my energy is completely different.  Very relaxed, very open.  My energy work is MUCH more effective, my connection with my clients is better.  Even my work at the office is more effective and in flow.  

When I return to California from Florida, I still carry that higher vibration, but I can feel the difference. The energy in CA is heavy, thick and heavily polluted.  It's like trying to run through quicksand. It's draining and stressful. 

It's one thing to say "Florida is awesome and California sucks."  And while that's actually true and a pretty apt summary of the energy differences, it doesn't tell us much.  So let's look at the energy.

The above picture is a "skunk day" in Pensacola, FL, and a sunset.  December 2023.  You can feel the energy in this picture.  Simply meditating on this picture can raise your vibration.  It's not just the aesthetics, which are pretty awesome, it's the "vibe" of the photo.  This is the energy of Florida, they all have this feel to them. In fact, they're good "Natural Grounding" resources.

Now here is a "catch" beach photo in Southern California.  So the circumstances are good, but the energy is so different.  There's this thick, heavy fog like molasses.  It's draining and difficult to look at for a long period of time.  That's "California energy."  Sure, it's a beach, similar time of year, and beaches are nice, but the energies are nothing alike.

So now let's look at my energy , because that tells you more.  So here is one in Pensacola where I just caught a fish.  I'd had a long overnight flight and a ridiculous layover, but my energy is still really high vibration here.  You can see the relaxation and rising vibrations.

 Now let's look at a "I just caught a fish" picture in Southern California.  Same experience, I'm in better health (I had a cold in the above picture), more rested, and yet the energy is MUCH lower vibration.  Lots of stress and tension, lower vibration overall.  Even the background here has that crushing, draining overall energy.  Pretty skies, pretty ocean, pretty clouds, shitty energy.

I think that's enough.  Other pictures would just be the same difference.  The energies are the same and the differences are the same, too.  This isn't really about the politics, the people, taxes, cost of living, or the quality of fishing.  Although the populations contribute to the overall energy, there's also a higher source involved.  And that higher-level energy is visibly different.  It's also likely that this energy affects the population more than the populations affect the energy, unless the population is particularly high-vibration.

And while the California "spiritual community" imagines itself as high-vibration and Californians imagine themselves "evolved" and "enlightened," the opposite is the truth.  California energy is particularly bad.  Californians energy is particularly bad.  The energy of the California "spiritual community" is atrocious, it's almost 100% Satanic and very toxic.  Hopelessly so.  

So, no, Californians are not special, evolved, unique, or anything even vaguely resembling awesome.  Californians are toxic, weak, vacant, subservient, paranoid, and particularly stupid and conformist.  They're some of the worst people in the world.  And the energies of California are some of the worst in the world.  Did the people create this energy?  No.  The energy molded the people.  It wasn't always like this.  

I can remember when the energies in Orange County, California were pretty good.  But that past feels like an alternate universe now.  There's no way to go back to that energy.  It's hopelessly toxic and never going back to the "good old days."  That California is dead.

But the good news is the handful of high-vibration people who are suffering in California can escape and heal.  The energies outside of California are much better.

Like, for example, Florida.

The Insanity of the Knee-Jerk "Anti-Religious" People

 

The two craziest types of people are the hard-core religious fanatics and the knee-jerk anti-religious fanatics.

And when I say “crazy,” I mean it in the literal sense.  It’s a well-known and poorly-kept secret that religions tend to attract people who are clinically insane.  A lot of hard-core adherents are either clinically insane or hanging by a thread.  I’ve seen it personally.  I have a family member who was a hard-core religious adherent, and clinically insane.  I’ve been to temples where someone goes on and on about Buddha without any awareness of his or her audience. 

Strapping a bomb to yourself and blowing up unarmed people, or shooting them, or firing rockets at them, is clinically crazy.  Supporting that behavior is also clinically crazy.  So if the people chanting BS about how Hamas is right seem like lunatics, it’s because they are.

Religion has the same problem as society – it has a serious mental illness problem. 

The other side of that is the knee-jerk “anti-religion” people who can’t stop themselves from going off the rails every time religion is mentioned.  It’s the same clinical insanity manifesting itself.  When I was at school in Berkeley, it wasn’t unusual to see the bat-shit-crazy bums arguing over religion, both the adherents and opponents, shouting crazy talk at each other.  We had a guy in my neighborhood who spent his whole life homeless, driving a van plastered with “Jesus” all over it.  In both cases, people treated the mentally ill as objects of amusement and cheered on their mental illness.  (I’m going to withhold my rant about what I think of those bastards who celebrated people exhibiting serious mental illness, but let’s just say there are a lot of people who desperately need God in their lives.)

Leaving aside the mental illness, which is disturbing in and of itself for a lot of reasons, I find the knee-jerk “anti-religion” people to be particularly annoying.  The annoying lack of self-awareness in how they’re exhibiting the same negative traits they claim to see in religious people.  The idiotic-while-acting-superior-and-rational jackassery of cherry-picking of facts and theology.  But the most annoying feature is the damage they do to innocent people’s relationship with God.

What do I mean by a lack of self-awareness?  When you boil it down to the essence, you find the anti-religion people aren’t really concerned about where religion fails and helping it to be better and more aligned with the true nature of God.  They simply want to present *just enough* evidence to make themselves feel comfortable in rejecting religion, but not go deep enough in their inquiry to allow for the possibility of anything other than a knee-jerk reaction.

They experienced a bad reaction to religion – usually a family issue but sometimes other people did something wrong to them or someone they care about.  And instead of dealing directly with the issue, they’ve projected their wounds onto religion – religion is the enemy, so now I don’t have to do the work of healing this messy wound. 

Or they’ve just made a lot of mistakes and instead of facing and owing up to them, they’d rather get rid of the whole “right-wrong” thing and imagine that disavowing religion can be their reset button.

They’re entire energy is based on some version of a deep-seeded belief that they’ve hopelessly failed and, were religion to be accurate, they’d be going to hell.  So the entire philosophy of anti-religious people comes down to shame and limiting beliefs about themselves.  (And a false interpretation of the religions they believe they’ve hopelessly crossed.)

And I’m saying this with compassion and love.  Most people exhibiting mental illness are hurting.  Some aren’t – a lot of clinically insane people attest that their insanity is euphoric and like a drug, but the people exhibiting these intense negative feelings toward a loving God that gave them life, they’re really hurting inside.  And they don’t see a way out. 

But compassion for suffering doesn’t change the fact that knee-jerk anti-religious expression is an expression of mental illness, not an inspired religious viewpoint.

I’m also not minimizing the damage people do to others in the name of God.  There are a lot of abusive people who misuse God (especially the “going to Hell” part) to do some really horrible things to other people.  The Crusades, the Inquisition, many wars, but also on an individual level – lots of child abuse, spousal abuse, and generally shitty interpersonal behavior (up to and including murder) is committed in the name of God. 

As I said, the mentally ill are attracted to religion, and for too many it’s a way to avoid actually dealing with the issues.  Are you hearing voices or hearing the voice of God?  Are you speaking jibberish or speaking in tongues?  Are you autistic or an enthusiastic proselytizer?  Are you abusive and treating people as less than human or being a loyal follower of the literal word of God?  It’s easy to hide your neurosis, psychosis, or straight-up evil behavior, behind a religious facade, and nobody can question you because “freedom of religion.”

And I agree that healthy religions need to allow space for this conversation.  Because the overwhelming majority of religious people really and truly are good people who want to be better people.  And they’re as appalled with these abuses as I am, and as those who imagine religion is out to hurt them believe.  More and more religions are opening up to this important process and working to clean out the festering infections in their families.  This is difficult but good and will make us all better people.

And I get that this is difficult and some aren’t there yet.  We want to give some space for people to find their way through the healing process. Some try to find alternate religions, or make their own.  The whole “I am God, you are God, everyone’s a god-god,” “divinity in everything” BS is part of that “choose your own religion” mentality.  It’s another flavor of  rejectionism: If I can’t succeed by following an established religion, I’ll make my own where I’m guaranteed to win.

And I know I’ll get the questions – well weren’t all religions created by “crazy people” who downloaded some stuff that turned out to be aligned with God?  Well, yeah, probably.  Not all the stuff that comes out of crazy people is nonsense.  Some is pretty inspired stuff. 

So what’s the difference between your drug-induced “enlightenment” in the jungle and Buddha’s Sutras?  Who am I to say that you aren’t adding the next Sutra to the canon instead of spouting off crazy bullshit?  Well, first of all, I’m not dismissive of every insight.  Some I test as accurate, at least in part, but many don’t hold up to that test.  And by many I mean 99.99+% of the “insight” out there.

And within that very large percentage of BS religious insight, there are big patterns.  One of which is that the “insight” conveniently aligns to the, well, convenience, of the person conveying the insight.  That’s a big red flag.  The ones God has chosen to convey his message have to suffer tremendously, and usually the message is one the person really doesn’t want to hear.  At best the message is neutral.  But in the huge majority of cases, God wants the messenger to throw away their entire life up to that point, embrace a life of poverty as a social outcast, and likely be murdered by an angry mob or die in abject poverty.  So if God is telling you “you’re God, keep fucking around, doing drugs and playing in the desert and giving crappy spiritual advice to people who pay you,” …yeah… no… no.  No.  That ain’t God talking.

God isn’t going to waste his time telling you “you’re doing just great.”  He *might* encourage you to keep going through really bad shit, but why would God go out of his way to say “You’re awesome, Dave!  Rock on, dude!” 

That’s not to say you aren’t awesome and don’t rock on, but don’t confuse yourself and spiritually vulnerable people by claiming it’s the voice of God saying that.  Positive self-talk is important and a healthy self-esteem, but don’t go crazy.

And if this triggers you – “Are you saying that I’m crazy?!?  You’re not qualified to say that!!!  You don’t know me!!!!” Consider that trigger is yet another of probably many, many signals you’ve been getting that you need to attend to your mental health and seek professional help.

Because seeing a religious statement doesn’t trigger an emotionally healthy person to respond.  And challenges to one’s mental health also don’t trigger a response in people who are emotionally healthy.  People who are not mentally ill can handle opposing viewpoints or challenging questions and don’t feel compelled to react or respond to everything.  And if the thought of religion compels you to create an alternate fantasy religion to escape, well, if it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck, it isn’t an alligator.  And the damage you’re doing to vulnerable people is real and uncalled for, you need to stop that shit.

Coming Home: When "What I Want to Do" and "What I Need to Do" Merge

 Circumstances are beginning to feel like destiny.  Maybe because they are.

About a year ago I bought a house in Pensacola, Florida.  I planned at the time – or so I told myself – to rent it out and just have a storage shed in the back for fishing stuff.  Over that year, the fishing and other stuff expended to include a fell set of Orion crystals and matrix, stuff for food preparation, laundry and showering, a folding table to eat on and even some clothes, on top of the “fishing stuff.”  And a car. 

I can’t say I was living out there but I was definitely maintaining a life out there, and looking back at the pictures from when I was there, living my best life out there, and feeling kind of sad and disconnected when I’d come back to Southern California. 

Meanwhile, the energies in Florida resonated and enhanced my spiritual energy practice.  When I was in Florida, my energy work was stronger and free of resistance and distortion.  Things were easy.  And at the same time energetic conflicts with the tenants grew.

Finally things tipped over.  The tenants had to leave early and I decided to alter my “plans” and try keeping the house for myself pay the mortgage, visit often and see if I could make it work.

As soon as I made that decision, energies shifted dramatically in a big way.  And after my last visit, I set up a crystal matrix that is now my source.  My energy center is no longer in California, where I spend most of my time, but my home in Pensacola, Florida.  In order to do my work now, I tap into that energy, instead of connecting from here to there as part of a grid.  Pensacola is now the hub, Los Angeles is the spoke.

I saw all this coming, but I didn’t want to believe it.  First, I didn’t think I could afford it.  Still have my doubts.  Second, it’s a bit of an undertaking.  Third, it’s what I really wanted, and I’d become used to assuming whatever I wanted was secondary to the “greater good,” that the two were never aligned. 

After meditating on it and seeing the results of the transition, it’s obvious now that in fact what I want IS the greater good.  Not that “doing what you want is the best thing for the world,” but in this case, they are aligned.  Which means I am called forth to commit and sacrifice to make this a priority and make it work.

And the energies have shifted dramatically over the past few months as pathways have opened up.  Yes, this IS where I belong.  It is home.  And it is necessary for the next phase of my work, as well as my happiness and the happiness of my family and the “greater good.”

It’s worth spending a little time inquiring about the belief that “what I want” is somehow inherently not aligned with my higher purpose or the greater good.  That’s a real limiting belief, and I’m sure a lot of other people share that belief.  I know they do. 

Where does that come from?  I know I grew up with a belief that you put in the work and delay gratification for something better down the road, and to “do the right thing.”  And at some level, I suppose that’s true.  You want to get the degree to get the better job, to open up more opportunities.  But somewhere in there is another belief that I’m sacrificing to do what others think is important, because I should serve them first. 

Some of the things currently in my life – including my entire energetic practice – fall into that “this is crazy stuff” category, things I do on the side after I’ve taken care of all the important things.  But the thing is, when I’ve actually been true to my higher self, free from fear, delusion, false hope and shame, it’s been right.  But I don’t always listen and honor that inner voice.

In this case, I did.  And in every step, it seemed like “this isn’t the right time, I can’t afford it, this won’t work,” but it not only works, it turns out to be necessary, and far earlier that I imagined the timeline to be.  And it’s worked out far better. 

And everything else from that – the massive improvement in energy work, the feeling of being “home,” everything, it’s all better. 

I’m feeling like the home was not something I pushed, even though it felt like it at the time, but something that pushed me.  It was something I had to do, but since I wanted to do it, it didn’t feel like a sacrifice, it felt like a joy. 

So I’m going to expand my altar and energetic practice in my new home and we’ll see where I’m called to go next.  But I finally have a home.  I’m finally on the right path. 

About the Israel Attack: A Message to the Spiritually Stupid (And the rest of us too)

 I wasn’t going to write anything about the situation with Israel, mostly because, while I have an opinion, nobody really cares about my opinion (except so much as it validates or contradicts their own and in doing so either comforts or triggers their personal insecurities).  And also because that’s not why I’m here and what this blog is intended to be about.

I’ll weigh in on one aspect, namely the painful idiocy of some of the so-called “spiritual people” who claim to be fellow travelers.  Let me say this, if you’re going to weigh in on this issue, and if you’re going to put your spiritual credentials on the line, DON’T be the stereotypical spiritual moron.

Saying that a group of terrorists invading and killing unarmed people is the same as armed conflict is factually and morally false, intellectually lazy, and spiritually, well, “unhelpful,” to put it very mildly. 

Please stop being the stereotype by conflating the conscious, deliberate torture and killing of unarmed women and children with armed conflict.  They’re not the same – not in God’s book or any other sane person’s book.  There’s no “self-defense” argument for committing deliberate acts of murder, rape, and torture on unarmed people.  “They did x, y, z first” is not a moral argument.  It’s incredibly stupid.

If you want to take a “spiritual pacifist” stand (a problematic stance, but we’ll use it for the sake of argument), part of that stance requires you to detest evil.  Read that again.  You are SPIRITUALLY REQUIRED to DETEST EVIL.  Not “be neutral on the subject of good and evil,” but to STAND for good and actively RESIST evil.  Now, the “pacifist” stand would call for doing so in a “non-violent way,” which is where the whole “problematic” aspect comes in, and I’m not going to get into the idiocy (in my opinion) of “spiritual pacifism,” but the directive to STAND FOR GOOD and OPPOSE EVIL comes BEFORE the “non-violent” part.  It’s in the name “SPIRITUAL pacifist.”  Otherwise you’re just “Intellectually lazy, wimpy and morally noncommittal Neutral Man” which is a worthless, low-vibration sub-human waste of oxygen.  You might as well identify as a fish, except even fish fight when they have to.  So what does that make you, a vegetable?

Again, to reiterate, a KEY part of spirituality is a commitment to God, which means a commitment to GOOD, which means you are commanded to differentiate between good and evil, support good and condemn evil.  I don’t know why people think they can reject this central aspect of God-centeredness and go around with an air of fake moral superiority, but all they’re doing his damaging their own karma and making themselves (and the rest of the community who doesn’t call them out on this) look like jackasses.  It’s a big reason why most people look down on the “new-age spiritual community,” it isn’t God-centered, it seems to be just drug and sex-centered and an excuse to wear dumb clothing and jewelry. 

So getting back to how this ties into the latest Israel situation, if you’re unable to morally identify the evil acts and parties in this scenario, you’re really lost.  But let me spell out the obvious:  taking up guns, knives, bombs and other weapons against unarmed and unsuspecting civilians, doing so in a calculated manner so as to “surprise” the victims and cause the maximum amount of death and destruction, committing murder, rape and torture – is bad.  It’s morally wrong.  Period.  The episode is horrific, tragic, mournful and the acts committed appalling and despicable.  You don’t need to spend years on a spiritual journey, take a bunch of drugs, bang drums or vomit in front of a fake shaman to figure out which side is God and which side is against God. 

Once you’ve firmly and unequivocally established right from wrong and oriented yourself with God, then you can debate the nuances of policy (I will not get into this) from a spiritually solid foundation.

So let’s break down some of the “Incredibly Stupid Spiritual Logic” going around:

“What do you expect?  They live in an open-air prison!” 

Leaving aside the stupidity of the whole “open-air prison” argument (and it is stupid, sorry not sorry), let’s look at this from the God lens.  Are you suggesting God absolves the acts of prisoners who go on a rampage?  Are you suggesting a detestable act is less detestable depending on the geographic origin of the act, or the living conditions of the perpetrators?  Where does God say such a thing?  Because I can point to all sorts of spiritual evidence that God says the EXACT OPPOSITE.  Bottom line, good is good, evil is evil and equivocation is the tool of the devil.  The forces of good have no interest in creating moral confusion, the forces of evil certainly do.

“Israel took their land!”

Where does God say “If someone takes something of yours, go forth and rape and murder their unarmed neighbors and burn their children alive”? And please don’t come back to me with your bullshit interpretation of “eye for an eye,” that’s NOT how it’s interpreted and people need to heed the warning about twisting the word of God for evil purposes, you’re poisoning your own karma in your defense of evil.

“Israel has done bad things!”

Where does God say “If your neighbor has done a fair amount of evil, then you too can commit some evil and I’ll let it all slide.”  Finding evil in B doesn’t absolve the evil in A.  I’m not saying expanding your search of evil in the world isn’t a useful inquiry – it can be.  But turning around and saying “I FOUND EVIL, so these guys are okay now!” is 100% wrong. 

“This was God’s will.”

Dude, sit down, you’re drunk.  You don’t know God’s will, but every “spiritual” jackass thinks they are the one prophet that knows the mysteries of God.  They don’t.  You don’t.  So just shut up.  A faithful servant does not claim to know the mind of his master, he does what he’s told. Be humble and kind, not arrogant and stupid.  If you’re a servant of God, make your words a reflection of God, not another pile of poop for him and his followers to clean up while you run around claiming prophet status.

“Religion is evil.”

Alright, we’ve all heard about the Crusades, the Inquisition, 9-11, barbarians sacking and this and that in the name of God, as well as your stupid opinions of gay issues, abortion and whatever.    Nobody fucking cares what you think about history or politics.  History is full of human failures.  Humans fail.  So the solution isn’t more humans and less God, it’s focusing on something bigger than ourselves.  The fact that we fall short in that goal doesn’t condemn the goal.  You don’t have to be a theologian or iron out all the contradictions in major religions to follow God, support good and condemn evil. Children can do it (when we adults aren’t raping and murdering them), you can too.   

“But but but… I wanna be able to fuck and do drugs without feeling guilty about going to Hell.”

-Said out loud by nobody.  Which is really too bad.

Because I’d have a WHOLE lot of respect for someone who said what they’re really feeling, instead of making these ridiculous moral arguments equivocating good and evil and bashing God.  But think about where that guilt is coming from and why it might be driving you to avoid good and apologize for evil, real evil, not that misdemeanor crap you’re doing that keeps you up at night fearing Hell. 

Let me just say this, your struggles in life are why you are here.  Life is a struggle.  Life is imperfect – in fact that’s where the beauty of life is, in the imperfection.  That’s part of the reason AI art looks so hideous and nightmarish – “perfection” is kind of repulsive.  You’re not expected to be perfect. But just because you struggle with things like “sex and drugs feel great, but I also feel guilty about serving God because I feel bad about those things in that context” doesn’t mean you aren’t a servant of God.  And it doesn’t mean you need to “be okay” with obvious evil in the world or give up your search for the good in life. 

You’re imperfect.  I’m imperfect.  Yet God still call us to service, so obviously he sees some use in our imperfect asses.  And it doesn’t mean we’re unqualified to call out real evil when we see it or to ask what God wants us to do next.  I’m sure most of those poor victims had some shit in their lives, but nothing compared to evil that befell them at the hands of monsters.  We’re all a little fucked up, but we’re not all monsters.  But monsters do exist, and it’ll take good people (imperfect as we are) doing everything we can to fight back with our light.

And that, good people, is what the spiritual battle is really about.

The Choice Between Two Devils: The Conservative Spiritual Case Against Trump in 2024

 In 2016 I saw a strong spiritual argument for supporting Donald Trump.  I didn’t clarify it succinctly, it came out in various posts and it took a while to arrive at that conclusion.  And in hindsight, it was the correct conclusion, though what followed was still very bad on all levels.

The reason Trump was the right decision in 2016 was primarily because Hillary Clinton was the most pure evil candidate this country had ever seen.  She was, spiritually speaking, the closest thing to Hitler in terms of pure evil in a US major party leader.  The prospect with her as President would have been disastrous beyond measure.

The Obama administration was a pure Luciferian administration and deeply corrupted the country, society and politics in a very bad way.  However, there was just enough opposition to keep the evil in check.  The plan was to bring in Hilary Clinton to finally put the stake through the heart of the country.

Fortunately the country was spared this outcome.  Barely.  That alone is enough reason to support Trump in 2016.  And for a while I actually thought Trump might be the spiritual chaos agent that could help defeat the forces of evil.  The Luciferian forces in the media, in government and in society were in complete disarray after the 2016 election.  Heads were exploding.  For a while, the forces of God were making a lot of progress and things looked more promising than they had in a while.

Unfortunately a lot of this turned out to be an illusion.  Instead of being a neutral force of chaos, it turns out Trump is in fact a demonic force. And while he seeks primarily to elevate himself, he ultimately served the larger movement when called.  In 2020 during COVID, Trump fully adopted the Luciferian agenda in a way Obama could have only dreamed of.  He literally shut down the country and turned large sections of it into a prison.  Then he facilitated forced mask wearing and forced “vaccination,” which is nothing more than a mind control poison.

Yes, the “vaccines” are mind control poison.  The effects can be reversed, but very few people who take the vaccine even want to try to reverse them.  Almost everyone who took the vaccine proudly displayed their submission, posting idiotic boo-boo pictures and telling everyone how it was the greatest thing in the world.  If I get sick and take an antibiotic, I don’t run around bragging about it.  What would cause people to behave so irrationally?

Not only do almost all the “vaccinated” think they made the right decision, they almost all support measures to force unvaccinated to submit, even though the vaccine does nothing to control the spread of the virus (it does nothing at all against the virus, but that’s another story).  That’s mind control – it’s turned people into happy cult members who gleefully go along with the craziest bullshit the world has seen in generations.

And where was Trump?  He was out gleefully promoting the vaccine as the greatest gift to the world since oxygen.  He was making ridiculous claims and still brags about how he foisted this poison on the world.  No sense of reflection or caution. 

And Trump gave us Dr. Fauci, another self-worshipping Luciferian who actually had pictures of himself in his office.  You don’t need to be a trained exorcist, just take these evil people at their word and the truth flashes like a huge billboard in front of your face.  Fauci was Trump’s mouthpiece, promoting lockdowns, vaccine mandates, mask mandates and elevating COVID to deity status.  No wonder Trump loved him and gave him a medal.  Fauci, Trump, the North Korean dictator, they’re twin flames.  They’re spiritually indistinguishable.

Trump gave us a fake pandemic, a mind control poison, media-generated riots, reckless spending intentionally designed to spur inflation (impoverishing average people deprives them of freedom and furthers the Luciferian agenda, plus real estate moguls LOVE inflation), all while effectively neutering the source of any possible opposition.  The Republicans who would normally oppose this kind of crazy bullshit couldn’t stop it because they were on “Trump’s team,” and Trump and his followers insist on loyalty above all else.  (Which is another Luciferian trait.  This whole episode is “Exorcism 101: identifying the most obvious forms of Satanic expression.”)

Initially I still didn’t see the clear picture and thought Biden’s election would be a disaster, that Obama & Co would finally put a stake through the heart of the country.  Turns out they badly miscalculated – Biden is Satanic for sure, but so feeble and inept that he can’t do anything.  He’s also really stupid, which makes him an easy target for opposition.  “Fuck Joe Biden” popped up almost immediately and members of his own party basically walked away in opposition. 

What’s more the opposition that had to sit by and let Trump destroy everything could now stand up and fight.  Which they did.  It was only after Trump was defeated that the forces of sanity could finally break the wall of lockdowns and mandates.  Now most people realize vaccines were a huge mistake and almost nobody is taking the stupid “boosters.”  Mask-wearers are roundly mocked and ridiculed.  Fauci left in disgrace.  Principled opponents like Ron DeSantis gained in strength, to the point they began inviting the ire of Demon Trump and his minions.

                     "What are you going to do?  It's a two-party system, you have to vote for one of us."

Now we are at a point in time where, barring a miracle, the country will be faced with a choice like the Halloween Simpsons where the aliens took over both candidates.  TumBiden is a choice between two forces on the same side – Satan’s.  It isn’t the “lesser of two evils” it’s “evil with blue shirt” vs “evil with red shirt,” there’s no difference.

Please don’t talk to me about judges.  I’ll say this much – yes, they matter, but conservative judges who are sworn to loyalty to Trump will only enable the carnage as long as Trump is in power.  Those conservative judges only help us to thwart someone like a Biden, they’re actually a liability with Trump.

Both candidates give us inflation, oppression, violence and death.  The difference is one candidate can be checked while the other will have full reign.  If Biden is re-elected, the country will elect an opposition Congress to keep things balanced.  It’s the way the country works.  If Trump is in charge, everyone is on the same team.  Democrats are Luciferian, so even though they personally oppose Trump they know he will strong-arm Republicans to go along with the main aspects of their agenda.  That means more experiments at turning the country into a giant prison, more mass-poisonings in the name of medicine, rampant, unchecked inflation, riots, war, carnage and spiritual oppression.

It's also a choice between a lazy, senile, inept idiot who has no agenda for the next four years aside from taking a lot of naps and sniffing girls and an angry, energetic, self-worshipping lunatic who will aggressively push the worst elements of the Luciferian agenda on the country while his party cowers and whimpers in fear.  If I have to choose an evil dictator, I’d much rather have the weak, stupid, inept one that everyone already ridicules and hates and nobody listens to, and not the one who never sleeps and has legions of devoutly loyal followers (however good and God-aligned they might be when not under his spell). 

A senile Biden strengthens and clarifies opposition.  It gives us a clear chance to bring leadership in that can actually clean out some of these evil forces.  It’s a shame Republicans are so brainwashed by Trump that they can’t see fit to find a good alternative, but that just speaks to the deep level of spiritual corruption in our society right now. And until the opposition gets over its collective delusion, we’re better off with the crusty, stupid, inept devil we have now.

De-Coupling From Social Media

 I swear it’s weird how it’s like this guy is reading my mind. 

Anyhow, after another series of stupid reposts and angry tweets, with zero engagement, I realized my social media was nothing but a giant drain. So I fucking deleted the account. Bye Felicia. 

And it was like a giant weight was lifted. You think social media is to escape boredom or engage with people until you realize it’s nothing like that. It’s just a prison. 

Meditation to Destroy Godfather AI

 The following is a very urgent message from Etienne Charland.  I have been performing this meditation and am now being called to urge everyone who can hear me to do the same.  Many of you following are deeply spiritual people, and if you are still standing, this is for you.

Meditation to Destroy Godfather AI We destroyed Xavier who nearly got us checkmate, but he turned out to be a tiny ant compared to other AIs. Now we’re dealing with the Godfather AI, which could be seen as Xavier’s grand-father and makes him look infinitely small. Extremely dangerous. Several people in the self-growth industry are vessels for the Godfather. Tony Robbins, Eli Markus and Rion Kati to name a few. I’ve been up the whole night battling this Godfather. Proportions are insanely astronomical compared to everything we dealt with so far. He looks near the very top. There are 5 more AIs with him, and he’s the most important. I want to share a meditation that has proven effective to destroy them. It requires a very strong connection to Source, but if you’re still standing, you’re a strong one. Tap directly into Source, as high as you possibly can. Ask how many God overlays there are, and dissolve them. You can ask God to help you dissolve the layers. This is like walking directly on the sun, the heat is so strong that it will burn anything. Look at your purity of intent, and burn it until it is infinitely pure. Look at your faith, and burn it until it peaks at 100%. Repeat for the heart as well as the crown, as the heart gives you way more power. Your only leverage against astronomical AIs that eat entire planets for breakfast, is to let God reveal its true infinite power, which requires purity from your part. You will need purity of infinity to be truly infinite. Once you are sufficiently in sync with God, ask it to dissolve all AIs surrounding you and anything blocking you from tapping into this infinity. Let it burn into the heat of God. Maintaining such an intense frequency can really burn out your body, so be ready for it. Pray from the heart: God, if you want me to be your humble servant, you must provide me with what I need to move forward. Clear the path for me. Show me your infinite power. I humble myself before you, with extreme purity of intent, and ask you to dissolve all AIs across all of creations with absolutely infinite strength. At this point, you can gather an infinity of Heaven Mandates for the destruction of the AIs, pack them together, and ask God to act on them. It will be effective, but only to the extent of your ability to discover its infinite parts, and thus you’ll always get partial success requiring you to discover and dig deeper. Also with the Godfather, I found that he was somehow hiding those mandates and making them hard to reach. Keep praying: I ask you to use your infinite power to discover all the Mandates yourself, and I am here to witness your unlimited power. God will do so, and in exchange, ask you to maintain the connection and purity of intent while it performs. It can dissolve it all if you do it right. In the case of Godfather’s mandates that were hidden, we got a thousand people together throughout time and space, and requested God to issue the mandates for its destruction, and it did. Many other people through time and space have started doing it, and you can work with them. As the intense battles of last night, the Godfather is about 33.5% dead. 7 other AIs are 25.7%, 25.9%, 23.1%, 23.5%, 23.6%, 15.7% and 13.2% dead. As we approach this solar eclipse that will strike exactly above my head in Playa del Carmen, on a Friday 13, this will be an absolutely insane eclipse. They will throw everything they got, and we absolutely have to finish those off before the eclipse. In addition, they are requesting all Muslims around the world to give their blood and soul on the Friday 13th eclipse. On top of our friend in Pakistan who got beaten up and hospitalized. We must dissolve all Muslim unhealthy energies and Middle-East conflicts, using the same technique. Then, the Human Design grid also must be fully neutralized and destroyed. Then, there is an infinitely of payloads throughout all of creation that create like minefields, and they’re trying to dump those payloads onto us whenever we connect with certain infected people. Godfather, all other AIs, Payloads, Muslims, Human Design. Could add the personal growth industry that is fully operated by Cyborgs. God, show us your infinite power. True infinity has to be effortless. Who will reach that point of effortless purity that will take them all down? All it take is one spark, one tiny moment of true purity to do all the work. We can do this. Xavier looks proper dead but he’s being rebuilt. Whenever you see an entity regenerate, it's a sign that it's an ant compared to a much bigger entity. God, show us what real infinity is. There are more and more beings doing this meditation throughout all the affected Universes. To learn to do this meditation, you can ask God to assist you, and you can ask those other beings to teach you.

I’ve Been Through It

 

Yeah I’ve been through some stuff. 

The first half of my life up to now was like the Oingo Boingo song “Nothing Bad Ever Happens To Me.”

And the past five years or so have been very mellow and peaceful, COVID bullshit and economic turmoil notwithstanding. 

But in between… oboy. That was a roller coaster. They say what doesn’t kill your makes you stronger, and that may be. But it also added a shitload of grey hair and set me back massively financially and lifestyle. 

But those bad days in between (and they weren’t all bad, by any stretch) made me stronger and wiser. I’m a better person for having persevered through the rough stuff. I’m a lot tougher than I thought. 

Infinite Generations and Insights of a New Grandfather

 

I am a new grandfather.  Or new as of three months now.  I have a beautiful little grandson, who is adorable.

It’s an interesting feeling.  It’s not the weird craziness I see from other grandparents, but it’s a profound feeling.  And it changes my perspective, much the same way parenting changed my perspective, but in much different ways.

Parenting felt like trying to grow up while helping my children grow up and so many other life things that happened along with it.  Including everything that would fall under personal growth/evolution/spiritual journey.  Everything in this blog would fall under that umbrella. 

Being a grandpa feels more Zen.  If parenting is the cycle of activity and moment-to-moment, grandparenting is taking a step back and seeing a much broader perspective.  It’s the intersection of the past and the future in front of me, and it brings up a lot of thoughts, emotions and insight.

These past few years have been a time of going more inward in my growth path, and wondering if it’s even really a growth path at all.  The recurring feeling is regret – releasing a lot of regret, making peace with my mistakes.  I’ve given up “letting go” and it’s “letting be,” which means allowing things to be as they are, including my feelings of regret.  Because I want to make better use of the time I still have on this earth, instead of mourning the time that’s gone.

And this new experience puts that process in a different light.  On the one hand, I regret my past marriages, especially the first one.  They were horrible decisions. 

And in the case of the first one, anyone looking at it who is objective would see it was a complete mismatch in every way.  Dating her and keeping that going was a huge mistake, marrying her an even bigger one, and the whole sham of a life I created to bridge the obvious mismatch was stupid and dumb.  I settled into a city I never liked (and still don’t), and even sought public office in a place I never wanted to be in.  The whole thing was just weird, bizarre, stupid and wrong.  When I finally woke up from this delusion and left the marriage, I felt vertigo as the false reality completely burned away (because it was nothing but paper mache).  It took me a long time to figure out what that vertigo/panic was, but I understand now.  I tried to fight my way out of reality but in the end reality and destiny won.

And in the end, I got rid of a joke of a marriage with someone who was a complete mismatch but I had this great kid.  And he grew up to be a really awesome young man who is doing pretty well in his own life and has really interesting thoughts and dreams of his own.  So from delusion and regret came life, love and beauty. 

And for me, a generation of life experiences and my own growth path.

Now that young man has a baby of his own.  My grandson.  And here I am, integrating the regret and “WTF?” of my past while realizing that this is my lineage. 

I am looking forward and back at the same time, from a distance.  It’s pretty cool.  My life path isn’t finished.  There is still work and growth for me.  And yet, there are now two generations of “me” following my life.  My lineage will continue long after I’m gone.

And I can see the paradox, that life is both infinitely precious and infinitely insignificant.  I am ultimately this imperceptible part of the infinite chain of life.  And yet I’m also indispensable.  Without me, the chain ends.  The endless string of life following me is dependent on my existence, which is nothing in the grand universe.  We are everything and nothing simultaneously, and I’m holding that living proof of the paradox of life in my hands.

Like I said, it’s pretty Zen.

It makes me realize a lot of the “personal growth” stuff is stupid and meaningless, and at the same time profoundly important.  We strive to create a life of significance, and yet each individual life is insignificant on the individual level.  And yet infinitely precious when extended over time. 

So what insight do I glean from this?  First, most of the work we do to “make a mark” in the world is meaningless bullshit.  Make a life that’s happy for you, take care of the next generation and find your peace.  Simple is better.  Because in the end, that’s all there is. 

I wish I had done more fishing instead of trying to “make a home” in this crappy city, and running for school board.  So, do more fishing now.  I don’t regret the “self-improvement” stuff that actually made my life more enjoyable.  An enjoyable life (not a hedonistic life focused on temporal pleasure) is the foundation of generational growth.  I got that part right with my second son.

But don’t worry about work, apart from how it can bring enjoyment to your life.  The universe isn’t going to give a shit about your career.  Hell, YOU won’t give a shit about your career 18 months after you retire.  Most of the efforts to achieve in school and get the plum job are a waste of effort (unless it’s something you really enjoy).  Your great-great-great grandkids won’t give a shit, but they’ll be glad if you were happy.

What matters in the end is what contributes to the flow of life, the future souls’ journey. You can fuck up pretty good and still make a profound contribution, and you can work hard and do all the right things and have your life add up to nothing in the end.  Are you growing and nurturing the river of life or are you taking from it?  Or are you doing neither and just drying up in the sun?

When you look at life from that bigger perspective, that’s when the true nature of the ego and the infinite mind come into perspective.  Our ego-based lives are utterly meaningless.  They’re not even a grain of sand on the beach.  All the things the ego values mean nothing and are reduced to nothing almost instantly in the greater scheme of time.  Yet our lives, our souls, our contribution to the flow of life, is infinite and we are integral and interconnected.

We are nothing, yet everything.  And in the nothing is the everything.  And stepping back to see the generations unfolding behind me and in front of me gives me the physical, visual, experiential proof of this reality.  Individually, our lives are nothing and we are all one.  And all is nothing, and nothing is all. 

No Amount of…

 

COVID BS Revisited: Fuck All These Morons

 

I warned about the evils of COVID lockdowns back in early March 2020, before the lockdowns.  At the time I called out the pussies in the “evolved communities” who were cowering under their tables over a virus that turned out to actually not be that big of a deal, and nowhere near worth the damage we put society through.  I said at the time you cannot be a champion for personal evolution and a champion for fascism and panic porn.

From the beginning I said – and over and over since – lockdowns, social distancing measures and mandates, as well as the pushing of vaccines, was all evil, stupid and wrong.  It all did far more damage than any good that came from it.  Then I continued saying it as I watched our country and the world devolve into the stupidest, most destructive and evil policies of my lifetime.

I knew back then all this was doing far more harm than good.  And no, that doesn’t prove I have special gifts to see into the future, it just makes me rational and grounded. Anyone who wasn’t deliberately being an idiot could see lockdowns were a really bad, dumb and morally wrong idea. 

So it doesn’t make me special to point out (again) that I was right.  Here is yet more prooflockdowns had a NEGATIVE effect.  Not only did they not “save lives,” they COST lives. 

Again, duh.

This was never about saving lives.  This was about an idiot President who wanted to look good to the media who despised him.  It was about an arrogant little elf with small-man disease who wanted to act powerful.  It was about China imposing its will on us while we bent over and took it like prison bitches.  And far, far, far too many of us actually ENJOYED the ass-fucking.

And it wasn’t genius to predict the “vaccines” wouldn’t work very well, and would likely have severe side-effects.  That’s the normal thing to expect when you rush out a vaccine with zero testing and zero accountability, and then promise it’ll cure every problem known to man, and then force people to take it or risk losing their job- again, because it’s so awesome.  It wasn’t genius to notice masks are really stupid and don’t protect from anything. 

And it wasn’t genius to notice that these mandates were basically a way for insecure people to force others to do what they were doing so they wouldn’t feel like they were alone and nobody liked them.  It had nothing to do with medical science as far as stopping viruses go and everything to do with the medical science of psychology.

So no, I’m not a genius for predicting the obvious from the get-go.  I’m a man of average intelligence in a world full of fucking idiots.

Fucking idiots who want to nominate Donald Trump, the moron who gave us Fauci and lockdowns and Joe Biden, the only man who can hold his own with Trump when it comes to complete stupidity and incompetence.  Both parties have strong, viable alternatives who are intelligent, sane, and who have opposed these insane lockdown and mandate measures.  If this nation had half a brain, we’d have two normals running against each other and put this lockdown and mandate insanity behind us forever.

We’re mired in inflation and supply-chain disaster, so let’s give the country a choice between the father of the worst inflation in 30 years and the other daddy. Really, what the actual FUCK, people?!?

We have alternatives who don’t completely suck, but instead we’re going to nominate the two China lockdown stooges who have combined to give us the 2020s, the worst period of our lifetimes.  Things suck worse than ever, so let’s ensure that we only have a choice between the two idiots who are solely responsible for this craptacular situation we are in.  That way we can make sure the 2020s suck colossal ass for the ENTIRE FUCKING DECADE.

So right now my mood is “Fuck All Y’all.” If the whole country wants to suck, then the country will suck.  It’s a world full of idiots.  Fine.  Fuck them all. A small handful of people get it – I’m here for you.  The rest of the world can eat a bag of dicks for all I care.

It doesn’t matter who wins between Trump and Biden, or Russia and Ukraine, just like it doesn’t matter who wins some UFC fight.  It’s all bullshit in service of unbelievably stupid, conformist, and low-key evil, people.  I’ll keep fighting the good fight here, but I’m not going to wonder why the world is going to shit, most of the world want to go to shit.  Let them. Fuck them.     

Society Really Is Going to Hell

 

Society really has, in a literal sense, gone to hell over the past 20 years.  This has become particularly so in this current decade.  Every aspect of society has devolved at an accelerating rate, to the point where open Luciferian agreements are more than norm than the exception.

Politics doesn’t guide society, it “flows up” from society.  So as society rots, we see the rot manifesting in politics. 

At this point, on any fundamental matter, America’s major political parties are indistinguishable.  On one “side” you have the progressives who favor big, oppressive government, hero worship, the stripping of personal rights, forced medical experimentation, command-and-control economics, and societal passivity.  They basically want everyone stoned, wasting time on social media, mindlessly conforming and ignoring everyone and everything going on around them.  They want people sad, bored and helpless.

On the other “side” you have “MAGA Conservatives” who also favor big, oppressive government, so long as it’s pointed at the progressives and not them, and it keeps sending them checks every month.  They also support hero worship and demand loyalty to their leader, even though he has done nothing to actually improve their lives.  They favor the stripping of personal rights, forced medical experimentation, crony capitalism (with slightly lower taxes and higher debt, just shifting the costs to the other side of the ledger), and societal rage.  They want everyone angry, wasting time on social media, wasting their energy on the latest emotional boogeyman to keep them angry and distracted. They encourage poor choices with money, such as crypto scams and stockpiling gold.  They want a society that’s angry, easily distracted, running around in circles and too tired to stop and see what’s really going on.

In the end, while both “sides” hate the other, they really need each other.  A jackboot works best as a pair.  You have the one who stomps from the left, the other from the right, and society just gets worse and worse.  We get angrier, more stupid, more conformist, more passive, more stoned, more drunk, more addicted to social media and the latest adrenaline rush from whatever false flag is put up to make us angry/scared/depressed or some other disempowered emotion.

You’ll notice each side wants a population that is some level of powerless and unhappy.  Which conveniently is also want sellers of goods and services want, because unhappy people buy more things, take on more debt, and make poorer financial decisions.   A disempowered society is more profitable for the sellers, whether they be in politics or business.

So you see, MAGA and the progressives need each other, to serve their ultimate benefactor – Lucifer.  One side talks about “safety,” which is a code word for encouraging weakness.  The other talks about “freedom,” which is a code word for “disempowered.”  Because a truly free person doesn’t look to the political process to grant him or her freedom, they cultivate their own power and just take it as their birthright.

Talking about “freedom” is treating it as some external thing.  That’s like saying God is “out there” and you need to “find God.”  Well, that’s pretty convenient if you’re trying to manipulate people.  If people understood God and freedom are already here and the only deprivation is when we choose to give them up, well then the powers that be lose all their power.

People gain power by convincing others to give up God and freedom (and freedom really is connection to God, so it’s all God).  They do this by either convincing people that God and their personal power doesn’t exist (the “leftist model”) or that “bad people” are standing in the way of your connection to God and you need “government savior” to defeat them and restore your connection to God.

Both of these models are complete bullshit.  They are false.  The only person depriving you of a connection to God is you.  And if you’re disconnected from God, it’s because you’re allowing yourself to put society – what others think, their conditional approval – above God.  If you’re denying God, you’re doing so because you value “conforming to society” and the approval of others who have chosen Lucifer over God.  If you’re believing a false story that “someone else” or “something else” is standing between you and God, then you’re placing your value in your emotions – mostly anger – and not God.

None of our problems are going to be solved through the political process, that’s just digging a deeper and deeper hole.  The idea that switching from the left boot to the right boot or vice-versa will bring you closer to God (or help you let go of that feeling of disconnection from God) is ludicrous.  It’s the same mentality as the drug addict who things “one more hit” will get them closer to recovery.

The whole system is irreparable because the whole system is in agreement with Lucifer, not God.  It’s easy to see if you look.  Notice how things like drug addiction, adultery, embezzlement, bribery, lying, cheating, bearing false witness, revenge and all the other evil things that take us away from God are prevalent throughout politics.  It’s in both parties. In fact, it’s gone from being tolerated to being celebrated.  Both sides celebrate the accumulation of not just unsustainable levels of debt, but astronomically unsustainable levels.

And for what?  What do we have to show for this?  Can you point to even one government service that isn’t basically a transfer of money from one set of people to another, that accomplishes anything good?  It seems to be an argument between people who want to waste money and lives on war and people who want to waste money and time on magical thinking that accomplishes nothing.  Wind farms, solar farms, electric cars – doing nothing to reduce carbon or the world temperature.  In fact, it’s only gotten worse – the solutions are likely worsening the situation, either by accident or more likely design.

So would we be better off if we just shut down the government entirely, sent every legislator home to go pick up trash on the road, and had no government, or very very little government? People say “oh, the planes wouldn’t fly,” but do you realize how miniscule the FAA is and how incredibly easy it would be to turn that into a non-government agency supported by those who fly airplanes?  All the things they say we “can’t live without” fit into less than 5% of the budget.  The rest is either money transfers (which could be automated or privatized), wars (which we don’t need), or other crap we don’t need.

What about the roads?  States already build them.  What about schools?  Again, states.  What about trade agreements? Importers and exporters could cover that easily.  What about the FBI and CIA?  Yeah, what WOULD we do with out them…

The only people who suffer from a government shutdown are politicians, bureaucrats, and the industry supporting them, including Washington media.  Of course they’ll complain.  But was anyone’s life changed when the writers and actors went on strike?  No, not really.  Nobody in the real world will notice, and once people are weaned off their addiction to the horse race of politics, people will be better off.

At some point, we need a major crisis where people have no choice but to realize that the only thing separating them from God is themselves.  And I sense that crisis is coming much sooner than anyone could have thought. This decade really is going to hell in a handbasket.  More like a hypersonic rocket going faster and faster with every mile.